What was the Black Pill that irreverisbly changed your life, r9k?
>>36727470
Fuck off
HURRRRR BLACK PILL RED PILL BLUE PILL
Shut the fuck up, you're not in the matrix.
>>36727506
Bluepill as fuck
I had a chick try to get pregnant from me because I made a decent check . She admitted to it afterward and everything. I already had trust issues and that just cemented them for life.
That was literally the only time in my life a woman had shown interest in me. I Will never trust a woman.
>>36727470
Humans only live to reproduce and keep up the status quo and that's it.
>>36727470
All cute girls get raped when they drink have fun or friends
>>36727531
I don't need some retarded metaphor to recognize bitter truths.
>>36727470
That your personal problems don't really matter that much in the grand scheme, and complaining online only makes it worse sadly
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>>36727470
>being upset about the society
>thus becoming nihilistic and falling into the deepest pit of depression
>then understanding that truly nothing matters, everything's a meme and everything will be okay in the inevitable end of the universe
>therefore transcending the black pill
I still get sad and despondent sometimes, but I'm only human.
>>36727470
>Black Pill
Realizing that the people peddling the belief that nihilism is equivalent to enlightenment don't actually believe that themselves
Finally realized that I have no friends and never will
And not to worry about it because I'm stupid and everyone hates me anyway . And the problem is me anyway and I was over thinking
>>36727470
Watching Jordon B. Peterson's lectures, and learning about self improvement and introspection. As well as taking responsibilities for your actions, rather than autistically screeching.
>>36727506
wow looks like you took the blue pill lol
lol
>>36727470
theres no such thing as soul, conscience or free will. Your life is all determined by your genes for the good or for the bad and theres nothing you can do to change that no matter if you try/believe it or not.
>>36727470
islam is one true religion and black people aren't inferior to anyone
>>36727506
>you're not in the matrix
not anymore we're not
>>36727470
Realizing the only way I'll achieve success is creating something spectacular, and that it's easier than I initially thought.
>>36730132
are you really as small and skeletal as your trip suggests?
>>36730292yes I truly am
How you are treated by others in social situations, work, school, etc... depends on 3 major factors:
>How you carry yourself (posture, tone, how fast/slow you talk, how you walk, mannerisms, self-esteem, body language)
>Status (class, money, title, race, etc...)
>Physical features (tall, shredded, skelly, eye color, facial features, body type)
If you are a shredded chef at wendy's making $150,000 a year but conduct yourself like a social inept r9k stereotypical autist: you will be bashed down a few points from your full potential. Vice versa for all 3.
i took the epic pill :DDD
>>36727757
no you're above all that
removed from such filth by your crystal clear reasoning capabilities and superior intellect
shiggy diggy fuck yourself
I was tricked into believing I should have standards
And now even though I become more and more indfferent, I cling onto principles that only make enjoy life less
>>36727589
Wow. That's some heavy shit. Can you provide more details. Did her conscious kick in eventually? Was she even attractive?
>>36727470
Black cock is the true black pill. Me, my girlfriend, and her son all love it!
>>36727470
Myself.
I will never be happy or content in society.
Every single thing I have ever been told about life is a fucking lie.
I'm going to leave this world and live in the woods an eternal wanderer until God finally pities me enough to kill me.
Flat is justice. nufsaid
>>36727470
hormone replacement therapy
unsurprisingly unoriginal
>>36727589
Literally what? You people are sorry excuse for men. Youre upset because a woman wanted to be financially secure with you? Theyve gotta be putting estrogen in the water
>>36731050
Flat is my life 'cause justice is right.
African wombs were created to accommodate european seed
>>36732333
kill yourself cuck. origini
there is only one life and i wasted my best years on being a fat virgin
>>36732333
Sounds like that's -all- she wanted. Not even attracted to the guy himself, but the money he made. That's gold-digging-whore material, not wife material.
>>36727470
All humans are absolute filth that will obstruct anything positive I or anyone else ever tries to do, so until the vast majority of them are exterminated, it's pointless to do literally anything.
>>36732333
>roastie getting toasty we don't want to be her beta provider in a loveless relationship
Your flaps are not that valuble.
>>36727589
>in his underwear and still HOT AS FUCK, gotta use a fan
Fuck summer.
When I learned how to grow magic mushrooms, took my (very low, even for a first time grower) entire yield of 12g of them dried, then later on, spent literally 5 hours in the fetal position watching a looping gif of my waifu and listening to mama cass while reliving my abusive childhood, crying, feeling sorry for myself, grappling with existential dread, and ultimately taking a scalding hot shower.
No real lesson learned, lads. I just reached a low point, and it made me more appreciative of the reality I live in, as opposed to the hell that is confronting my own thoughts and emotions.
