Oldbots!!! In here!
How you holding up fella?
>>36992261
this is the end... my only friend
the end
this life is a sad existence
>>36992261
Used to laugh at Wizards when I first came here eons ago.
Now at 27, I'm struggling to accept that that's my inevitable fate.
Another day wasted. I browse /r9k/ the entire day every day because I lack self-control.
>free day
>end up getting up earlier than on a weekday
The fuck is even wrong with me?
Still, the day went okay-ish, feels good.
But now for another saturday night where seemingly everyone else gets laid but me.
>>36992261
I'm doing ok.
I was out jogging and some kids on bikes said
>yoooo sup how far dya run
I said not far and they sounded really disappointed.
It was funny.
Social interaction for the week taken care of.
>>36992261
I'm good thanks but I can't relate to anyone under the age of 30, no offense.
I know that 25 is a big milestone and all that, but that 5 years in terms of culture may as well be an entire generation. I relate more to like 35 or even 45 year olds than I do to 25 year olds.
Should I go to the mental hospital?
The loneliness is starting to kill me. I haven't had a friend in 11 years, I've spent all that time sitting in front of my computer doing absolutely nothing. I've been on and off of brain medication for the past 3 years and none of it helps. I lack the motivation to do anything for myself. I want to die but I'm too scared to kill myself.
28.
Sorta shit.
Waiting to go back to school in September. My peers are all getting their degrees now and getting the good jobs. Feel's bad.
>>36992622
I wouldn't; it's not any less lonely around those people.
Do you have the resources/ability to take a trip somewhere you haven't been before?
The last time I broke out of a funk, that was the impetus. I couldn't do it today, but I wish I could. It's illusory improvement but it really did help me for a while; I don't even really think it matters where you go or what you do. Your soul suffers in stasis.
>>36992261
>be 30 get gf for the first time ever
>not even a week and she is already telling me how to live my life.
real life waifus can't come soon enough
>>36992261
I recently started going to weekly therapy for my anxiety (talk only sessions). Being isolated as a NEET this long has fucked me up worse than I was to begin with. I'm about to turn 30 soon so I wanted something to change. I hope this works.
>>36992622
My nigga, same here except I'm 33 (no friends in like 17 years)
I don't think a mental hospital helps people like us though. Maybe if you were close to killing yourself/others though.
>>36992261
I don't get it.
If I was 25+ and sure that I wasn't going anywhere in life, and that I was gonna be stuck a NEET forever. I would just honestly stop giving a fuck pham.
Why be sad over unavoidable doom? Just do drugs and eat junk food till you die. If you're not gonna go anywhere might as well practice pure hedonism,right?
>>36992685
>Do you have the resources/ability to take a trip somewhere you haven't been before?
No. I'm NEET with very little money, I have depression, anxiety, and other brain problems, as well as a physical disability which prevents me from driving.
>>36992825
What do to keep you busy? Are you NEET as well?
>turned 30 this year
>haven't done anything since I finished university when I was 27 or 28
>huge gap in my resume just getting bigger and bigger
>never had a job so I have zero references
>no skills either because all I have is a fucking BA in psychology
walls are closing in boys
33 reporting in dick stopped working 3 months ago after surgery lol it just keeps getting better, anyone else drinking tonight? I would smoke weed but zero contacts and jail is not a option..
>>36993108
Just make shit up man who gives a fuck if they find out lol
>>36992916
I don't like drugs/junk food. But I get what you mean, when I turned 30+ I simply lost my mind. Now I don't care that I have no friends/no gf ever/no career/no degree. But as a result I do nothing but sit in my room all day depressed. Sometimes I muster up enough energy to exercise or volunteer at the animal shelter (because I like animals but can't get my own my parents won't let me have one) but that's about it
>>36992622
No, psychiatric wards are full of true psychosis, manic or annoy as fuck PD patients.
If medications don't work and your depression is intractable maybe consider ECT. I was sceptical about it but have seen good results with severe depression.
>>36992916
>Just do drugs and eat junk food till you die.
>practice pure hedonism
Being a lardarse who is too buzzed up to remember how to operate a fucking doorhandle
is kind of getting into the way of pure hedonism, at least the way I want to have it.
I want to do as little as possible, which for me means working in short, hard bursts carefully applied at the right spot. Getting good at being lazy is actually a lot of effort.
>>36993236
Drugs and junk food (especially drugs. not shit like weed, but cocaine, opium etc) would make your depression go away, if only for a moment, right?
in 23 and doing bretty gud, i use my NEETbux to rent alone and pretty much only leave the house to get food
>>36992261
>25
>get told I look 12-16 in my pictures
>actually have a really bad receding hairline I hide with my hair
God damn it if this fucking balding shit wasnt here I'd be fine.
>27
>think I'm finally getting over the roastie meme
>working out, reading, have cut out all substance abuse/use
>sending in PhD applications this fall
Self actualization is the final redpill.
