Hey friends.
I've always known I'm a loser, but never really bothered to change. I just can't find a single reason to, I'm a bit disillusioned with life.
I have a lot of free time right now so I thought it could be nice to make a thread where fellow anons could share and indulge in eachother's reasons to succeed in life.
What is your motivation to keep going?
>>36872049
What's a good reason to lose weight? I don't care about being fat, but finding motivation to lose some could be nice.
>>36872049
The bit of enjoyment I get from vidya and art. (lewd art too)
>>36872049
My main reason to keep going is to achieve an almost impossible dream. It's so hard that I'll have to work my ass off for as long as I live.
Try it. It is what keeps me going.
The love of my life and I broke up bc reasons. I almost kill myself but i have to make it. I just have to.
>>36872229
Nice, any goals in life?
>>36872238
I would love to hear about the dream you're trying to accomplish.
Heads up broyo, wanting to change is normalfag terrain. Sating your hedonistic needs while you can and exiting when it life gets too bothersome is better than busting your best years just so you can reminisce in a half-dead state over how much time you took out of your daily life to filling other people's pockets and conforming to a social construct instead of just doing your own thing. Life is a spook.
>>36872049
I don't have any motivation. I have a job, but I'm kinda bored with life. It's the same thing everyday
>get up
>go to work
>come home tired and stressed
>pig out and eat a ton and drink while cycling through a few boards on 4chan
>watch anime, shower, fap and sleep
This is my daily routine. I used to be sad that I didn't have a gf or friends or loving parents but I kinda accepted it now and it doesn't bother me anymore. I gusss I'll just keep going through the motions until I get too bored and then I'll an hero it
>>36872793
You made me realise that's how i want to live, but I can't because my parents love me alot.
Maybe I could try deriving motivation from them.
listen to this it's r9k's theme song
https://youtu.be/hVQWV8jO-Ac
>>36872967
It looks like I'm heading the same road. If I have to be honest it doesn't look too bad to me. Atleast we don't have to pretend we're living super exciting lives like normies wish to believe.
If you could pick anything you could instantly master withouth putting in effort, what would it be?
>>36873012
I know that feel dude, but the trained on egalitarianism combined with the aversion of contemporary society makes sure I'll never enter normalfag lands. Sure it seems nice to fulfill the parental expectations to the best extent possible, since that gives you the pride of having done something in life, but what can you do with that same pride other than flaunting to yourself? You'll still be complying with the wellbeing of your immediate collective > wellbeing of yourself social contract, and even though that is thought to be noble in a moralistic and ethical sense, it is also sure to stump you down the road.
>>36873048
Was nice
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>>36873096
Probably playing guitar. I used to play it when I was younger, but now I never seem to find the time
>>36873292
I understand, but I still feel like I owe my parents atleast an attempt at becoming a normie. Or atleast make them believe I am one. I can't imagine myself in a relationship with another human being, I've never met someone that thinks on the same wavelength. And I don't mean that in anm "iamverysmart" way, I'm just different.
>>36873390
That's nice, I'm not an artistic type of guy so I'd probably take something like chemistry.
>>36873602
I'm not really an artsy guy either. There's just something about pouring your soul into the wail of a guitar that satisfying. I never made my own music, I just played songs made by bands like Led Zeppelin. The only things I know about chemistry is from the class I had to take in high school. Why chemistry?
Parents. Stuff they've done to make ends meet and send me to an expensive uni, buying me all my costly toys (Alienware 17 gtx1070, blackwidow chroma, galaxy s6 and lots more stuff) while living in below average lives themselves. Realized it a few months back what a fag I've been. Working hard ever since to get a little smile on their faces when I Skype them to tell how I once topped my class. Literally nothing beats the feeling, mates. Work for em.
>>36873792
I see, I think I can relate, I've heard some powerful/emotional guitar solos.
Chemistry because it interests me immensely at the most advanced level. I've always dreamt about working on stuff like cloning people/anything alive and all the existential questions it brings with it.
I'm currently working on a professional bachelor in chemistry but I noticed I do not have what it takes to get a phd. My atitude/personality isn't cut out for it, I'm too content being mediocre.
So I'll probably spent the rest of my days in a factory's laboratory doing the most mundanz routine tests. Which I don't mind goo much.
>>36873858
Nice! Keep at it, I think I might try it too.
On the matter of motivation, how do I take on learning an instrument? I've got a keyboard for like 4 years now standing beside my desk, and I only can play london bridge and that starting bit from fur elise. Everytime I try to learn to play a song I repeat like 3-4 bars until they're halfway in muscle memory, realize that I've already took half an hour for that, declare it too hard and wallow in selfpity for the rest of the day.
>>36874171
It might help to know that it doesn't come naturaly to anyone. I think you could become good if you keep trying.
Also maybe it could help to go to a music school so you can learn the theories behind everything. Maybe get yourself a private teacher if you're a wealthy anon.