Who did you want to be at 15, robots?

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>>37156043
>dreams of being the president/real estate tycoon
Sounds like an autistic pipe dream that only a 4 year old would want, but in reality, the current leader of the free world is just that.

>>37156043
>is KHV
I thought you said you were dating a hottie.
It sounds like you never had it together.

I was an internet celebrity until 18, I wanted to be a rockstar having a band like Linkin Park, be a famous actor and a worldstar celebrity and live in the usa

>22
>khv
>no skills for playing guitar or singing
>friendless
>none of my "fans" remember me
>never leave my hometown
>poor family
>work as typer in a shitty governament's den
>cant act
>no money for college
>I told every one I knew from hs that Im leaving on my own apartment in the capital city working in the film industry
>constantly escaping from the bus and other places to avoid contact with them

Last month one of my ex-fans contacted me asking about how Ive been doing, I didnt replied and he thought I was too busy or something, being alive is embarrasing already

Dead. I wanted to be dead

>>37156205
>is nearly dating a beautiful girl

I got close but I never dated her.

>>37156306
If I may ask, who were you?

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>>37156043
All I wanted to be at 15 was a fucking architect.

>>37156043
I had no plans or dreams or hopes for the future whatsoever at that age. I was too depressed and also too focused on just passing all my classes.

Now I'm a 30 year old NEET so I'm not too far off from what I thought I would be, but I at least figured out what I want in life and so I'm back to school & work.

I think when I was like 12 I wanted to be a pro wrestler when I thought that shit was still real.

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>>37156043
when I was 15 I was still alone and still wanted to die
fucking normies

>>37156709
oh shit, you saved and reposted my contrarian frog meme. thanks senpai

>>37156800
no problem mayne, is bretty guud

>>37156043
How am I supposed to read that gif?

>>37156470
no one, a guy who was famous a couple of years in some forums kinda like Chrishchan but not autistic, there is no info about me anymore

At 15
>live in small rural town and feel better than everyone
>smugly self assured
>have wanted to be a filmmaker since 11 and firmly believe I will be
>don't try in school and coast through because smart
>few friends and little contact with girls
>use wit and self deprecating humor to make people like me and it works
>write shitty screenplays and am convinced they're great and I'll make a killer short film some time soon
>thought I was going to go to nyu film school
>only watched basic pleb shit movies

Now, 22
>dropped out of a college in Ohio after studying theatre for 5 years
>switched over to wanting to be a playwright but haven't touched a script in 2 years
>drink every day and chain smoke cigarettes
>found my way to the seedy underbelly of my city and hang out with real scum and criminals and do coke too much
>did vocals for a punk band and loved it but the other band members moved away so I haven't done anything like that in a year
>scraping by financially
>got much more into actually good lesser known films but haven't had the motivation to watch any in months
>don't even think about my dreams anymore
>just exist in the moment and take what I can get
>no friends but I get drunk and go after low tier women and get bored of them fast
>just quit my job and am moving across the country for no discernible reason

My life is nothing, I am going to fail miserably and move right back here in a few months to continue to destroy myself and others

When I was 15 I just wanted to make vidya games and a web comic.
Now I work at Walmart and then shitpost until I fall asleep

>be 15 with hopes and dreams of the future
>would get drunk almost every day by myself
>had 2 girlfriends who adored me and some orbiters
>realize now they liked me because I was a badboy

Now-
>Just called my mom whining about not feeling well
>she sends me money to get help
>Going to psychiatrist after my insurance gets reinstated
>Havent drank for 2 years because was hated by family, now im just felt bad for
>live with dad
Happy i'm at least taken care of i guess, still depressed, but enjoy it when I go crazy more.
I wish I could just be insane in the membrain forever not this bi-polar bullshit

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All I wanted at 15 was a cheap apartment, a fast car, enough money for video games and a steady girlfriend. Beyond that I'd have been happy if the world left me alone.

Now my goal is to get rich enough that everyone who shat on me regrets it, and takes that regret to their graves.

