Weekend Edition: To someone who may or may not read it
K
I wish I didn't do this every single fucking time I saw this thread.
Let me die, please.
D
dear daddy ,
https://youtu.be/xtLCZ2_-Beg
love,
your little
the weekend is over
>>36849306
I do the same. It fucks with your head. I know it would be better not to obsessively check, but I can't stop.
>>36849411
same here desu.
forever waiting for my "D"
to tell me something
>>36849237
Stupid people
No you are not wealthy with your low income wage and second hand cars you try to sell at a premium price because I am not interested in buying your junk and trash. You are embarrassing yourselves trying to scam people with your pathetic nonsense.
Dear V,
I'm lonely and I miss you. I can see that you're lonely too, but do you ever think about me? I hope you don't.
But I just remembered that I need you to give me back one book, so I'm going to show up the day after tomorrow. Please don't think that I'm stalking you, I just really need that book.
Still love you,
A.L.
C,
Forgive me for what I am going to do tonight
But it's the only way I'll ever find peace
Yours always,
R
Dear Y,
Here's my own song, I've never been good with my own words.
I was broken and you were the only one to help me pick up the pieces. The kind of help you gave me I will always be grateful for. Yes I was lonely but that wasn't the only reason I fell for you. I had felt a strong emotional connection with you and I finally thought i could fully involve myself with someone again. I bared everything and gave my entire heart, I am just not so used to love I didn't know what to do as I am not a very romantic type outside of words. You say i wasn't trying hard enough, but i was definitely trying hard in my own ways just not in the way you wanted. I want to forgive you because you aren't the only one at fault here I was just some idiot who fell too hard and didn't know his place. I just ask that, please don't hurt anyone else like you hurt me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=weg1oIy-57g
meeting up would be the dream, but just talking to you makes me happy enough. i love you and i hope we can keep this up for many more months to come.
>>36849519
>forever waiting for my "D"
Dude that sounded gay as fuck
Hey, M..
One more night alone in my room
Listening to music I think makes me cool.
It's not cool being lonely, not cool being cold.
Not cool being someone you wouldn't want to know.
Now my room stinks like shit,
I've been in here too long.
Saying "yes this is me,
your lyrics break through"
but I don't deserve the lines I relate to
That was stolen from a song.
I have no idea what I am doing, I needed you.
-J
>>36849820
One more night alone in my room
Listening to music I think makes me cool
It's not cool being lonely, not cool being cold
Not cool being someone you wouldn't want to know
Now my room stinks like shit
I've been in here too long
Dwelling on lines in other people's songs
Saying, "Yes, this is me
Your lyrics break through"
But I don't deserve the lines I relate to **
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PLkoX28KvsY
>>36849519
are you the D poster who wrote a message for the D that reads the d posts and pretends they're for him? if you are, then i thought about both of you yesterday.
TH,
>you will never know how to do this
RDG
Dear Dad,
Im sorry i didnt come and see you and im sorry you were the way you were. I wish i was old enough to try and help you then, but dont worry im turning out just how you wanted me to be, just like you.
Im sorry you drank yourself to death.
I love you, T
J,
Have you overdosed yet?
>>36849910
I have no idea what that means but yes, I usually do post to "d" I have no idea if he ever replies ?
D
i hope you suffer
K
>>36849813
how is it gay? I have a vagina
J,
I miss you terribly, every day. But this time, counting the days is going by faster. I can't wait to see you again, and never let you go.
I can't believe it all started in this place!
I don't know if you read these threads. I try to write you every time. I feel bad because it basically says the same thing every time
but honestly, I just want to have a letter here for you on the off chance you check these threads.
If you do, I guess you've seen me say that a million times.
You're amazing and I love you so much. Thank you for everything you do for me, thank you for being patient with me, and thank you for showing me your true self.
I'll be waiting for you, actually, I'll come to you soon!
Yours,
M
>>36850490
not the person i'm thinking of then
>>36850778
how do the "d" posts usually go?
along the lines of "i miss you yadda yadda"
>>36849306
D
What were you hoping I would write to you?
Love,
K
>>36850841
it was just a single post
why not send a message to your d directly?
>>36851129
he blocked me, kek. this is my only chance...
>>36851326
why did he block you?
>>36851011
I promise you that you're not her, she'd never visit 4chan. She hates it, nor would she ever even bother responding to me if she thought I was the one hoping she'd see me.
Basically what i'm saying is, I know you're not the person I'm thinking of. We had a relationship at one point, but on the off fucking chance you are her, my phone number is still the same.
Please call me. I'm nothing without at least your fucking friendship. Can't you at least give me that? I gave you everything I was. I miss you so much.
