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I want to be a girl.
I have since I was little. I'm never going to feel right or be happy with myself. No matter how well I take care of my body, or how "handsome" I look, I'm always going to be this out-of-place person. I look in the mirror at myself and all I see is an awkward, meaningless growth. Like a fat mushroom growing out of a brick wall.
When I was 14 I realized it was already too late to ever pass as a woman and started wanting to kill myself over it, but I settled for putting cuts all over my legs (first with the saw blade of a swiss army knife, then later with a razor) and venting over the internet.
I stopped thinking about it for a while once I started having to worry about real issues, but it comes back in episodes.
Venting here anonymously because no one would ever volunteer to hear this gross shit. It's an issue that's impossible to resolve, I should just forget about it.
I don't even think I'll put it in my suicide note, even though it will probably be the main contributing problem.
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you can still be a qt trap or a qt gay boi :) there is always hope if you put enough effort in it :))
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>>36727977
traps are gay boys
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>>36728137
yep but more feminine than usual gays :)
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>>36727875
at 14 it definitely wasn't too late. It's still not too late if you really want it. but it sounds like you just want to be treated like a woman and get the perks.
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me too, but only because they live life on easy mode
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>>36728642
I was already 6'3" with shoulders as broad as they are now. If you see a woman that looks like that and think "yes, that's a normal person" you're very nice i guess.
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>>36727875
>>36728642
Then simply become a qt gay boi ;ppp
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>>36729182
Goodbye underage :)
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>>36729227
nah we good
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>>36729227
you'd better delete your post before mods find it tho....
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>>36729428
you're probably right. but seriously im 5'1"
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>>36729186
how can i be a qt gay boy when my hairs falling out
i feel exactly the same as OP, couldn't have said it better myself
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>>36729474
well wanna be a qt trap ? ;p
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>>36727875
If you think transitioning will help then you've got a surprise in store for you lmao. Imagine what it's gonna feel like when you have your dick mutilated and are actually an impostor in your body
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>>36729528
no, i dont want to become a trap
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>>36729704
gay maybe ? :)) Or are you a roastie-lover ?
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>>36729758
Im neither of those things nor will I ever be. There is a reason Im called "The Pussy Destroyer".
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>>36729839
Then GTFO
;c
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>>36729882
What? Is there a rule that I need to be gay or something to be on this thread?
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