It's not all gloom and doom on this forum, is it? What's

>>37606266
i sucessfuly treated a vitiligo spot on my penis with steroid creams. it kinda damaged the skin and now it will hurt when i masturbate, but still better than having a white spot on my private parts. are you happy now?

the night I was going to die
I was sweating on the bed
and I could hear the crickets
and there was a cat fight outside
and i could feel my soul dropping down through the
mattress
and just before it hit the floor I jumped up
I was almost too weak to walk
but I walked around and turned on all the lights
then made it back to the bed
and again my soul dropped down through the mattress
and I leaped up
just before it hit the floor
I walked around and I turned on all the lights
and then I went back to bed
and down it dropped again and
I was up
turning on all the lightsI had a 7 year old daughter
and I felt sure she didn't want me dead
otherwise it wouldn't have
mattered
but all that night
nobody phoned
nobody came by with a beer
my girlfriend didn't phone
all I could hear were the crickets and it was
hot
and I kept working at it
getting up and down
until the first of the sun came through the window
through the bushes
and then I got on the bed
and the soul stayed
inside at last and
I slept.
now people come by
beating on the doors and windows
the phone rings
the phone rings again and again
I get great letters in the mail
hat letters and love letters.
everything is the same again.

about to make 400 bucks

about 10k in debt still

>>37606266
I'm pretty sure I had some kind of mental breakthrough the night before last. Also got a job lined up for the first time in my life.

Nothing good ever happens. Why would anything good ever happen?