>Want to be trap
>realise HRT is like playing roulette
>realise your family and "friends" would disown you
>realise there's no going back if you fail
And back to drinking away depression it is
just do HRT but pretend you're still a boy to them
>>37351028
>>Want to be trap
>making major life changing decisions based on your fetishes
truly kill yourself
>>37351122
I don't know whether it's a fetish or if I'm just mentally fucked from the start. I've been wanting to be a girl since I was 16, crossdressed for fun and met a guy once. All I've realised is that going to sleep begging God to wake up as a girl doesn't work and that I have no attraction to men, just attracted to being treated like a girl.
And yeah killing myself does sound like a good last option
>>37351215
ill make u a pretty girl be my bf/gf u femine and who is this trap
>>37351028
I know how you feel. I've wanted to be a girl my whole life and I've always been afraid of transitioning. Worst thing is when I first found out about transitioning if I transitioned then I think I would've passed. I fucking procrastinated like I do with everything until my chances became slim. I still plan on transitioning this year though. I figure I'm going to kill myself soon if I don't so might as well try. If I don't pass I kill myself as planned but if I end up passing I don't kill myself and can finally be happy.
>>37351569
I find it hard to believe someone on /r9k/ could support me to live in their house, pay for HRT and other stuff I would need or like but it's a comforting feeling.
And I'm not sure I remember her (male) being posted here sometime ago
>>37351028
do you by any chance watch anime?
>>37351638
>inb4 anime is linked to mental problems
Yes
>>37351623
i can got job and hrt and Surgery is free were i live goverment pays for it also dont expect a free ride you must be a good house((wife)) believe in traditional gender roles
>started hrt
>didnt stop me from hating myself
>made it impossible for me to communicate in public
>working, being around friends or family, speaking all have become daily challenges
>tried as hard as i could and it just wasnt enough
I really want to die
Just be a gay guy...
I don't understand you people. You don't need to take any whoremoans if you just shave your pelvic region, wear tights/sleeves and a wig. Boom, you're a trap. Anything else can be solved by lowering body fat and stuffing a bra. Then if you decided to be normal, all you'd have to do is take that shit off, get fatter, and let your ass hair grow again.
You don't have to be a slut in public. Nobody would believe you anyway unless you started those pills at 12 years old.
It's like you people lack cognitive thinking skills and have to resort to meds like they're magic.
>>37351028
I hate trannies but the one in your pic is attractive.
>want to be trap
>realise HRT is a russian roulette
>futher realise that the only reason why I want to be a trap is to be able to dress cute and be loved
>>37351804
>just be a gay guy
What if I told you that male physique doesn't do anything for me.
>>37351855
That doesn't make sense. You want to be a tranny who fucks girls? Great idea...
>>37351887
not that anon
being honest who would want to fuck a man?
they look physically repulsive
>>37351028
>tfw few body hair
>tfw high estrogen levels by nature
>people said i should crossdress because of my wide hips
>look into mirror
>see pic related
WTF, i never realized but i'm really considering to do it guys
>>37351887
I'm not repulsed by men either. I have met one guy once before as an experiment. I don't mind having sex with a guy but I'm not attracted to their body. I'm attracted to being dressed up and looking like a girl while someone pulls my nipples and fucks me if that makes more sense to you.
>>37351910
you don't have to fuck a man, you are the one who wants to get fucked by a man
luckily, you can do that without taking hormones
but I am being disingenous... the reality is that you are a narcissist and you think girls are prettier, so you want to be a girl
your view of sex is also narcissistic - you want to be a girl because you think you will experience greater pleasure that way
>>37351103
^THIS, boy mode for your family.
slutty trap butt slut whoring our your boi pucci to NEETs with big dicks.
don't combine the two
>>37351983
so you like looking like a sex doll and feeling a massive NEET dick up your dirty boi pucci filling you with potent NEET jizz amarite?
>>37351922
it's all about the face, lad. the body will adjust itself to the HRT but if you have a manly face, you're fucked. your face should at least feminine enough that people mistake you for a girl for you to actually ''pass''. anything else and you will look like a freak of nature.
>>37352008
Wow get a load of this armchair psychologist
>>37352076
Ive been on hormones since early 2013 and I wouldnt really agree with this, both face and body are equally important. The body changes with hrt sure, but the face also does.
You should be able to somewhat pass before hrt when dressed as a woman with long hair and nice makeup to have a shot at it with hrt, if you do all that and still look like a man in drag then you dont have a chance, but you can be in guy mode and be taken for a guy before transition but that dosent mean you cant pass. Just if you put the effort in and still dont pass, hrt cant do so much for you if that makes sense
>>37351028
Ugh I am so over these threads on our fucking board. Time to fight back robots.
