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>>37042569
Same

Oregano pasta

>>37042569
That's just how it goes, bud. Fuck all of you normies who don't feel the same way also you guys need to lurk moar

I feel like existing is such a burden and while I don't want to die, I don't really care for living either. I just exist, looking and hopefully finding some purpose or interest to get me going.
Fuck this.

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I can't tell if this is a vent thread or a depresso thread.

I lost my virginity on Friday to someone I loved and i must've done something wrong because he won't talk to me anymore. I'm just as sad and alone as I was before except now I'm sore, deflowered, and pretty sure I have a yeast infection. Mutual affection is just a meme. Going outside was a terrible idea. Trusting someone was an even worse mistake.

>>37042990
>sore
Mmmmm... Origholo

Exactly the same here m8

existence is the biggest meme

>>37043140
I tried so hard to make him fit. It hurt so much but I did it because I wanted him to feel good. If he'd asked, I'd have let him cum inside me, too. I probably still would, if I'm being honest

I just wanted to make him happy and now he's gone. Idk what I did wrong.

>>37043875
It doesn't seem like you did anything wrong. Was he another robot?

I want my life to stay as it is forever.

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>>37042569
I took off work again today because i got to depressed and anxious about going in, since i hate my job. All i want is a redo so i can fix all the mistakes, life now is like you say just existing i see no point.

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>>37042569
same here anon, but maybe think about the very few pleasant things in your life, there certainly are some, and just hope you may have the chance to experience them again, at least, try to plan it

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>>37042569
i've felt all these very hard recently to the point of just randomly crying throughout the day...

I really wish that universal basic income would happen so I could just fuck off and be a recluse already

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>>37045303
not op, but i find nothing enjoyable at all anymore, everything is just done to fill time till i die, cause im too coward to an hero.

>>37045467
get a security job, i play games, or chan all night, and get paid more than neetbux, and i only see my boss like once a month.

>>37045510
what if some niggers shoot you or something

>>37045510
what kind of security? did it involve background checks and all that?

>>37045555
just stay in your car, and dont really do your job well. i've been working there almost 2 years, i've only had to work like once, cause of some homeless guy.

>>37045597
usually construction site overnight but ive done a few other places. i did have a backround, but i had warrents in other states for DUI, but they didnt care.

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>>37042569
Reminder that if you don't contribute anything to humanity by working, you are useless and should die

>>37042990
>no girl will ever try as hard to make you feel good

Can you describe the guy?

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>>37045467
This. Why can't one be a cyber hermit if one wishes to?
I don't hate waking up every morning, but what i'd rather do after waking up is riding my bike or build model dioramas, instead of trying to catch a bus to work and not shit myself

Why do i have to shit every time i try to leave the house, for fucks sake i sit on the toilet for an hour trying to squeeze out a tiny turdlet to no avail, but the moment i step out the floodgates open

>>37045639
pizza delivery is a pretty good job for a robot. Tips can be good if you apply to a place in a wealthier suburb and if your store is busy you can spend almost your entire shift alone.

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>>37042569
Welcome to life.

All I ever do is find distractions. Sometimes it takes too long, and I end up in a downward spiral of nothing. Once I spent 3 weeks inside my apartment without leaving.

>>37045820
i would apply for this but in my area all the drivers get robbed like every month..

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>>37045860
The worst part is realising this shit.
I know a heap of people who are just content to be here. Doing their 9-17, smashing beer cans against their heads every friday.
Just glad to be here. Glad to be working.
I don't want to remember being a neet at all, i don't want to remember anything just plug me back

>>37042569
I'm thinking about death almost all the time, from morning until night, though anxiety only really comes when I go to bed. Every time I think about how absurd and insignificant my life is and how I'm doomed to live a sad and pathetic life before I fall into oblivion... Yet somehow I'm so afraid to die that even my shitty life sounds better than oblivion.

>>37045906
Are there other towns/burbs within driving distance? I live in LA so there are really shitty areas but you can always drive 15-20 minutes on the freeway to a decent neighborhood

>>37045941
From what I can tell, those people don't like it any better. They're just coping differently.

I've never met someone who really seemed content. There's always this desperation in their actions.

>>37042569

same as me

no interests, no dreams, no nothing. I am beyond being confused with what I am suppose to do.

Do I work and be a slave for the rest of my life until I retire in old age and die?

Do I do nothing and be extremely poor?

How do I find an interest if when looking though every list of interests non of them are interesting to me?

at the end of the day I always come back to the thought that no matter what I choose, no matter what I do in life, no matter what anyone does, we are all going to die and everything we worked / did anything for, will be gone forever, our body, mind, thoughts, everything gone into the abyss... really hard to get past that when you know no matter what anyone says or tries hard to convince you that the fact you will die forever is a fact and will never change.

