I'm scared to live through anymore stress
scared to end up in the hospital from failing to end my life with one stab to the neck or hanging. Aya was laughing saying the knife was blunt
i dont know how I can get a gun right now. There are certain things that restrict me from going to the store
like i said earlier starving puts off focus from the stress. but my limbs are aching all the time. It wont be long until I have another meltdown. living like this is terrible. dont know whats wrong with me. thinking about the server they made to humiliate me and how they were all using me to get laughs from the rooc server.I dont really know who to trust anymore. and i wake up with the worst feeling. just need a shotgun to end it. crying every second and i dont know why. must be because im fucked in the head like aya said. i hate lying down because it reminds me of the day he said those things to me
You need to eat something.
>>36781230
What is it about Aya that makes you look up to him so much?
love you remu
>>36781230
I'm going to start by saying what you are feeling is malnutrition. You need some food and proper sleep. Once you can obtain those the aching will go away. You don't need a gun, just be happy to have your friends who support you, dude. I'll be here whether or not you have a meltdown and shotguns are the worst way to end it. You can just forget Aya you have new friends now
>>36781230
starving really isn't good for your mental state, if you started eating properly that would help, I know it helps you cope but its only making things worse
earlier you said you were happy with your new friends, try to focus on that
You just need to play some video games!
>>36781732
Listen to this anon, Remilia. You need food & sleep.
>>36781230
I'm gonna have to agree with the others here. You need to eat something. Pretty much anything will do. Believe me you don't want to try and end it with a knife or rope, if you don't do it right or get discovered you could wind up maimed in someway and you'll be put on 24 hours watch to make sure you don't try to hurt yourself again. I'm gonna try and give some normie advice here, but maybe try and incorporate some light exercise (push ups, sit ups, run in place) for 20 minutes of your day, just to get yourself moving a little bit. And as another anon pointed out, you now have other friends who are here to support you. Aya's just a big dumbhead. You got me and mioposter and everyone else in the chat. We'll work through this senpai.
cute! cute! cute!
you need something cute to help you
>>36781230
pls rember that wen u feel scare or frigten
never forget ttimes wen u feeled happy
wen day is dark alway rember happy dayBe calm
i wish i knew how to help but i hope everything works out for you friend
>>36781230
We all need to save rem
please don't die rem
these threads are the only reason i come to arcanine anymore
>>36781230
>There are certain things that restrict me from going to the store
Clarify.
What exactly is stopping you.
>>36782139
Health and i have a record of things to prevent me from buying a gun
>>36782172
i asked you once if you had been in a psych ward/ had a felony and you said no to both, what else is stopping you from getting a gun?
>>36782059
Post tits, that might cheer him up
>>36782220
I didnt want to answer any of those honestly
>>36782249
Oh well if you can't get a gun legally you are honestly probably fucked on that route.
Rem you need to get some serious help, and please do eat
>>36781230
DO it make a slam bang shotgun
>>36782468
If you're talking about what I think you're talking, I'm pretty sure those things still require ammo.
I LOVE REMILIA
Who is Rem and how do I enter his discord?
I want to make him feel better
>>36781230
what the fuck is this autistic shit
please dont ever post remilia ever again
>>36783087
be nice to the rem
>>36783061
Here send cock picz plz Rem#1843
So I have an ultimatum. Rem and Aya have a herd of nigger cattle, they're nigger cattle herders. They've got this big fucking herd of nigger cattle. So that's what Rem and Aya got, and I got a space alien. So, here's my ultimatum: you can live in hell, with your herd of nigger cattle, or you can put me in charge of the Space Alien Temple.