AAAAAAAAAAH GOD I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF

I'm a fat guy on the internet. I'm digging through and appropriating good things for my disgusting, pathetic lifestyle. Obscure things, unknown things, respected things, all brought down to the level of pixels on a monitor, equal to a YouTube video where 3 college guys microwave random shit or a drawing of a unrealistic girl wearing panties. I am actively ruining the world, and myself.

I'm not smart. I used to be bright, when I was a little kid, but years of sitting down and staring at my computer screen has destroyed all that. I never knew how to interact socially, but now all hope of that ever changing is gone. I try to fill the holes in myself with the most random garbage I can find, scrambling, flailing, sullying. I am worthless.

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