God fucking I know you're not her, fuck you, fuck off.
Fucking fuck!
I'm fucking pissed off. I'm so goddamn sick of life and more importantly I'm sick of people.
Every person I come in contact with is an irritating piece of shit. People putting on facades to seem like something they aren't are the worst. Just fucking die. Die and fuck right off, straight to hell.
Some fucking asteroid just please hit earth and shatter it in half. Some goddamn black hole should just appear out of nowhere and destroy all life on earth.
People are shit and none of them deserve to live.
>>36851438
never got a straight answer.
hes extremely autsist
>>36851669
Same feels anon. People are shit, myself included. You probably are too. Maybe the world will get nuked soon, we can only hope.
>>36849778
I'm not sure who you are. What's your initials? If you are that person, I've something to say.
My Russian Doll,
I don't care what you people want from me. Why do you want me to be a hunter? To try and fuck as many girls as possible? To not date a girl for more than a month...
If I can have you, the grey kitten, and if you want to stay with me beyond whatever is set up... I'm going to hold on to you. I'll never put you down. It'll be playtime all the time.
Darlin, I can make all your dreams come true. Remember when you told me how lucky you would be if you were my bride? Sure, you were just a little girl back then and you've grown a lot but so have I. More, I have become aware of the real world and it's you I want to wake up to from this dream.
Anything you want, I'll buy. Anywhere you want to go, I'll take you there. Anything you want that money can't buy... I will be the only one in the world capable of giving it to you.
I can make you a real world princess and the world is our kingdom. All I ask is your love and devotion. Tell me, how does it feel to have the most desirable man in the world in your pocket?
While I want everything from you... if our time together is to be short I will treasure it forever.
-
The White Cat
>>36852022
if you're an ex, self explanatory
You have been texting me non stop all day. Telling me how much you miss me, apologizing for everything, and telling you'll do anything to make things work again. I just don't know what to do. My dick says come over tonight but my brain says this probably won't end well.
Dear Fs;
I know that you are ostracizing me for being intelligent, educated and talented, unlike you are, and also for the fact that I remind too much of your idol, for having all kinds of murder fantasies of killing people who bring injustice to this world. I know that you do not want to have anything to do with me, after having seen my social media page, and my writings there, even if you idolize someone who killed a bunch of people for bringing injustice as well. I guess it is easy for you to idolize your idol as he is dead now, while it is necessary to keep away from someone who is still living, seeming to want doing similar things as your idol. Anyway, it is EXTREMELY HYPOCRITE behaviour. But that is what people mostly are, hypocrites, not even noticing the fact, as they are so blissfully unaware of the reasons for most of their behaviours.
But I do not really care anymore, as I have always been an outcast among the outcasts, just like your idol. You probably dislike me for that too, as it's making me too much like him, that's making you jealous. Also, by ostracizing me, you only bring me closer to him, by making me even more of an outcast among outcasts. Did you realize that?
But, I do not really care, like I said. I do not care about people that much. I've never been accepted into any communities or any circles, so what I am experiencing with you has happened multitude of times before. I do not fit in, as I am incapable of wanting to follow other people to that point, wanting to go my own way.
So I'll just concentrate into some nice things, like developing myself to utilize my talent, intelligence and education even better than before. Or studying your idol, my target of obsession, even more keenly than before, doing some nice things connected to him.
Well, that's about that. If there is someone among you not having anything against me, what I say obviously do not apply to you.
OAO
I'm so lonely guys. I try to stay positive, to think about what the future has in store for me but it's hard to do when I don't know if you're just fucking with me some more. For all I know, you/re just prepping me to be crucified.
Or if I'm pregnant... jesus fucking christ.
I see these segments about oil tycoons buy really stupid expensive shit like yachts, massive estates, throwing expensive birthday parties and I'm absolutely disgusted by it. I do not want to become someone like that. I just fucking don't.
Yes, I want a private 747 jet so I can travel the world with my ladies. I hate flying so much though. Like, I hate hate hate hate it but I like to travel. I think that's the only stupid-expensive thing I want to own.
As for my home... it has to be large enough to house 8 people right? I want us to have an art studio so we can all work... but I don't want a crazy huge mansion. I want it to be just big enough and humble enough for us all to live happy.
I want to go shopping with my girls all the time. I want us to pick out cute outfits for one another and fancy outfits to have shoots with. I have never actually been "shopping" before.
I don't want to be a rich spoiled asshole. I don't want to flaunt my fame and fortune. I don't want to look like a rich asshole... I don't I don't I don't.
So you're telling me you want me to let go of my morals and values?
To let go of the way I view love?
