>knowing you will never have a deep meaningful relationship with someone because the idea of someone being that close makes your chest tighten and soul crease up
>Knowing that this is a natural human thing and you cant do it, you can only observe this but never take part. No matter how hard you try you can not feel it.
>Knowing that people nearly half your age have done something that is human nature as well and you cant because you just cant see yourself getting anywhere near that level of closeness
>Knowing that you can not fix yourself and no one wants to fix you , you are destinate to go on alone until you cease to exist.
Chosen solitude is the best way to go. Be your own person without any influence to poison your mind.
>>36875998
It is not chosen anon , sometimes life just works out that way.
Just get a hobby so you don't kill yourself. Recently, my guitar is the only think that makes me happy
>>36876101
Thanks anon
origi
>>36875864
>no one wants to fix you
I still think there's someone out there who will accept the way I am and fix me.
I still have hope that one day I will meet a girl who likes shy and depressed faggots like me...
>tfw never had a gf
>tfw I don't even know what my own voice really sounds like
>tfw everyone around me is a normie and doesn't give a shit about me
>I shake and I can't move properly when normies are watching
>my heart wants to explode, continuous palpitations because of social anxiety
Not the best life, but hey, at least I don't have health problems.