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>>37156043
I don't remember what I wanted to be but it definitely wasn't this

At 15 I wanted to die
Actually,now that I'm thinking, I was in my edge mode and wanted humanity(including me) to die but yeah

>>37156043
An immortal being that wants to see how humanity evolves
I still think that way

>>37156155
Epic bro! Glad you contributed to the thread

>>37156914
With your eyes
Originaru

>>37157609
I feel the same
I don't want to die but I don't want to exist on a human level either. More as an observer

>>37158085
Living on the human level would be fine for me.
I just really would love to see what happens to mankind.

At 15 I wanted to be a programmer
Now 27 I'm a ticket tout, programming is a part of my job.

>>37156043
never knew what i wanted to be
>me now 22 im a loser khv just like some of you

>me at 15
>fat shy fuck antisocial fuck
>never cared about relationships or looks
>have online friends and even some real life ones
>spending all free time in front of a computer
>usually playing vidya or programming on my own
>want to be a programmer in the future
>computers are the only thing that interests me
>think money is everything
>even managed to make some money online
>relatively happy

>me now
>turning 20 soon
>at uni, studying the stuff I always wanted
>one of the best students in my year
>one day realize how lonely I am
>realize I'm probably gay or atleast bi
>suddenly care about looks and the thought of a relationship
>not even the sexual aspect, just the romantic aspect of being with someone
>realize how worthless money and everything materialistic is
>start losing weight and finally taking care of myself
>all I want is to live somewhere far away from everyone I know and be a cute boy with a cute bf
>tfw that'll never happen
>depressed and feeling more miserable than ever

y-yeah

>>37156155
haha drumpf BTFO!!!!
nice post bro!!!

>>37156043
I never wanted to be anything

>>37158246
Fuckin batty boy kys

>>37158246
money is all that matters anon
just imagine how much of a fuckup you would be if you were poor (like me)
>fat
>hobo clothes
>shitty house
>can't afford school
i probably will die because i don't want to get a job

>>37156043
I'm pretty sure at 15 I just wanted to be anything and in a happy relationship forever with my hormone fueled oneitis.

>>37158421
I don't see how money could ever make me happy

sure, if you don't have enough to get by you will be suffering, but beyond that? what is money gonna bring you once you have enough to comfortably get by and maybe some extra to waste away each month?

>top of my field
>own an appartment in the heart of whatever yuppy city I live in
>ultra /fit/ body
>lovely woman by my side

Well in 25 now and
>entry level job
>renting a shitty house in a disgusting suburb
>extremely fat
>somehow have the lovely woman

I feel cheated. In 10 years I've not made any meaningful steps towards my dream.

I wanted the world to end. I thought that if there were a lot less people and everyday was a struggle, I could be somebody to somebody else. I could be a leader, or a hero, or simply feared in a world that had been turned upside down. When you're depressed and everyday seems like hell, it actually turning into hell sounds a bit reassuring. Maybe it isn't too late, maybe the center cannot hold, and things will fall apart. I wouldn't mind, just chilling and farming and shooting bandits is still a lot more pallatable to me than working 40 hours a week in an office until retirement at 65.

>>37159175
the funny thing about imagining catastrophe happening is that people always see themselves on the surviving side. chances if shit goes down is that you're one of the many who kick the bucket

>>37159320
Yes, but my chances are higher than a lot of the rest of you chumps. Autisticly acute situational awareness, strength of arms, outdoorsmanship, and rural living will insulate one from a lot of the damage. Your point is still valid though.
Dying then is okay too, so long as a big chunk of the populations kicks it with me.

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When I was 14, 15, 16 I was truly happy, i had hobbies i loved to do I had friends.. i felt like a smart, funny kid. Now im 19 and constantly feel dumb as shit. I dont want to do my hobbies anymore cause i feel like im not even good at them now. I have no friends. im a hs dropout. Paranoid all the time. I think im slowly developing some mental illness like schizophrenia or something as I age.

Will things ever be the same again?

>>37157042
r u moot?

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>>37156043
It's been so long I don't even remember.
My b

>>37156043
Military grunt, 3 years later I was balls deep in Iraq killing shitskins (18) was good times