Is anyone else completely dependent on others?
My boyfriend is the co-owner of a club and all I do is workout and hangout with my bestie from high school.I'm gay b4 you start calling me a roastie
wish i could
what do you think about your bestie? I would think you would hangout more with your boyfriend
can you explain how you feel about each one or something
>>36931601
Do you mean what kind of feelings do I have for my best friend? She's a woman, so it's not like I want to be with her. My boyfriend works so I can't be with him all the time. He likes me to dress up so he can parade me around when he's meeting with promoters and employees and stuff. I really like my boyfriend, I admit the money and his looks swayed me a little at first but we've been together for over a year now and I definitely love him.
I don't have any real life friends
I have one online friend
I'm 18 years old and haven't talked to another human besides family members and doctors in over a year.
I'm fully dependent on my parents. Without them I'd die.
I've no future. Nothing to look forward to. I love life yet I'm tired of it.
I don't want to die yet I don't want to live.
I just want a friend. A lover, in the future perhaps. Someone who can fill this void I have. Someone who will actually love me as much as I love them.
>>36931646
how did you meet your boyfriend
>>36931581
get off of my fucking boardholy shit i want to kill you
i hope you get orlando'd
t. gay
I'm disabled and have to live with my parents. I've taken up trying to do freelance writing online for extra cash, though. I drink through my disability payments pretty quickly.
>>36931581
I'm mentally unhinged and p much entirely dependent on my gf and family. I'm gonna be going to school this fall but even then I'll be going for music so who knows if I'll ever be able to support myself. I feel like such a useless disgusting piece of shit lmao.
>>36931665
He approached me at a coffee shop. We chatted for an hour and he was great. He asked for my phone number and he asked me out a couple days later. He still says what really stood out to him is that I didn't let him fuck me until seven dates in. I'm very proud of myself, considering the common sex culture of gays.
>>36931650
where are you from? we can try being friends if you'd like
>>36931766
I'm from Texas. Don't force yourself to be my friend. It's okay.
>>36931793
Hey I also live in Texas let's be friends buddy
>>36931811
Do you have kik or something
>>36931793
im not forcing myself to do anything. its not as if you have a gun to my head, i genuinely want to be friends
>>36931841
Well thank you then..
g Ft yujb
>>36931841
I have discord kik steam and psn
>>36931811
>>36931839
Not sure how to do this kik thing do I like post this or some shit
>>36931977
my kik is kawaiianislands
then i will call you a brostie
slut!
I tried so hard to be self-reliant, I ended up going hermit.
I don't interact with people (at least flesh ones) at all anymore. It's not bad, but it can be disorienting.