What the fuck

>>36858230
>Anyway we finally kissed.
>Turns out I'm gay.

>>36858317
cont.

>asked her if she has any chad friends
>she does
>get their number

cont?

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Just fucking post you raging autist

>>36858230
>>36858376
just hurry up you fucking idiot you could easily make it one post. include age

>>36858376
>Rang them up and arranged a meet.
>Ended up getting a mouthful of Chad at the end.

Cont.

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>>36858230
>we're eating at my kitchen now, finish explaining shit to her
>ask her about the kiss offer from earlier
>she licks her fingers and places them on my lips
>"there you go anon"
>she picks up her phone to see how expensive an uber would be
>realize I might actually lose my chance to get my first kiss
>make up some bs problem that I know she can't solve
>take her back to my room in order to "look up" the solution
>find some video explaining the problem and explain it to her
>we lay in bed for a bit again, and she turns to look at me
>she tells me she'll actually give me my first kiss
>says I got to close my eyes, so I do
>this is it, the transition into normiehood
>feel her lips press against mine for a few seconds
>she backs away and tells me I can open my eyes again
>asks me what I thought about it and I just hug her and change the topic.
>she leaves after a while and I'm left wondering what the fuck happened
Finally had my first kiss and I didn't feel anything at all, don't feel any more confident or happier.
>tfw no longer kv, just a virgin
>tfw my first kiss didn't mean anything, no spark, no fluttering in my stomach
Just end this meme of an existence, I overhyped it and it ended up meaning nothing, I still feel empty inside without any motivation to live or be happy.

>>36858494
So anyway, it turns out I'm gay.

Yeah looking back on it, I could've easily posted it all in one go, but then again I did warn you OP was a faggot
>>36858430
19 , 3rd semester at uni
>>36858317
could be possible now that i think about it

>>36858494
Retard. You're the man, you're supposed to take initiative. Why the fuck would a girl GET IN YOUR BED if she didn't want to fuck you or at least make out and feel each other up? She was dropping hints like crazy, but you can never expect a girl to take full initiative. She wanted you to do that and she probably would have went all the way if that's where you led her.