Why don't you just live properly, anon?
>>37170228
I'm doing the best I can. I know other people make it look easy but it's not for me.
who /afraid of people/ here?
If I hang around someone who's not my mom for long I feel like killilng myself.
>>37170228
I'm not meant for it.
I'm 19 and with almost no friends to hang out with, and when i do I'm the guy who is there just to be a number
>>37170228
Because I am weak.
>>37170228
Because I made a habit out of running away from things. As long as I can postpone doing anything under any, even the most bullshit pretext, I will postpone it.
unironic autism
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>>37170584
Why are you guys all resembling me? Are we /r9k/ that much of a stereotype?
>>37170228
I'm trying. I could get my adult life in order when I graduate and get a job, but socially I'll always be alone
>>37170623
You're not an individual, you are just a part of the collective consciousness known as /r9k/.
I can't
orizl
What's living properly? Please clarify.
>>37170228
I can't. I was taken out of gradeschool and kept at home for my formative and adolescent years. All I've ever known is living on the internet. I'm depressed and constantly anxious. Other people feel alien to me. I've never held a job, my official academic acumen is well below highschool level. I am even a pudgy, pale lump of jelly incapable of hard physical labor. I have no use to other people, I am unemployable.
I don't want to know others, I don't want others to know me. I don't hate people, I am not misanthropic, but I feel myself slipping away from what you might call humanity. I feel unease when even standing near other people I do not know.
I'm tired. I just want to sleep.
>>37171799
being a normie
originally or not