how do you feel about benzos?
phenibut > benzos
Took 20 .5 mg k-pins once and blacked out.
>>36961633
Cut off from my Valium recently, I'm fucking pissed
>>36961666
You are my hero desu
What's the fucking point of Xanax? It made me tired and sleepy as shit.
Sure, you can't be anxious when you can't even function. What a fucking piece of shit.
>>36961703
xanax is better used as actual medication imo it works great for its intended use ie. panic attacks, severe anxiety. recreationally its not that great only in small doses..
>>36961703
You should take oxycodone with it, those amazing barely breathing feels
>>36961733
I had severe anxiety back then but I rather have a heartbeat of 160 then take 0.25 Xanax and sleep the day off.
>>36961746
I'm trying to get my shit together mate.
>>36961702
Because of my devil trips or because I did something fucking stupid?
>>36961757
We'll avoid xanax, the withdrawals are horrible and you become dependent on it fast
>>36961778
I never took it regularly. I'm pretty much stable as fuck now, no more panix attacks or anxiety.
I just have schizoid personality disorder / extream mood swings. I rarely go out with people regardless the fact that I can outfunction them in a social circle... I just don't enjoy the company of others anymore.
I used to do Lorazepam regularly (trying to be a responsible adult now, thing fucking sucks)
I'd get so fucking zombified, then sit outside and a nice breeze blows by as I'm almost falling asleep and I'd get a rush of tingles through my head.
Comfy as fuck.
>>36961672
i will kill myself the day i get cut off
>>36961703
gets you stupid dumb fucked up so you dont have to deal with your shithouse life
>>36961886
there is nothing on earth as comfy as being barred out, a few drinks and a couple of blows, then just sitting outside on the porch smoking cigarettes
>>36962051
It's sucks senpai, anxious all the time I feel depressed and great panic attacks.
Oh and also the chance of seizures. I fucking hate my doctor after 2 years of prescribing he suddenly becomes a faggot and makes me go cold turkey.
>>36961633
Don't ever get high on this shit.
It's nice but you get used to it very fast and withdrawals are the worst because there is no substitute to benzos except alcohol.
>>36961633
Heavenly.Just don't become addicted.
>>36961633
I'm clueless about this all this shit but I tried xanax once and it was ass
was feeling fucking sick and drowsy, like a horrible hangover
>>36961633
Great for short period and panic attacks
Withdrawal is awful, use Valium to taper property
>>36961703
take it with MDMA, just 0.5mg, will make your eyes roll into the back of your head with relaxation
also if you don't suffer from anxiety or stress or racing thoughts or ocd etc or they don't effect you much you are not going to feel xanax as much as someone who is fully relieved of their symptoms by it.
it's a sedative, it's suppose to make you sleepy, hence why it works so well for anxiety, people who's minds are irrationally operating in overdrive, calms it down and brings mental and physical relaxation and deep restful sleep and the next day benzo afterglow that makes everything better.
>>36962173
find another doctor
>>36962204
the higb is why you take it
They get me motivated, not sleepy or tired. What does my mind mean by this?
>>36963232
Maybe because it lowers your inhibitions and makes you not give a fuck, so you are motivated to do what you want because nothing is mentally holding you back
>>36963340
Usually I just feel like sleeping or lying on bed, and everything I start gets boring or seemingly unworthy too soon. Dunno if that's what you would call anxiety or something.
I would like to try them but I don't need another substance problem.
>>36963387
Could be depression, losing motivation and interest in things in a sign of it. anxiety is more worrying about nothing, thinking too much. xanax works somewhat for depression too, when you don't care and are in a carefree state of mind where you are not fearful, it eases depression .
>>36961633
Drugs are for trashy people with shitty lives.
>On 20mg olanzapine a day
>New room-mate moves in
>He asks what my medication is, tell him 'xans' as a joke.
>Turns out he's a druggie
>Steals two weeks worth of pills and engulfs them in a single sitting, thinking they were low dose.
>He spends the next day asleep
>Day has gone by, still hasn't woken up, eventually phone for the paramedics
>He wakes up another day and a half later.
>I tell the doctors he stole the medication, they inform his insurance and the police.
Now he's in debt from medical bills, has a criminal record, and homeless from being kicked out by the landlord.
Drugs, man. What a crazy thing.
>>36963472
Dam.........
What do? I don't want to get hooked on benzos nor I want to rely on antideps that will castrate me sexually and creatively (which I heard they do), since the last case would deprive me of one of the only things I still can find joy in if I got the mood and the calm needed.
>>36963541
It's almost like you don't know where you are, dude
>>36963541
Your life would be further improved by not posting here.
>>36961703
>wanting to "function"
I think you missed the point
>>36961886
I have a prescription for lorazepam right now and it doesn't do jack shit, even if I take 5 MG at a time (which is 5 times more than I'm supposed to take)
the only thing that seems to help me with my anxiety is trazodone, but they gave that to me to help me sleep, I'm not supposed to take it during the day (even though I do)
I feel like my heart is going to burst out of my chest, I'm taking all these meds and nothing helps
I don't want to live like this anymore
>>36963579
Find out what the root cause is which is making you depressed and change it. this is the only way without using medications. it's scary and fear inducing but you need to step into the unknown and take control of your life, stepping into the unknown is only fear inducing in the short term, after the first couple of times you realising there is nothing to be scared of, you just have to take that first step which is always the hardest in regards to a lot of life's problems.
Change your environment if it's that which is making you depressed, change the scenery. or if it's something else you need to address it and find a solution for it so you can let it go or accept it and move on.
>>36963663
I feel like the root is not being able to put in work on anything I don't care about while there's other stuff I am willing to dedicate myself to. Or, studying a shit degree at a shit uni when I want to get focused on reading other stuff and writing. "Useless effort leads to melancholy".
Trouble is that, in my circumstances, stepping into the unknown means becoming a basement dweller or starving.
>>36961746
Amazing breath feels? It sounds terrible anyone who has severe anxiety would make it worse its hard enough to breath with anxiety let alone doing this
>>36961666
Why the fuck ya take so many?
>>36961703
Xanax is great for panic attacks I wish I was on that but they changed me to kpin I hate kpin its long lasting makes me tired all the time xanax would help me kick in quick ya make me tired but not like kpin i also have to take kpin 2 times a day
>>36961837
How is your penis working? Are you that kind of crazy who would kill someone and notneven know or the crazy who would just kill. My meds made my dick limp I also spent a month in the ward do to voices telling me to kill my neighbor and I guess I broke in his place and would have tried but I dont remember it
Xanax is great for anxiety after I take it 1mg like 30 mins kicks in I start to calm down and end up laying in bed AC on a nd going to sleep
>>36963579
Its not a big deal if your penis does not work I mean were not having sex anyway who cares about a fap?
>>36963561
I hate thiefs senpai worse are the ones who steal medication
>>36964005
>who cares about a fap?
I fuckin love fapping
>>36963422
What do you abuse already? At my height before I 100% cleaned up I would do a 5th a night and at bedtime take 2mg of xanax and I a few sleeping pills suprised I didnt die
>>36964034
Sex is better anon fapping is like middle school shit
>>36964062
That's okay, lots of people will know pleasures that I never will, I still enjoy what I have. Plus I'm an anime lunatic and I can't have sex with anime girls anyway
>>36964005
Every now and then I get to trick some hoe. Even tho, I care more about the other thing.
>>36964048
try 10 xans and 2 bottles of wine