Why the fuck would I do that?
How I love is what defines me. I'm passionate, I'm romantic, and I'm loyal to my core. I don't just give a part of my heart when I love, I give everything I am to the person. When I love someone, it is unconditional. My love has saved souls.
Why do you want me to change all that I am?
s
yo, why did you have to lie. i mean yeah i lied to you but come on. i guess it balances out. one lie to me one lie to you, right? well, fuck. your lie turned my world upside down and i will never trust you or anyone ever again. im scared of this world now.
a
>>36851326
If someone blocks you it's for a reason dumbass, stop contacting them
What are you going to do to me in prison? Why am I going there?
Is this how it ends? why will you be taking me to prison though? Will I be going to the hospital from there? How long will I be in there for before being transferred for my surgeries? I don't want to go there it sounds sooooo booorrriinnnnggggg. Please don't make me go to prison. I'll die from fucking boredom.
I would rather go to the psychiatry hospital again... at least there the girls want to give me handjobs and cuddle me.
Seriously, if you put me in prison or a psychiatry hospital could you please give me an ipod with all my music? It doesn't have to have wi-fi, or games, or apps, or anything other than music on it. I need an ipod and a pair of headphones with excellent sound quality.
If I'm in the hospital I would like one of those wacom studios with all my music on it and photoshop cs5.
Don't make me suffer anymore please. I have suffered so much for so long. It's time, I think, for the good things to start happening.
please...
>>36854116
If you are talking about social media, people tend to block other people there not for a reason, or for an unacceptable reason, such as being fat, ugly, poor, black, asian, jewish, muslim, autistic, dumb, leftist, rightist, unemployd, handicapped, retarded, living in a wrong neighbourhood, not having many enough friends or followers, liking wrong kind of music, etc. People are basically acting like brainless brats in the social media.
Reality,
At first I'd wanted to write, "let me out", but I think I've figured it out.
Why I'm still here, that is, despite all the times I've wished for otherwise.
I still hate it here, true, but now I realise that I have a duty to fulfill, whether it be to soften the hardships faced by those who suffer at the hands of circumstance, or to save those who have fallen by the hand of evil. I may not be strong yet, but I will realize a capacity for compassion one day, and on that day I hope to find that it as infinite as the other worlds I wish so dearly to explore.
So, for now, my demanding prison, I will stay content and do what I can.
But know this; no matter how many times I die and am reborn, I will one day save this world from all that plagues it and move foreward.
Yours sincerely, Zen
>>36849765
Whatcha doin, R?
>>36851669
Trump's got you covered, my good goat
(Btw I'm one of those fags that put on fascades, I hate to say that I'm just too much of a coward to show off what I really am.)
>>36849780
I don't like social media that much as a medium of communication, but I guess it's better than nothing. I'll try to find a better way to talk to you.
>>36849778
It's fine. I won't then. Not on purpose anyways.
I unblocked you on Discord if you want to talk. Otherwise, this is goodbye then.
>>36854719
Sending her the message that one way or another will actually finally end everything
Who's this?
>>36855266
why does it have to be social media?
>>36855626
Because they're sneaky anons, sneaking under the pretense of love
>>36855626
Because I haven't seen you for months and there is no other way to talk.
>>36849237
Dear Joaquin,
Wanna play the rape game?
Sincerely,
nigger
i can't do this. i'm leaving. if you wanted me around you should have said something, i gave you ample opportunities. i can't do this one sided bullshit anymore
>>36853514
Wooo, hahahaha! Just notized I accidentally left my other nick "Filth remover" to be seen above my letter. Hahaha! No wonder no one replied.
Z
I was cruel. I used you. I'm sorry.
You were right, I was never going to leave S. I have a stable future there, and you can't offer me that.
I'm glad you got away from me. I'm toxic. You deserve better.
You were my best friend. I will remember you.
Maybe one day I'll come back for you.
A
Ryan,
You're delusional. You need help. You lost all the unconditional love you're ever going to find. Have fun trying to pay some other bitch for "love".
We'll see who's getting played then.
Love,
A dumb bitch who gave you 5.5 years of her life
Dear sam
Fuck you.
Signed, J.
How do I know if I made a mistake? How do I know if I should have chosen you?
i just sent you my entire diary of lewd thoughts and now i want to cry/die help sdlkfjsdkfjas;ldkjfadsklj ahh.
>>36857511
When they let you down, you'll know.
Dear S
I know you need the space and that I've been a real pain and a jerk, being so pushy and always hurting you.
But the last 2 (or 3??) days have been hard, it's hard to sleep, I'm scared of what's on the other-side of this week.
