Does the need to masturbate ever enrage you guys?
Do you feel rage as well whenever you feel horny, knowing that you will never even come close to living out your sexual fantasies?
Maybe occasionally lose your erection a couple of times during it because the anger clouds your thoughts too much?
This has started to happen to me quite often, I don't know what to do.
No one?
It can't be just me.
You're thinking too much about it.
No. I'm pretty pissed about needing to sleep though desu. You should try being mad about that instead, it's even more unfair when you think about it.
>>37381551
Every time I fap and I watch porn I feel sad because I know I will never experience those things
>>37381551
I gave in a few months ago and slept with a hooker hoping that it'd ease my pain and feelings of uselessness.
It was fun for the five minutes it lasted but it really didn't help, especially since I found out later that I'd caught chlamydia from that encounter. The one time I gave in to my sexual desire and I got punished for it.
>>37382670
Did you use a condom?
Tbh even without the STD, the good feeling still would've vanished quickly.
>>37383138
Used a condom for the sex but not the blowjob.
Turns out you can get STIs from just having your dick sucked. I knew that was a risk going in but I didn't expect it to happen my FIRST TIME, plus the odds of it are rather low anyway.
>>37382537
This is why I mainly watch professional porn. It's so detatched from reality that it doesn't make me feel bad.
>>37383509
I only watch amateur porn because it's the closest I'll ever get to a women showing true affection.
>>37381551
sort of. I just get mad that I get sexual urges and wish that I didn't have to deal with it. I've considered chemical castration, but I don't want to get any fatter than I already am