My mom killed herself about a week ago and it's finally

>>37589149
I wanted to say "I love you anon stay strong" but this is a huge lie

>>37589149
I'd be pretty happy if my mom died desu. I'd get a nice inheritance and a little more freedom. I'd probably use it to buy a nice gun and kill myself with it.

That's probably not what you wanted to hear. But, hey, if you kill yourself you supposedly get to be with the other dead people, right?

I guess basically I'm telling you to kill yourself in the nicest way possible.

>>37589663
I've seriously wanted to kill myself for years but I just don't have the balls, if I could find someone to pull the trigger for me I would do it in a heartbeat

>>37589805
I will son. Just wait for me.

>>37589149
my mum died a few years ago, stay strong and think of the good times

>>37589149
As terrible as it sounds, and as much as I don't want it for them, I kind of wish my parents and other family would die. They are all I live for and for as much as a failure as I am, I still care about them. I would almost certainly kill myself if my mom, dad, and brother died.

I honestly wish for an accident to kill me just about every day.

>>37589149
Are you that anon who gave your mom a book about mutilating baby dicks?

>>37589149
I'm sorry anon. Hang in there. Remember the good times in your heart and stay strong for her and yourself. Find friends and therapy.
I love you anon

>>37589149
Seriously just kill yourself now man do you have any more family alive?
What are you waiting for ?

just keep working hard and doing the best you can. your mother would have wanted you to succeed in life, honor her by never giving up on yourself. it won't be easy, but very few things are

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It's okay anon. Your mother loves you too.