Feeling kind of happy only the days when I smoke weed. It's not just the part of smoking, but the whole day, like when I wake up and know that I'll smoke weed that day, meet up with my dealer etc. The whole "procedure" sort of satisfies me.
Feels bad realizing that the main reason for the times I ain't feeling like shit is weed...
if it makes you happy then smoke up
i personally know exactly what you're talking about, its the same for me. I don't do it very often though because I'm too scared to exit perfect consciousness for too long. I hope i can change that though
>>36973268
>I'm too scared to exit perfect consciousness for too long.
This. I smoke about 2 times a week, 3 at max.
lolwut happy about weed. Normie shit right here.
>>36973184
Those are called bad thoughts anon. I know exactly what you mean. It's not all that difficult to pick between a shit day and a solid day. If you feel that down about it maybe you need a change of pace and get to the point where sober life isn't the worst to deal with.
>>36973184
watch out that you dont get addicted anon
just go on a search of another thing that makes you happy, doesnt mean you have to completely stop smoking though
>>36973184
This is so me. Whenever I get the chance to toke up with friends I get all excited.
>>36973184
Weed makes me happy too man. Idk how to explain it but I feel a lot more zen and less retarded when I smoke. Like I get such clarity of mind to the point where just sitting and relaxing and being and especially thinking is nearly orgasmic. It's like Aristotle said about thinking being pleasurable but I can experience that pleasure much more so when I vape a little bud
>>36973184
I smoke weed to avoid taking Xanax and stilnox.
It feels good. But it's also very expensive.
>>36973184
me too bro, i only can enjoy most of things while high and alone.
if i smoke with someone i become paranoid.