Who else has violent thoughts?
I have obsessive thoughts. I often imagine myself chewing on rocks, my teeth splintering and cutting my gums apart.
>>37470540
I have fire in my blood senpai
I am not a nice person
>>37470540
I have autistic hero complex fantasies where I go Driver on some murderer/mugger/shooter whatever's ass.
Does that count?
I fantasize about killing my sister.
>>37470548
Jesus original christ that's disgusting
>>37470540
I think about shooting and or beating people to death in a fury of raw unfiltered rage. I'll never do it, but fuck sometimes I just want to put a fucker in their place, or make someone suffer for all the suffering they cause me. I used to have this one thought of killing my parents then myself, but that's long pasted, no longer feel that. I've always struggled with rage issues, even as a little kid.
>>37470540
No such thing, unless suicidal thoughts count in.
>>37470559
I have those too but I kill muslims niggers whores and cucks
>>37470540
Literally every other human on earth
There's a difference between violent thoughts, intrusive thoughts, and violent fantasies
>>37470540
Sometimes daily. Sometimes I get so whipped up that I'm absolutely incensed; pure fight or flight for no real reason. I try to hold on to those emotions and release them in healthy ways though.
>>37470622
I am OP, same here. I rage a lot and sometimes I I Imagine myself beating people to death and tearing them apart in my anger
>>37470540
Yea, I have schizoid personality disorder so they're always there.
>>37470724
What is a healthy way to release them except while working out because those feelings usually fade away when I get there? Unless someone in the gym pisses me off of course but I can't rely on that
>>37470802
>What is a healthy way to release them except while working out because those feelings usually fade away when I get there?
That's how I release them, but I usually focus on the emotion so that those feelings don't fade. I know some people release it through art, like drawing or writing. It's something you can do then and there. If you're less concerned about channeling it productively you could learn some anger management techniques, but in all honesty it seems like a waste of the gumption that those kind of thoughts give me.
>>37470540
like how you could brutally murder some cunt that is being a fag in the most brutal way possible?
yea sometimes.
maybe alot.
also how to do a mass murder because fuck everyone
I have a bottle of acid in my car, some days I feel like throwing into some roasties face.
>tfw always think violent things about women
>probably have mental issues
>whenever I see a woman I look around her
>make a mental note of 5 different things I could use to make a sharp weapon and cut her vagina open with
>tfw I am obsessive
>will loudly say out loud the names of the objects followed by 'cut the vagina'
>can't stop it is a compulsion
>tfw this is the reason I have no friends or job because I can't go outside
>at the shop earlier
>cute girl walks past
>stare at her
>'MILK CARTON CUT THE VAGINA'
>she turns and looks at me
>I have to shuffle past and grab the milk because I need milk
>mumble sorry and walk off
i hate this
>>37471071
Only a pussy would do that. Beat them up but don't throw acid on them you that's terrible
>>37471216
God I hope this is complete bullshit.
>>37471507
>Only a pussy would do that
why? how does that make someone a 'pussy'?
ps. not the anon you're replying to
>>37470540
The only time I've had violent thoughts was when I went to an arcade with my friends, and we played this one game that was sort of a first person shooter. Let's just say I looked too comfortable playing it.
>>37472093
You disfigure, permanently damage the person's eyesight, cause unbearable pain and scar them for life physically and mentally without actually engagind in a fight with them. They have no way of fighting back. It's almost as pathetic as torturing little animals.
>>37472259
there is nothing inherently 'pathetic' about any form of violence
honour and mercy are sentimental constructs made up by clueless, pretentious romantics with a weak grasp on reality
>>37472259
by those silly criteria any execution in history could also be classified as pathetic
because you know, the poor little criminals had no way of fighting back
>>37472381
It's different because you don't inflict that much pain and suffering by shooting or beheading someone
>>37472426
citation needed
or have you been beheaded yourself, by any chance?
also, torture has also been common in many forms throughout the times
even today it's a common interrogation tactic
pathetic huh
Almost daily. Pushing people on the rails when the subway is coming, beating women, children, elderly, weak men up. Actually fighting men my size or stronger. Mass terrorism too, maybe false flagging for a cause I disagree with. Something that sends the entire country in panic. I've had detailed fantasies of it, down to imagining the music I'd be blasting or listening to.
I'll never act on it, I guess. But I've intentionally escalated situations that could have been resolved in just insult exchanges, just to get an excuse to fight. I hope for excuses to get into fights every day, I've even hung out in shady places hoping to get mugged or attacked.
>>37472500
>citation needed
Do I need to point out the obvious. Just google it.
>pathetic huh
Depends on the way and purpose of the process of torture but usually, yeah. People don't usually pour acid on others while interrogating them. If you are doing it to keep other people safe it's understandable but still not okay by my standarts. But it also depends on your definition of torture as some people consider even prison torture.
Only towards myself.
>>37470540
When I was 15 I use to believe I had to kill myself or everyone around me
>>37470540
Me brah. They're somehow related to some of my sexual fantasies too.
As a retail cuck working customer service at an understaffed and failing walmart I've come so close to snapping its hilarious.
>>37470540
I often fantasize about charging a group of enemies all by myself and dying in combat. I dream of flaying people alive that really deserve it.
I yearn for causing destruction and chaos on a massive and global scale.
Unsurprisingly my dreams are extremely violent 90% of the time. And I enjoy those dreams, I consider them pleasant. ahh to crush your enemies and see them driven before you and hear the lamentations of their women, that is best in life
>>37470540
i have some thoughts about a girl in my class whos a bitch against me in the class where i hatefuck her
>Used to be extremely apathetic and fat
>Didn't have the energy to get angry
>Started working out a lot a year or two ago
>Apathy replaced with being tense nearly all the time unless I work out
>Frequently have incredibly violent dreams and nightmares
>Chick I used to hang out with a lot dropped almost all contact with me after saying I was "scary" now, despite the fact that I still acted the same around her
>Have started to fantasize about dying in a horrible, violent manner doing something heroic
I just have this incredible urge to fight people and exert myself deep inside of me now. It never used to be there. These are the thoughts of a 14 year old boy, not a 23 year old man.
>>37470540
Literally everyone. Especially normalfags.
>>37470540
only when im around abusive people
I want to violently stroke my dick to fat anime tiddies