>looking through family photo albums >see photo of my dad

>>37393155
You can't disappoint your father if he's dead

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>>37393155
i am going to tell you something


yes

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>>37393155
>see old pictures of family
>me as a kid. happy, smiling
>not a care in the world
>didnt worry about life or the future
>parents and siblings happy as well

What happened? I always feel bad when I see happy children because I dont want them to grow up and feel like shit like I did.

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>>37393155
>Tfw can't disappoint parents since I am the youngest and they've already had my siblings to disappoint them.

>>37393155

My dad seemed disappointed with me most of my life. We barely spoke

I was never doing poorly

And now I am doing better than anyone we know.

Our relationship is not great

yes there was mutual disappointment between us before he died

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>tfw first born son
>dad was super excited; named me after his grandfather (1st name) and his father (middle name)
>always had high expectations for me, and gave me everything that I needed to be successful
>turn out to be an emasculate, mentally ill failure with no goals and very few, if any, prospects
Most of the time I am too numb to give a shit, but every once in a while I have moments of clarity that make me feel terrible

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>>37393155
>Do you guys think your parents are disappointed in how you've grown?
Yes although how I turned out was entirely their fault
>had me way to early
>both had anger problems
>were both alcoholics
>let me spend my entire childhood on the internet (I was on 4chan at way to young an age)
>did nothing when they realized I was a social autist because it was too embarrass to acknowledge for them
Any parents that disappointed is probably a fuck up

my dad never loved or cared about so whatever (tfw daddy issues)
my mom just wants me to be happy and i believe it since she wasn't so strict

>good relationship with parents
>happy for your chosen life direction
>also, you're a tranny and they're ok with it
idk probably not

iktf

Probably the best time of all our lives is when they were young parents and I was a young boy. Nowadays they are old and jaded, I'm worthless and a clear disappointment. World has become grey and miserable.

>>37393155
My dad is a total loser. That has been good for my confidence though. All my family admires me and sees me as a great person. For example my dad owes me money. He is never going to pay. He is a deadbeat dad in his 4th marriage. He is pathetic as fuck.