human shade

>>37462007
Nah, my sudden bursts of optimism and inspiration at dusk that fade with the rising sun keep me alive.

>>37462007
I've been living like I've disappeared, but I'm still present.

>>37462007
BLUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUB

>do you smell it anon? :)

yes. i just feel adrift... i wake up, eat, surf the internet. make minimal conversation with store workers. hang out silently in cafes. then go to sleep.

Kind of, yeah. My daily routine has been the exact same since discovering this website. I just take much less pleasure in the things I do.

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>>37462555
Well, time to fap again. Thanks a lot Anon.

>>37462566
Don't you feel uncomfortable sitting in a small cafe alone silently?

>>37462820
after a few hours, yes.

>>37462820
Not him but I sit alone almost every day in my college dining hall. Sitting alone at a cafe doesn't sound so bad, it's not like anyone will bother you.

I've barely spoken since I was three. I just don't find social situations to be seriously enjoyable because I ALWAYS am the beta of the conversation. At least I have the true option to not converse in most ways for most things.

>>37462007
I feel like living like you are already dead is the only way. Work just sucks the life out of you.

I also still fear death in a weird way. I don't like the idea of flying at all. Or rather. I don't see how people were able to invent it. Just risking their lives. Not like I would do much else though anyway, right?

>>37463701
>alpha
>beta
Stop thinking in false dichotomies. Just live life for a moment, and make your own decisions, irrespective of strangers on the internet with questionable life experiences