>tfw shopkeepers rush through the interaction when I'm there
>they don't smile at me, they barely even look at me
>see them serving other people
>they're all friendly and shit and take it slow
>try to talk to normie
>at first their face lights up but then they get bored and immediately do something else instead of talking to me
Am I fucking ugly or something? This makes me so fucking sad I actually cry thinking about it, all my life it's been like this and I still don't know why
its your attitude. people can read your grumpy demeanor.
>>37668335
But I'm really not a grumpy person
I'm usually happy when someone talks to me cause it doesn't happen often
>>37668335
>Probably this
No matter how much i try to act normal in public I will always be bitter and different.
We are not like them and never will be, they somehow know it. Like they can detect cynicism and desperation, hate I don't know.
>>37668314
Just keep working at it Op
People love talking about themselves
Make observations about them and ask about it
You ever watch normies talk? It's pretty cringey Op
They don't say anything of value
I truly believe us robots are too intelligent for shitty conversations
That's why we're not normies
I wish they'd do that to me. I hate getting all the small talks
>>37668413
Its not some secret fucking tell to give away robots. Just practice in a mirror ffs. I have the most bitter and empty soul but normies cant tell
>>37668568
Yeah me too. You are lucky op.
And I'm in a bitter mood most of the time but they still want to chit chat and ask me questions so its not your demeanor.
>>37668734
What the fuck is it then? I'm pretty sure I'm not that ugly
It's just depressing as fuck when every interaction is like this
>>37668860
You ever take ecstasy or ghb? Any empathigens?
Makes you realize how much of an impact body language has on other people talking to you
I take ghb every day because I'm so socially anxious
Google "buy 1,4 butanediol" online. It's ghb, I take it every day almost hourly
Makes me a normie
>>37669078
I am an anxious person, but I didn't think it was that bad.
How am I supposed to learn to not be anxious when all my attempts at social interaction fail miserably?
are you confident? if you're slouching or have a bad posture, people are more likely to sorta not wanna interact with you.
>>37669442
You probably have to work on your anxiety first
Or be like me and take 1,4b all the time
>>37669759
>tfw parents handicapped me for life and made me a robot
>all they had to do was give me a hug every now and then and say they love me
>now I'm an anxious mess cause they never did that
FUCKING HATE THIS WORLD