>21 >work in retail >REALLY nervous, like miserably

>when OP makes a post that really makes you think
Really makes me think

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>she recommends some stuff to me she likes (I'm into metal and the heavy stuff she likes is industrial, she's making a real effort to highlight what we both like)
>We keep talking, she parks on the street next to my house, it's just me and her
>I practically have to force myself out of the conversation to get out of her car and get some rest after work
>That sounds like a complaint but it's just another layer of endearment for me, she really is lovely to talk to and can keep a conversation alive for a long time
>Think now that if I was in that situation again, being alone in the front seat with her might excite me sexually
>Think about confessing how I feel next time we're in her car together
>Think about how she's expressed such a motherly appreciation for me, comparing me to her son as if I'm the nice version of him
>What if she feels similarly
>What if she kisses me in the front seat of her car
>What if she likes me from a place of weakness as a mother the same way I do from a place of weakness as a son
>She's everything, she's a guardian, she's a teacher, she's a friend
>Feel what I can only describe as fucking love
>Even now in my refractory period I can't stop thinking about her, how she makes me feel, what I want to do with her, how much I want to be with her

Are you experiencing inappropriate attraction, /r9k/? What should I do? I feel like I have to tell her how she affects me. She should know what her praise does before the next time she gives me any more. I can't say I don't want reciprocation, but in equal honesty I feel it's more valuable just to be honest with her.

All I can tell you is that this really made me think

>>37280733
Stop posting this blog and go get her already, she clearly wants to fuck.

Just don't be disappointed when she inevitably tosses your feelings into the trash.

>>37280819
Clearly you didn't really get to thinking

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>>37280819
You might be right. But if she has dropped any real hints, they have been VERY safe for the most part. And I know that my need for validation from a mother figure is tainting my idea of my attraction to her.

>>37280666
Satan you're such a creep

The next time you're together just tell her she looks pretty today or something. A light-hearted flirt just to let her know you're noticing her.

Escalate it man, she seems like she wants to get personal.

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>>37280861
Damn, I do sound pretty creepy now that you mention it. It's all honesty, though, I swear-- and I DO feel a fair bit of shame over this whole thing, even if I haven't expressed that sufficiently.

>>37280882
It's honestly scary how exciting your suggestion here is-- I can tell I really want her to feel the same way about me, even though I know I shouldn't. But just making her feel good about herself would be really, really nice.

if we could put the personalities of 40+ y.o women into stacies, the world might be a better place