Ayas right im useless afraid to do any change I cant change so

Honestly I'm getting real fucking sick of Aya saying this shit to you
Aya needs to be stopped

>>36742868
i dont know anymore
..what to think
sorry

my bodys been getting number
hands are starting to feel like needles moving around inside
im annoying to Aya
and made a bad reputation for him.
i dont really know what to think about anymore
im too scared to wake up the next day and cry all morning
i hate this

none of what i say matters
i just know that usually the same people read
im getting more anxiety, i just wish i was dead already
it hurts inside me to live
shimo said not to bother anyone
so i'll just post my feelings here

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you sound like a very nice person
I think you should try getting a new friend
I would offer to be friends but I'm too much of a coward for relationships

>>36742721
>should I really die?
Whatever it takes to get you to stop shitting up this board with these incessant blogposting threads. At least have the decency to name/tripfag so I can filter your cancerous ass.

>>36743060
i dont know what to think anymore
youre probably making fun of me
but thanks

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>>36743149
I'm not
have you considered therapy or medications?

>>36743188
Ive been to therapy many times before
but could never solve my problems with any of them.
my friend said taking some other antidepressants will fight off ptsd for me. might try some of what he mentioned

>>36742721
FUCK OFF
FUCK YOU
I HATE YOU
GET OFF THIS BOARD
FUCK
YOU

>>36742721
How do your get a person that hates you to be your friend? I have anxiety and I hyperfocus on details and I eventually think alot of people hate me. Had to ask some one today my paranoia spikes sometimes.

>>36743235
you dont hate me
we dont even know each other

Rem can you talk to me?

>>36743270
Hello anon how are you doing this night

>>36743252
stop making your shitty threads every 3 hours
atleast trop so I can filter it
It's really annoying
r9k isn't your personal IRC

>>36743301
*trip
originaovm

>>36743301
Nah, I'll do what i want
you seem to misunderstand what this board is about

>>36742721
I don't understand. You people all seem to know each other and communicate with each other outside of r9k. Why not keep it there. Do you want attention or something?

>>36743322
nope, I dont
I'll post it here because it makes me feel better instead of letting my feelings out in discord

>>36743285
No, can you talk to me on discord rem?

>>36743373
what is your discord then anon

>>36743346
Just write it down in a journal you fucking fag

>>36743385
nope, journals arent my thing

>>36743381
Here you go Rem#1843

>>36743394
Being a fucking FAGGOT who cries for attention like a baby is your thing. I seriously wish you would kill. Yourself.

>>36742721
wtf is wrong with you. That's the third thread in 12 hours.
You're saying the same shit as you've said all those 3 times.
Terrifying

>>36743431
i dont know if i can do that right now

>>36743433
It's really pissing me off

>>36743442
You can do it if you believe in yourself. Just swallow bleach. FAGGGGGGGGG

>>36743415
You have me on your other discord

send aya a shovel dog gif and aya will grovel and be buttmad

>>36743950
fuck you shnozz
bite my dick

>>36742721
That's a very cute picture.

>>36744116
Ikr? I just made it my phone wallpaper.

>>36744162
Rem's 10 inch cock is my phone/PC/house wallpaper