Wish I could die in my sleep painlessly.
Wish I could die by CO without becoming a potato.
Wish someone would shoot me with a silencer to the back of the head without me noticing
Anyone else think of ways to die every night?
>>37590710
life can't be that bad for you, can it?
I usually think of it every other week
>>37590710
>Anyone else think of ways to die every night?
No.
I think of them when I'm bored at work.
>>37590748
I mean if you have no goals or don't give a shit about anything the darkness consumes you
life makes more sense when you interpret it as torture
if you postulate the existence of an evil demiurge who's trying to drive you nuts, the mere act of surviving becomes heroic
sure it's victimhood kultur but do you fucking have a better idea
>>37590796
so why give him the satisfaction?
>>37590710
>Wish someone would shoot me with a silencer to the back of the head without me noticing
I want to die this way. it would be ideal but it's very unlikely.
Anyone else think of ways to die every night?
Everyday.
>>37590767
well do you think you'll care about stuff anytime soon
>>37590845
Yes because you wouldn't be able to hear the gun shot and you wouldn't be able to notice you've been shot in the head since you'll most likely fade out before your brain registers you have been shot.
I hope reincarnation isn't real
>>37590710
>>37590762
I think about death when I get home, when I get up, when I'm at work, when I eat, when I shower, etc.
I want to die so very badly.
>>37590796
I think about that a lot too. If you go the solipsistic route, you can pretend that everything you experience is necessary for you to realize that you are actually every thing and actually God itself.
The only thing that makes me feel better at work is to remember that I will die, that my life is a teensy bit of everything, and that consciousness is a cruel and fleeting emergence from a unified sea of patterns.
>>37591162
I can accept death easily and not afraid of it. What I'm afraid of is 2 things.
1:I fuck up my suicide and become a potato
2: Afraid of the pain if I fuck up
I hate pain.
>sunsetting at 9pm
>opeth playing in background
>watching kids in the apartment complex i am in play army men or whatever from where my window is
>spot the robot kid
>watch them run off somewhere i cannot see because building is in way
>look up to sky and remember when i had friends
one day
>>37590710
it's the responsible thing to do sometimes
I wish I were more responsible
>>37590710
Nembutal can give you the "fall asleep forever" death. You need to become a veterinarian or go to Peru to get it though.
I'm with turbo depression right now and i would even hang myself if i had a proper rope around, my father threw away all the climbing ropes that we had in the garage.
Every single breathing waking second of my life for the past few years, someone just fucking put me down already
Why won't the government help people kill themselves? Wouldn't that help people in need?
>Doctor puts you to sleep and you die
>They can harvest your organs and give it to people who need transplants
It's a win win
if you have thoughts or plan on offing yourself, read and think on this
you will go into your hopes/dreams/imagination/escapism and memories you had while living. everyone else is already up there with you [in your eyes] but you will still look and protect others while others are down here. you will be going home, whereever home is to you. may not be tomorrow/next year or whenever.
>be dead
>others see me as a decomposing corpse in a box [incase of zombie]
>you go into a dark black endless zone as your dreams/imagination load up from ye previous life
>a sucktion force graps you and you start going into warp-speed
>you drop out of the sky and land safely in a place you always dreamed of being
wanna reroll? wait a few months in dreamland.
when you die, EVERYTHING/ONE dies too [in your eyes].
what about ghost? they are the others that have unfinished things they need to do before they move on or need help moving on because they cannot find the light.
>there is literally nothing when we die
>our brain shuts off and that's the end
ye thinking of what the body goes through and what ye see while living.
afterlife = dreams/imagination/escapism/memories that you wanna [re]visit
so if you picture 'hell' or whereever that you will go to after death then ye will go there because that is where ye wanna be. if not, why do we dream?
>>37591479
Nice copypasta but we both know that won't happen.
just go into the hood and fuck with a drug dealer
you'll soon get shot
>>37591217
You and I both know that there are SUREFIRE ways of dying if you're determined enough. In fact, some of those methods are so fatal that you'd probably be convinced you were invincible if you failed to die from them.
You're obviously afraid to take the plunge, like the rest of us fucking babies.
>>37591587
>Fuck with drug dealer
>He wants to teach you a lesson
>He just shoots your arm off and you still are alive
>>37591601
Oh fuck off mate I'm not afraid to die. I'm afraid of the pain before it and maybe the fuck up. If I could pay a guy to shoot me in the back of the head when I'm not paying attention I would
>>37591421
There are several reasons. One is that too many people would die, two is that a sad family and sad friends perform worse at work. I heard Netherlands does give euthanasia to depressed people as long the patient claims it's incurable.
>>37591421
Judeo-Christian/Abrahamic belief structure that considers life a gift from God and the refusal of such in any way a form of deep sin and a rejection of divinity. Instead, it's more acceptable to make you suffer, because suffering through the material world means reward in the afterlife. Even though the western world has largely become secular, this ethical structure has persisted and pervaded everything. I think it's far more cruel to make some people live then to let them die. Doctor-assisted suicide should be considered a human right.
It's incredible to me that we have entire factions of society that pretend to care about depression and other "mental disorders" as though they're typically some treatable disease and not a reasonable state for the vast majority of sufferers. Why wouldn't you be depressed to be an ugly, stupid, poor useless person who can't mate? Why wouldn't you be depressed knowing you will be forced to slave away the majority of your waking life just enough every day to do it again the next? Why wouldn't you be depressed when you realize your body will slowly turn into trash and be subjected to slow biological failure and pain?
How the fuck can you be sane and pay attention to the world around you at the same time? Most people have a perfectly good reason to be horribly depressed and even suicidal.
>>37591760
Ok let's say we have no friends or family now what.