>virgin, fucking, sluts, having "good times", being a loser or a winner, chads, cucked, beta stacies and parties.
>using that kind of vocabulary
>implying that this is really what you want, being a chad that fuck girls at parties.
>being slave to chad's worldview
How pathetic and cucked robots have to be to use that chad-vocabulary and worldview. Face it, the only reason you're still a virgin is that you didn't care about losing it at all while you were a teenager contrary to chads. While the normies at highschool were obsessed about having sex with anyone, you hoped you will find one day the true love of your life. This is how you viewed the world as a teenager and this is how you still view it, wether you accept it or not. The thing is, with times, you saw that it don't work that way and you adapted to the chad's worldview in which you are just a beta that didn't manage to have sex. You began to think that the way Chad see the world is more close to reality so you adapted to it like a good cuck, you started to regret that you gave a shit about girls and their feelings, that you were so introvert, so romantic, so "beta". So you wanted to act like a Chad, to see girls the way they see them, to have the same worldview based on sex, reputation, and parties, betraying your own inspirations and teenage dreams, focusing your whole life on things like " I wasn't invited at parties " or " I'm a virgin so I'm a loser" .
The truth is, you are a fucking cleric. You are the spiritual son of the monks. You aren't mean to experience love, you're too idealist for it and put divine aspiration in common things. You are mean to dream love and write it, in order the normies are a little more idealist in their lives. You just happen to live in a society that doesn't put robots in monasteries anymore, and where they have to see the horrible mediocrity of this world instead of living far from it. You are meant to dream about ideals and inspire normies to live according to it.
Didn't read any text, but your picture seems to over-respresent robots.
>where they have to see the horrible mediocrity of this world instead of living far from it.
Well most of us spend all their time in their rooms