I just masturbated, had an orgasm. It didn't feel good though, not during the wank or when i came. This may have something to do with me recently accepting Christ so i know this is something i should not do, i got 0 pleasure from the act. anyone else get this?
>>36794156
Honestly i feel the same
I hear sunday school songs when i start masturbating and it turns me off and makes me feel sad
idk if this is "god" or im just brainwashed
>>36794247
I don't know if god is real
I believe in a natural life force (procreating, sobriety, basic human goods) , but I can't put faith in something that I can't see
>>36794247
I am wondering what is going on aswell, it was the weirdest thing i felt. After i came i just started laughing at the ridiculousness of it, it felt like god was telling me this isn't what my orgasm is for XD.
>>36794274
Yeah I feel that also. Like i know its for procreation, and I do enjoy being horny and keeping my sexual energy, but is this god or my subconscious mind?
>>36794156
You've managed to delude yourself well enough that even oxytocin releasing in your brain upon orgasm can be ignored, congrats, you are now an official christcuck.
>>36794301
Thank you sir
Yours Originally