Existence is the biggest meme and then it ends, wew.

>>37045820
fuck when its not busy though.

>>37046114
I've been confused for years. Always dreaming of winning the bloody lottery or some such, a scenario where don't have to do shit.
Recently i realised, that even if it happend, even if i could stop wagecucking, buy all the useless shit and build a big house- what then? I'd be sitting there, marinating in my own sauce just like i am doing now. Issue persists and the solution is nowhere to be found.

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>>37046287
i have also come to this realization, i really dont know what to do with it, nothing in life is interesting or worth doing anymore, no reward is worth all the trouble involved in achieving it.

>>37044078
>>37045795

He's pretty normal. When we go out together, it's the most fun I've ever had.

>>37047186
>normal
Atleast you got to experience those feelings. Hope he goes back to being the same guy.

>>37045811
I have it the other way, I could work and do all kind of dull shit as long as I could sleep when and how much I wanted. You never truly have freetime when you have to keep an eye on the clock all the time.

Is this you OP?
https://youtu.be/hpsbj0OoeNo

I don't understand why you robots with literally nothing to live for haven't killed yourselves yet. Not trying troll or exaggerate at all, not existing is so much better of an option than existing with literally no goals or ambitions in life. As it is now all you're doing is leeching off others and hating yourselves, that's no way to live.

>>37048454
It's scary and I don't want to die. I don't particularly enjoy life either. I don't leech off of anyone either

>>37048454
Hope anon. My mental state is always fluctuating and sometimes, like 1% of the time I feel normal and happy and I understand while I want to live. The rest of the time I feel like death is the only answer but I remember the 1% and can't do it.

>>37048454
was waiting to lose virginity. I'm planning on hanging myself once I get off of work.

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>>37048871
Don't do it anon,
It will get better.

>>37048925
Thank you, but I've been waiting for this since I was eleven. I should've been gone two days ago but Saturday was my little brother's senior prom and Sunday was Mother's Day here in the US.
I wish I had done it Saturday evening. My mom didn't like her present anyway

>>37046287
Who ever tought that the idea of being successful was having a huge house and buying a punch of useless possessions should have been slapped. The vast majority of people in this country try to live someone elses dream, get into a career they loathe with a passion, and end up in debt, broke and depressed cause it isnt obtainable. Get a stable job thats close live frugalish and save money to travel instead of leasing a new car or something else you don't need.

>>37042569
God loves u op and she still loves u and u can always go out there and live life and party and get drunk..... Enjoy urself op......

>>37049005
the late and long awaited gift of your death will make up for the shit gift desu

>>37046287
I feel that before civilization humans had short, action packed lifespans with generally a sense of belonging. They never had time to think about what it all means and it was pretty much impossible to be a hermit because you had to rely on the help of others to ensure your survival.

>>37049127
Thank you anon, you made me smile.
Not gonna lie, I'm pretty excited. I've get about half an hour before I go home. Finally getting off this stupid ride and going home.

>>37049226
timestamp with noose or it's not gonna happen. ps dont fking do it m8

>>37048454
Of course to the neocortex it seems like the most logical pathway.

But the limbic brain and reptilian brain are animals that don't want to die.

I miss it when I was actually happy a couple years ago, I just want it back.

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the last time I remember being truly happy and hopeful, I was 5 years old

I'm 30 now

my life is almost over.

>>37047186
>He's pretty normal. When we go out together, it's the most fun I've ever had.
did he know you were a virgin?

>>37049263
I tried to hang myself earlier in the bathroom with this sweater. it was too stretchy and I was worried it could slip off when the body starts thrashing Will probably use a belt.

>>37049624
Yes. I had my first kiss with him a few weeks before and he knew that, too.

>>37049752
>Yes. I had my first kiss with him a few weeks before and he knew that, too.
that sucks anon he should not have taken your virginity if he didn't plan on dating you

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>>37049752
>>37049263
Oops. Sorry, I'm too excited right now. Here's the sweater.

>>37049793
don't hang yourself, just go find some other guy to fuck

won't be hard

why are you giving this roastie attention you robots never learn

>>37049807
I don't care about that. I've always been suicidal. I just didn't want to die a kissless virgin. Anyway I can go home. Good night, dear friends.

>>37049836
Looks like you've got some learning to do yourself, "sage"

>>37049907
>"sage"

please tell me you didn't just refer to him like that was a trip he tried to adopt as his name

>>37042569
Im an ugly manlet with no friends and am neet for years but vidya is good cope.