Anyone remember these? They're from the golden age of 4chan. I came a little after that (around '08) but you can do a back-formation on how good it was. Like threads would start with one topic, but people would start posting about all kinds of other stuff 25 & 26. There were stock posts and images other than just wojak, pepe and the banana 21 - 24. People had enough content in their posts that you could actually suspect they were gay or a woman 27 - 29. You could divide by zero 37. Now all we're left with is 47. The pool is always closed which probably was a reference to spending all day on your computer but now I think of all the cancer, trap and sissy shit on here as being a closed pool.
who else took extremely poor care of themselves because they thought they would never make it out of their early 20s?
I'm certainly paying for it now.
>tfw trying to buy a car but no credit and no one on craigslist will take payments
The used car market here sucks, I bought a cavalier in chicago for 300 buck and all it needed was a new crash sensor, here people want thousands for a rusted piece of shit that needs its engine rebuilt and you have to tow away
>>36994649
same
dentist told me I need to give him a downpayment on a house if I want my teeth to look good
I'm paying him a ransom for what he says the minimum I should do is
I also am always tired and have no idea how to properly feed myself so I just eat small amounts of shit and am a skinnyfat/skelly
I've burned more bridges than the Russians encircling Berlin.
I never thought any of this would matter. Live shit, die young was the motto.
I want my own goddamn house and time to build some model train sets, but earn jack shit and work late.
I love the job, but what is the next step? My stupid cousins got girls they married, which allowed them to take preferential loans for a house. I'm twenty fucking seven in june i can't stand living with me mom anymore.
Renting a flat means burning money. Taking a loan means being raped by the bank because i'm a single goy.
26
I'm stuck inside all weekend because my wisdom tooth has decided my life was too easy.
Woke up on Thursday with a severe pain out of nowhere in my mouth, very unusual for me so I booked a dental appointment ASAP.
Basically my wisdom tooth is retarded and decided to grow sideways to fuck me up (pic related) and gave me an infection.
feelsbad.jpg
So I'm getting closer to being ready to sit for the first section of the CPA exam. Kind of nervous because if I pass it, then I only have 18 months to pass the other three sections.
I also work full-time, so I don't have time to just literally study every day in those 18 months.
29, wishing i never had seizures. i felt really depressed today.
>>36992261
I'm in hell but its self imposed
In the /military/ just taking it easy on the weekend.
Not robot friendly by any means, but at least it's free food and a roof over my head.
turning 25 in a week.my depression is getting worse each day but at least i have a few in real life freinds but we mostly do nothing at all since they are also the same.i work at a job i hate and i only had a single gf during my high school period.i cant really connect to anyone and i really spill my spagetti whenever i try to talk a cute girl.i guess this is my fate now.
>hear the kids in the complex i live in play hide-and-seek
>have ibs
>ice cream truck every weekend
>see everyone lined up and am just on the site
>that feel
26 yr old.
Have my dissertation viva on Wednesday but am ignoring it and listening to tate Jungle tunes instead.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MftkaQbZasQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7RncftLVFQ4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F0caS_k5A6w
Might re-read Nextwave in a bit.
>>36995529
You work only on weekdays? What branch and what do you do? I always imagined you work every single day for like 12 hours
>>36992261
Not too bad. Been playing a lot of golf, which feels good.
Went to a meetup yesterday. Not sure why. Should've just stayed home in my cocoon
>>36993108
>tfw 31 and going back to community college soon
c-can't wait to get jiggy with all the young, cool cats...
>>36993149
What kind of surgery turns your fucking dick off holy shit that sucks
>me, 25 years old
>kissless virgin
>haven't had real friend since middle school, probably elementary school
>have spent almost my entire life as a shut-in, even college, even though i hate being a shut-in, but don't want to go out and be alone around everyone with their friends or loved ones
>don't even try to meet people like normal people do because i'm so humiliated about how i live now and my complete lack of life experiences that i don't want people to know about it if they try to get to know me
>work a shitty dead-end job because don't care about grad school
>live with parents
>just now hopefully going to get my license by taking driving lessons
i just don't know what to do. i know my life is over, which is why i basically still have no motivation for anything. and even if i could make some value out of my life now, i would think about the decade, decade and a half that i've wasted through the most formative years of my life spent shut in my room and would just be miserable anyway
>>36996242
Proud of u anon/ gonna be 28 when I go to cc
27
Got a B at an exam and the professor wrote me "you're within the top 10, keep it up!" out of 40 something students.
Best thing in recent years I guess.
I fucking hate my life.
>>36996242
26 (27 in november) at community college.
It hurts to live
>>36996366
Do extra occupational studies, the average age there is much higher.
>>36996435
what that? desu
>>36996476
Basically you get a schedule that fits working people, with classes in the evenings + some on weekends. More loosely spread out, but much less vacation.