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I feel like me getting tired is just a natural defense mechanism to being sad
i remember when it was really bad. and my head would feel on fire from crying and panic attacks every hour
whenever i start to feel sad i feel myself yawning a lot
its overwheming
id rather go back to being like that then tired all the time. not to forget my body is in pain 24/7
i feel like whenever i try to be happy theres another person in me crying for help
I always think of Aya every second
i cant stop it at all. i feel like its killing me
thats why i wanted to die. because the anxiety was too much
at least my head doesnt feel like it burns anymore
i just want to run away from home already. that'd be a load of stress off me
im supposed to be dead because im a horrible person. i dont know why im even alive or why i want to live still. Aya and coate want me dead. it puts ahole through me. and all my close friends are just finding other people like i thought they would. and they are just there to fill me as some hole
i dont know if i should just run away and live with someone or if i should kill myself. since i dont even know how bad of a person i am. and Aya would want me dead
i tried to die when he made people torture me. but i was too scared for it. it was the worse moment of my life when he egged me on to kill myself with a knife
and shimo was torturing me too
my friends are mad that im buddies with these people which i can understand but what does it matter. im in pain all the time. and im never around anyone who sees me as human
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How can I help? :/
Oregenoleopolio
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>>37695229
didn't Shimo tell you to stop making threads, you dumb cunt?
report and sage this shitposter
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>>37695496
Its not a shitpost, you will never silence me.
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>>37695591
silence yourself eternally, narcissistic scum
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>>37695624
Ok, im a narcissist. youll have to kill me before you can stop me from feeling things
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>>37695671
no shit?
save me the effort and do it yourself
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>>37695750
Save me the effort and stop stalking me
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>>37695785
>le stalk
you've been obsessing over someone you hardly spoke to for almost half a year now and you think I'm stalking you?
what a fucking joke
you're damn right i have an alt in your server, it's for my own safety when dealing with someone like you
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>>37695823
Is this Aya?
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>>37695823
I never stalked them. Also leave me alone too. I may be fucked in the head but youre worse
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>>37695850
haha yeah, this is aya
isn't it like 4am in the uk
use your fucking brain
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>>37695229
why are 2hufags shut utter degenerates?
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le discord drama
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why does everyone assume that aya is a bad person
why does everyone think that what you say is true
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>>37695895
>implying NEETs don't stay up until 4 AM
If you aren't Aya, why talk about your safety? Rem doesn't chase anyone except Aya.
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who the fuck is aya and why is this one faggot so obsessed with him
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>>37695980
i'm not even the person you thought was aya earlier
who the fuck is aya and why is this one discord fag so obsessed with him
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>>37695980
>implying everyone on r9k is a NEET
he makes up bullshit about me too tyvm
not only aya was mentioned in this thread
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>>37695980
Fuck. Meant to reply to >>37695883
Original post
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>>37696014
hey anon you messed up a little bit
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>>37695624
Why do you think Rem is a narcissist? He has zero self-esteem.
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>>37696063
yeah, not sure what hapened with my connection there
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>>37696080
so he says
he only cares about himself and only takes his own feelings into consideration
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>>37695823
You do realize Rem is a sweet, harmless boy, right?
>>37696097
He's 17, anon. He'll grow up
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>>37696097
coate if this is you why are you bothering me and what do you want. you are lying that i dont care about others feelings and you're a complete hypocrite to be fair.
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>>37696147
nigga sounds like he's 40 odd in vc
>>37696156
you're so easy to play around with
It's not coate
hey, i might not even be mentioned in this thread
spooky eh?
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>>37696180
Reveal yourself to me in my server and ill show you proof of my age
otherwise fuck off
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>>37696221
ok bro
why you so mad about me calling you old, self conscious or something?
you're definitely a paedophile lmao
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>>37696251
I don't know if Rem is a pedophile, but I'm a pedophile for Rem
tfw no 17 year old twink bf
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>>37696221
post proof in server now then delete it
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Rem just take your meds and go to sleep please, this gets more embarrassing every time
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uhhhh, hey.
Ariela here. May I ask why you banned and blocked me? You seem like a sweet guy and I thought we got on pretty well during our brief conversation last night.
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>>37696452
Seems you're the latest victim huh? I can't believe he thought I would be dumb enough to not even have a picture. He say's he'll add you again tomorrow, but I'd take this chance to run.
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>>37696452
be thankful, he's a known manipulator and uses the people around him before disposing of them. he did it to me, he did it to many others, and probably would have done it to you too
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>>37696533
but he seems nice though
he was my only friend
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>>37696590
What did you say to him? kek
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>>37696590
yeah, trust me, he seems like a total sweetheart at first but he is not a good person. stay away, be glad he didn't string you along for months like he's done with some
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>>37696638
... i didnt know he considers me disturbing...
i asked him to kiss me good night. maybe thats it?
the last thing he said to me was
.- - Today at 2:35 AM
good night Ari
talk to me tomorrow
so he didn't seem too disturbed to me
im so confused
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Link me to this server I want to feed off this drama.
Meat-man#1696
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>>37696644
Guys can't string other guys along, anon
Unless fags are involved anyway
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