Fuck life, fuck everything it stands for, this fucking planet is hell
>2 close uncles dead in one month
>the other is now retarded because of a car accident
>cousin killed himself shortly after
>dad won't talk to anyone and looks like shit
I'm done living in sorrow, robots. I'm tired of mourning and now I'm afraid I'll have to mourn my father soon...
>>37326866
Stay strong friend. Dubs will guide you.
>>37326866
Keep crying, you big baby. It'll make you feel better eventually.
>>37326866
Well, live your own life. Don't ignore your family but avoid to much contact or this shit will destroy you'
I'm trying, guys. But the only human interaction I have now is with my mom and retarded uncle.. he was such a chill dude before the accident...
All of my "friends" gradually disappeared because apparently they only gave a fuck about me when it came to car rides and video games, none of the bastards even bothered visiting or even a fucking phone all for fuck sake. This is part of the reason I'm here talking to you guys...
>>37326866
can you be more specific? what exactly happened to your uncles?
The only thing putting me off an hero is the fact that I'd be putting my family even deeper through hell. I can't stomach that thought
>>37327069
Stroke, each one week apart, one of them in his late 50's and the other early 60's
They never even got sick, just dropped dead all of a sudden
Don't smoke, guys...
>robot
>Talks to cousins and family
>>37327140
When you have no one else, tragedy tends to pull family together
>>37327156
Nice tumblr meme boi
Yeh, this realm isn't a good one. You can have good moments if you're born in a first world country, but sooner or later everyone gets fucked hard. Everyone. Death and disease are some of the worst ones and are unpredictable. The buddha knew very well of this shittery; just a few of many reasons he chose to opt out. The scary thing is, you don't know how bad life can get until you're on the receiving end. And if you think hard enough, you can see that life is like a minefield, but we live in our comfy delusions.
Sorry for your losses. And that said, you can recover from this stuff. Heaven's roots stem all the way down to hell. Seek things like therapy, EFT, alternative health, meditation and such. You'll become stronger.
>>37327199
I know, if you talked to me 2 weeks ago you'd think I'm the happiest man on this fucked planet, it's almost funny how quickly things take a dark turn.
We can experience joy for a maximum of a few days, but misery and sorrow can stick with you till you pass from this bleak world. Are we just born to live, hope, suffer and die?
I may look for help with time, but I can barely move now
>>37326866
>be me
>save christmas and birthday money for three years running
>finally able to afford concert level classical guitar, my first high-end instrument
>string action uncomfortably high, french polish finish cracked all over, guitar sounds like shit
>take it to reputable luthier, turns out I've been ripped off and to fix it would cost more than the guitar is worth
>shop won't accept return
JUST
Life is temporary. Their time was up; your time will be up some day too. Whatever you want to do in this life hurry up and do it.
>be dead
>others see me as a decomposing corpse in a box [incase of zombie]
>you go into a dark black endless zone as your dreams/imagination load up from ye previous life
>a sucktion force graps you and you start going into warp-speed
>you drop out of the sky and land safely in a place you always dreamed of being
wanna reroll? wait a few months in dreamland.
when you die, EVERYTHING/ONE dies too [in your eyes].
what about ghost? they are the others that have unfinished things they need to do before they move on or need help moving on because they cannot find the light.
>there is literally nothing when we die
>our brain shuts off and that's the end
ye thinking of what the body goes through and what ye see while living.
afterlife = dreams/imagination/escapism/memories that you wanna [re]visit
so if you picture 'hell' or whereever that you will go to after death then ye will go there because that is where ye wanna be. if not, why do we dream?
if you decide to not do something or take the same path,
you just made an alt.universe in which you did do something.
and you are that alt.universe's alt.universe
and so on
in an alt.universe,
you do not have that mental illness
but another one to replace it with
the person next door
could be you in an alt universe
what you think does not matter may matter in an alt universe
>>37326866
>tfw I've seen the apu edit I made in many posts already
feels good
sorry about your losses anon
>>37327345
small claims court anon
>>37326866
Death is just another part of the Life Circle. It is inevitable. Mourning is selfish, because you don't feel bad for the other you feel bad for yourself, because you are left behind. The other person is going on a journey to the next part of his life cycle whatever that might be.In the End a funeral is just a going away party so don't cling too much to a person and let them go in peace. Relatively speaking a life is fucking short and some are just a little shorter then others.
>>37327918
You are autistic and type like a retard.