tell us about your delusions
>>36816840
Hiw presumptiosuu
I'm being watched constantly. Cameras are everywhere, and all of my actions on and offline are being recorded.
I live a very boring life, the idea of someone watching me sounds boring. Moreover, I think someone's cataloging everything I do to use as a form of blackmail.
I know it's delusional, but I still can't help but feel watched pretty much all the time.
People often travel through time just to fuck with me. for example, my stepdad is a time traveling wizard biker who traveled through time and manipulated it so that he could give the same christmas gift 10 years in a row to another one of my relatives without anyone but him and his time traveling buddies knowing about it so they could laugh about it
>>36816840
the matrix is real
our bodies are used as batteries
why else would people be against someone like me committing suicide?
No delusions because I actually take my meds because I am not retarded
>>36817782
Wait feeling watched all the time makes you schizo? Fucking hell I look over my shoulder constantly or out of the corners of my eyes to check around me.
>>36817866
anti psychotics make people retarded
im retarded enough without them
i wont let myself live a bullshit non-life just to make other people happy. fuck that, i deserve to be happy too
>>36816840
Mfw I saved the ttred
>>36817936
>i deserve to be happy too
Then take your meds instead of living in some crzy delusional dream world
Does anyone else here feel like they can't understand language in depth or is this just my delusion
>>36816840
If I don't take meds, I start to think my thoughts are being broadcast aloud and people judge me for my thoughts so I have to focus my thoughts into a kind of telepathic white noise
>>36818035
No. That's not me. I can't let myself get tricked into doing something I don't want to do again. I'll find peace and happiness when I'm moments from death.
>>36818159
for me its take my meds or lose my NEETbucks and possibly become a ward of the state and lose my freedom and live in a psych ward for the rest of my life.
>>36816840
Have a bunch of signs of schizophrenia but don't have hallucinations or delusions
I just feel like I can't think at all and I'm disconnected from reality
>>36818246
depersonalization
orignales
>>36818085
Answer me!
originales
I think I'm schizotypal, but I'm not sure if that's what this is, I get delusional paranoia but I know it's that, and I just kind of sit on it in case it turns out to be right.
>think someone on the bus who looks sketch may try a chemical attack, take short breaths
>thought maybe people could read my thoughts as a kid
>suspect my mother may have poisoned my dinner, but eat it anyway because I'm not that crazy
>think everyone in public is staring and laughing at me
>think that my online activities are being logged in case I do something criminal so I could be scapegoated in the future
I ignore these thoughts because I can understand its just my mind trying to protect me but going a bit far in what to be careful of, so at least I feel ready for anything.
I also 100% buy into Alan Watts' image of the universe because I came into myself after some drug experimentation, it makes complete sense to me and makes me very happy so if it is a delusion I'll hang on to that one.
What aboutschizoids?
>>36818589
reporting in fellow trooper
I'm also >>36818403 so it would make sense that I could be schizotypal.
>>36817782
youre not special
kanker origineel
>>36816840
Has someone here ever had the feeling of having thoughts that don't belong to oneself? I had that once (it's some time ago now) but it was fucking weird. Already thought out thoughts popped up in my mind that felt like they weren't there before. I felt like I remembered the thoughts of another person. I freaked out and acted very anxious for the remainder of that day.
See shadowy figures in the corners of my eyes.
When I get "nervous", it feels like Im drowning in thick noise and reality becomes twisted/surreal.
I believe that other people can instantly spot that I'm weird.
But for the most part, my biggest problem is constant depression and strong need for isolation.
t. diagnosed schizotypal
>>36817873
No, it doesn't make you schizo. Difference between being paranoid and being utterly convinced that people are watching you at all times.
>>36818403
wtf I think and have thought very similar things. Didn't realize it was abnormal at all.
>>36818966
That's exactly what I though, I knew I had more of an imagination than others so I just attributed it to that. I also noticed my mum pointing out some odd things to watch out for, so that's a pointer.
I don't think it's really that detrimental, I just need to watch myself to make sure I don't fall down some self made rabbit hole, but I think I'm on top of that.
>>36818721
holy shit this is exactly what I've been experiencing.
I remember before I started seeing my psych, I would constantly feel like the people I'm with would have their thoughts inserted into my mind. I try to spend as much time alone as possible, but I'm not even safe from my parents or sister. It fucked me up to the point where I couldn't do anything because the thoughts being inserted were too overwhelming and I couldn't think straight. That is until I started taking Risperdal