I thought i was happy for once but then tears started dropping

>>37666086
what happened? explain better op
by the way also for me it has been ages since I was happy

yes that was me sorry about that

>>37666105
i thought having someone pretending to be him would make me happy
But I remembered the real Aya hates me
and I started crying
it feels so horrible i want to die
i thought the pills would help me. i dropped out of school because the stress was too much for me i think i fucked up a lot

>>37666105
however I gave me another 10 years, and if i will still be not happy I drop my life

>stream it faggot
for sure

>>37666148
who is the real Aya?

>>37666191
someone who wants me dead

>>37666211
is this a sorta of metaphor?

>>37666239
Um
i really like them and they deleted me on steam because i made an embarrassing comment on his page and said i loved him. I cried when he said no to me and had a bad meltdown so I stayed home that day. Then he blocked me later on and I made threads crying for him back and he hated me more. Then it got worse and the stress was too much for me i kept having panic attacks everyday so i dropped out of school

im crying a lot today
i dont know whats wrong with me
I just want