>tries to use female powers of vanity and sex appeal and manipulation to protect himself from being a man
>it backfires completely
>>37352076
Ok thanks anon
I have a big nose and a strong jaw line on combination with cheek bones
I can still shave my whole body and say i practice swimming though :^)
>>37352008
Possibly I am I don't know myself why I couldn't be born normal and instead have fantasies of dressing up and wanting to get fucked. And Mr Freud if you aren't bored I'll throw in the fact that I am attracted to females and other feminine men (CDs) and traps.
>>37351215
youre a tranny. just deal with it and seppuku
>>37352224
Probably will. Just scared hell doesn't have 4chan and anime
>>37352263
>implying hell wont have anons there
we're all destined for hell. this is just a taste
>>37352221
oh fugg I know that feel all too well
>tfw my parents noticed me shaving my body hair and said they would throw me out of their house if I continue so I can't even shave anymore ;-;
at this point I am working my ass off to afford a place on my own.
>>37352286
maybe work super hard to get the trap aesthetic then be a camgirl/boy. $$$$$$$
>>37352334
/b/ would slurp that trappy cock until you die. maybe work your way up to be a real life anime girl/prostitute
>>37351028
OP dress up in s French maid outfit and call me daddy
OP I want to blow hot, gunky, cummy loads deep into your fucking tight little boypussy
FUCK
Los Angeles?
>>37351028
Does this sissy trap and his friend ever posted here, on 4c ?
>>37352364
Same guy
I'm srs btw
Be my gf you KEK
Fucking cockwhore tease
Making threads for some bottom of the barrel nobodies
Your purpose in life is to worship my cock
>>37352334
>then be a camgirl/boy. $$$$$$$
I would never to be honest. I hate attention and moneywhores. I would just be a single loser just like I am now but I would look pretty. All I want is to look cute and pretty. But instead of that I am a disgustingly ugly man.
>>37352407
>his
Fuck off back to your /local church/, hillbilly retard.
>>37352455
Get these
>maid outfit
https://www.amazon.com/Escante-French-Maid/dp/B00BXBCY2C
>60fps camera for streaming
https://www.amazon.com/Logitech-C922x-Pro-Stream-Webcam/dp/B01LXCDPPK/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1496072217&sr=1-2&keywords=60+fps+camera
>condoms and sleeves to wear around your trapdick
Just make a fake stagename and you'll have good money. Maybe some HRT and plastic surgery to have a more feminine build. Remember that aerobics are important
>>37351215
>And yeah killing myself does sound like a good last option
Since you can convince yourself that you're a girl, try convincing yourself you're a trans-lizard and take a dive in the nearest bog
>>37351983
Use to be like you not attracted to dudes. Now 1 year hrt being around strong alpha men turn my brain into mush. Had muscular alpha coworker show me how to play golf by standing behind me against my body and holding my arms, almost fainted brah
>>37352482
His friend is a guy too; nor a girl.
>hurt durr traps are real girls
>>37352455
Fuck you.
Literally, I want to fuck you.
Raw. Over and over again. Until my gunky load is dribbling all the way down your legs.
Just dress up as in cute maid outfits for me, take HRT, start transitioning asap.
I work in an office, make decent pay but pay no rent or food bills since I live with my parents in a decent size house with a huge backyard and they're chill af they don't give a fuck that I smoke shit tons of weed, don't give a fuck that I take shroom, don't give a fuck that I roll E, don't give a fuck if I have girls over as long as I'm not fucking while my siblings are around or while my parents are trying to sleep.
Also, stacks on stacks of imported, high-end tequila straight from the source (the villages where they make it) at my house's liquor cabinet.
The works.
Now be my gf and worship my big, girthy cock.
>>37352455
I'll fill you up and make you pregnant with my seed.
I don't give a fuck that you don't have a womb.
>>37352650
>>37352693
AIDSBOGS FOR SODOMITE SHILLS
>>37352717
>AIDS
>in a monogamous relationship
Fuck off, fat fuck trailer trash.
This thread is for MEN and cute trans girls ONLY.
>>37352758
>Cute trans girl
>Monogamous
AHAHHAHAHAHAH you made me spit out my drink. You made me laugh, so you get to drown in the bog last, faggius maximus.
>>37351028
>drinking away your depresion
Where the fuck do you people find so much money to be hammered 24/7 ?!
>>37352851
Trans gf's are not gay.
The Islamic Republic of Iran is the most based, redpilled nation on the planet.
And, guess what, yeah, that's right.
The Islamic Republic of Iran publicly funds HRT for cute trans waifus.
Of course (((they))) want you to believe trans waifus are bad. Of course (((they))) want to deny us redpilled manly men of the heavenly pleasures of cute trans waifus.
Now fuck off, Zionist motherfucker.
FUCK OFF
FUCK OFF
FUCK OFF
FUCK OFF
DEATH TO ZIONISM
DEATH TO AMERICA
LONG LIVE THE ISLAMIC REVOLUTION
LONG LIVE CUTE TRANS WAIFUS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qlpagxWhwJE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mPm1ru5Zxl0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQSqtzpIc2c
>>37351028
That looks like a woman. You can only tell it's a tranny when it grins.