>be me >be ugly af >managed to get 2 gfs in my entire

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>be me
>be ugly af
>managed to get 2 gfs in my entire lifetime
>8/10 and a 7/10
>always wondered why they found me funny/cute
anyways here is how i became an autistic lil shit and dumped them both
>me 15
>in italy we have 3 years of high school and then a school called "liceo"
>basically the halls are either filled with short people from 1st grade or 18yr f/m that will destroy you
>i meet a 15 yr old
>we talk for a while
>mfw she asked me to become her bf
>was gonna scream "ARE YOU AUTISTIC?",i had little to no self-esteem
>cointained my autism
>months and i'm still with her
>i found annoying that gfs always fucking message you
fast forward to christmas
>at grandma's place
>"UHHH ANON YOU GOT A GIRLFRIEND,NOW EAT DA MODAFOKKIN LASGNA"
>mfw there was no wifi
>fookinhell.australian.jpeg
>back at home
>*connects to wifi*
>60-70 messages from her + 20 phone calls
>explain her everything
>mfw she actually believed me
fast forward a month
>she continues to spam messages
>mfw she even calls my mom so i can answer her messages
>FEDUPWITHTHISSHIT
>leave her
>i later learn that she was sent to a kind of "special needs" house
>she wasn't autistic
>she smoked pot,did heroin
fast forward 20 days or smtg
>me watching the news
>"ok female reporter-anon n 1 what happened"
>"uhm a person was found dead,so yeah she dead"
>mfw when its her
>mfw when i didn't feel anything
>mfw when i still grabbed the tiddy
>mfw i probably destroyed her life by leaving her