god I love speed so much
>have to stop uppers
>can't feel tired or tweaked all the time for new job
>need to look healthy and act normal
Damnit I wish I could just abuse speed and become antisocial to forget this girl then suicide but now I need to be a healthy adult
>>37200644
>don't talk to me until I have my morning line-i mean coffee
>>37200644
>go to work as rave club bouncer
>deal with druggies not being able to buy tickets
>deal with druggies so hard on drugs I won't let them in with or without ticket
>get asked if I want to split a spliff with some of the organizers close friends
>turn it down since I sometimes have to deal with police and want a clean exterior
>they ask me if I want a "line" which i think is blow so I accept
>they hand me a little nugget of powder
>finish up, drive home
>crush up nugget in bathroom and make two lines
>Intense burning sensation
>oh, this wasn't cocain at all
>go to sleep
I don't even notice amphetamines, it's like I'm on them all the time for some reason, probably my childhood traumas have me on massive stress hormones all the time, so a little extra doesn't really do it.
I would probably do great on Ritalin or what ever it's called today, but ain't fucking falling for the pill jew!
>>37201349
ritalin is methylphenidate, not amphetamine. It's way safer but not really that fun.
Adderall legit makes me feel like I'm taking a supplement where I'm caught up to speed with everyone else. Like I feel the need to care and plan for my future where's I never did before I started taking it 2 years ago.
>tfw not in high school so can't find any good speed anymore but can find grade A coke and tweak no problem
I miss speed sometimes.
>>37201727
other drugs make me feel completely out of it, like you would expect. ampehtamines as a whole have the complete opposite effect. it's like I'm finally plugged into the world and can function. being sober feels more like I'm drunk compared to adderall
>>37201727
do you have a prescription or do you get it illegally like me?
>>37201782
I hate how there's few ways to explain to others how important it is without sounding like an addict. I can live without it but that's all, live, day by day, no real desire or motivation. Its not like I take them to get high, I take them to function like you said.
>>37201852
Prescription, I can't even imagine paying the ridiculous street prices for it.
>tfw adderall gives me migranes
>tfw concerta does nothing
>tfw no idea what to try next
Doctor will give me a prescription for any adhd med so what should i try next
>>37200644
Yeah I hear it's popular with faggots
Good for you, OP
>>37202110
try focalin, it's the same base drug (methylphenidate) as concerta and ritalin but more powerful because it's only the stronger dex enantiomer, unlike concerta and ritalin which have the shitty racemic mix of dex and levo
>have ADHD
>take amphetamines for it
>Can concentrate, feel good
>Crash 8 hours later, feel like shit, cant focus
I fucking hate my life
>>37202175
eat and drink you idiot
>>37202244
make me originaloj
>Be prescribed 30mg Adderall XR
Feels good man. I don't take it everyday, but it's really turned my life around