I don't know how I'll act or what I'll say if things go down that road, but I'll respect your decision.
I think about you all the time, I thought I did before, but it doesn't compare to now.
There's so much I want to talk to you about, like I'm trying my hand at art, although to be honest it's in an attempt to feel closer to you.
I hope things can go back to being normal, I love you.
-T.A
https://youtu.be/H8EzvK7gcyA
>muslim and not supposed to do any homosexual acts
M,
I really hate you, even tho i never really met you. I have a crush on you for some reason ffs why? I hate it so much, but i learnt to just pretend thati dont have the attraction and just live my lfe which is better.
OH FUCK WHILE IM WRITING THIS HE SUDDENLY SHOWED UP.
I dont know what to say but i get aroused almost everytime i see you ffffffssss
>>36857908
Sincerly, $
Christ how bad are my twitches/tremors/seizures getting at night?
I'm afraid of laying down to go to bed. I have them constantly now, well before I am even starting to fall asleep. Some last a couple seconds now too.
What is wrong with me? Why won't you tell me?
I don't know what I'm going to do if I were to share my bed. Would any girl want to sleep with me if I keep having seizures while snuggin?
>>36858184
That sounds awful, what does these sezuires feel like?
>>36858258
Like extremely intense, violent cold chills.
I know it's normal to have the occasional kick and the like while you're falling asleep but those are usually one limb and not very common. I have these a dozen times before I finally fall asleep and I will sometimes be woken up in a deep sleep by them.
I also sometimes get that "exploding head" shit too.
>>36858361
I assume you have already seen a doctor, did you? This doesnt sound normal or ok at all. Best wishes
babygirl
i'm a mess at the moment, everything I possibly could be doing wrong I've been doing. I fucked up so stupidly that I haven't even told anyone what I did, and it's gonna haunt me forever. I cried a bit the other night after what I had done and the only thing I could think of is how I want to be crying into your shoulder, but "i hate you" so how does that make any sense? I managed to convince myself that I didn't need you or want you or love you. I convinced myself that you deserve my wrath and I was fine with you feeling the way you did as a result, but lately my loneliness has been resurfacing as I realize just how empty my relationship with everyone else is.
you're not evil, I know what evil is now, you're just a victim, of course I've had this revelation before but I've discarded it again and again. you remind me of that demon of yours, with her small body, big horns and her constant state of pain, forming a defensive, destructive exterior after being locked away for so long.
why did you open my snap after so long? and why is your timing so perfect? just seeing your name at the top of that list once more made me break down, and the idea of crying on your shoulder flooded back into my mind. I suddenly want to see you again, but I think you hate me now, I think I'm the last person on this gay earth who you'd ever want to see, let alone embrace.
even if you don't contact me ever again, please forgive me.
You know that person who can make your day go from a 1 to a 10, and vice versa? The girl you're thinking of right now. The one who hurts you the most, and heals you the best. The one who has been the reason for your miserable days, weeks, months. That's who you are to me.
>>36859301
You've got to be a lesbian female. Only females leave out capitals and punctuation marks of their writing, as they know that men will like them for it, as men only want to fuck brainless airheads. Even you lesbians are mistaken to think that other women want to fuck you if you are appearing brainless airheads. That thought, that you are fuckable only if you're dumb as fuck, is stuck into even your skulls, through female socialization. It's amazing.
Dear self
I hate that have no time for myself anymore, I'm constantly working or spending time with my gf on my off days. She tells me I'm just stressing my self out, but I'm not, I can't enjoy life. I remember waking up early to play runescape or playing super smash with my neighbor. My childhood days were the best, I wish I was still there. I hate that work so much and have to spend to time with someone I love or else I'll be neglecting them, leaving myself to just live for others. I truly have grown to hate life, I think about killing myself often, but I don't want to because of the pain I'll cause my future wife. yep.
>>36855491
Im willing to talk
>>36849749
P.S. I dreamt about you again. It was a weird dream, and you tried to ignore me even there, but I still didn't want to wake up from it.
Dear R
I was the teachers aid in your freshman English class in high school. I probably looked like a real shit head with my autistic hair and big headphones and was always goofing off on the aids laptop.
I thought you were the most adorable thing. The dresses you would wear, the straw hat you sometimes had with you, it was the cutest thing. At first I thought you were really annoying during class discussion but ever though I disagreed with you I couldn't stop thinking about you.
Sorry for saying hi to to that one time in the plaza. It probably creeped you out a bit since I was two years older than you and we barely said anything to each other.
I still think about you for no reason and it confuses me but I hope you're doing well. You should be in your junior year now, hopefully you're doing ok. You always did a great job on all the work I graded.
J