>>36728059
To believe in nihilism is to threaten your family for all their money and kill them if they don't comply, then buy and use drugs until you die.
Nihilism isn't something you can be selective with. Either nothing matters, or something matters.
So many can reason for it, but all who truly take it to heart won't be around much longer. As such we humans have not evolved to favor that worldview.
>>36727713
ITT: College initiation day
Finally got a GF, and she walked all over me for a few years and then cheated on me. At least I wasn't cuck enough to not dump her for it, but she got back by spreading a bunch of bullshit and convincing almost everybody we knew that I was some kind of abusive scumbag. The whole saga pretty much killed relationships for me.
She also had big boobs (and real ones, not fat chick big boobs) and they weren't all that great, more trouble than they were worth really, so I got the same pill as >>36731050 as well.
Realizing the Reddit is less toxic than 4chan and that by interacting with normies there I can become a normie myself.
Activated Charcoal Pills? I know Anon... once you go black you never go back.
>>36727470
That my own personal perception is the only reason why the world exists, my eyes and my eyes only are reality, for everyone else is meaningless. I make my world because only my laws apply
For the anon asking how you transcend nihilism.. here is you answer.
>>36730094
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>>36733545
you should stay there nigger
Looks are 9/10ths of finding love, personality is 1/10th
>>36727470
when i had realized tht society today prevented me from having sex as easily than if i was born before teachnology with screens
>>36730809
I wish you luck on the path my friend. I don't think some of us were meant to be here, we will never belong. Drifting is all we can do.
>>36733403
they're best done outdoors, in nature, probably why youd had a bad time
Determinism. People say this is just a defence mechanism for being a lazy neet but I disagree.
Everything is just a result of an infinite number of uncontrollable reactions. Biology and Neurobiology is a purely mechanical structure that binds to other mechanical structures.
Normies will disagree because it renders their achievements invalid. They want to feel like they truly did something to deserve them.
If girls don't want to have sex with you it's because you don't have the right genetics. And if you're a loser neet it's because you have inferior brain wiring that causes you social or motivational problems. The same works the other way.
>>36727984
This is honestly me right now. Literally everything in life amuses me. Saying everything is a meme is a good way to put it.
I still have not transcended my rage against normies though. Normies still have the power to send me into a spasm of autistic rage with their bullshit. REEEEEE
>>36729473
I'll be your friend if you be my therapist
You now have to be a normie just to get a job at McDonalds.
>http://fortune.com/2017/04/07/mcdonalds-snapchat-jobs/
Acid aka LSD aka L
>>36729522
DEFINITELY
also reading his booklist
>>36730094
>theres no such thing as soul
Try again.
And no, I'm not religious.
>>36733484
Wrong. Nothing matters ultimately. That is all nihilism is.
Things do matter to me. I don't matter, but things in my life matter to me.
And the situation you give implies that pleasure is a meaningful thing to seek. If you really wanna interpret it that way...you wouldn't threaten anyone. You'd just sit and exist because thats all that can be. Why stop existing? It doesn't matter. Why threaten your family for money for drugs? The pleasure they bring won't matter. Why not simply lie still and do absolutely nothing? There's no purpose to anything ever anyways right?
Nihilism just says the objectively there can be no ultimate meaning. Its really more of a logical absolute than a belief. As much a belief as is 1=1.
the cold realities of the sexual marketplace and how hypergamy and things like this really do run the show, and just generally how few people are actually exceptional in any way, especially in a generalized sense.
>Have a drunken argument with long-term girlfriend on new years eve.
>She wants a commitment from me. Marriage. Kids. The whole shebang.
>Tell her I have no desire to have children.
>Leads to a break
>A month later she says she misses me.
>Start reconnecting. Hang out all the time. No sex because she want me to commit to her first before she will put out again.
>Enjoy being around her. All around great girl. Start rethinking my stance on marriage.
>She's staying over one night and asleep. I hear my phone notification go off. Sounds far away.
>Can't find my phone. Decide to try to call it with her phone.
>Try to guess her code since she is sleeping peacefully.
>Get it on the first try.
>Opens up immediately to WhatsApp.
>Find out she has been cheating on me since October... Apparently messaged the guy from my place earlier that night.
>Gathered her things, woke her up at midnight and kicked her out.
The kicker. We were starting to talk to each other again around early February. On Valentines day, she sent me two videos of her shaking her ass while wearing a thong. She asked me which one I liked better. Seemed like an odd question to me at the time, but whatever. As I was going through her WhatsApp conversation, I had a strange thought and scrolled up to February 14th. The video I said was better was there.
>>36735182
I fucking hate this world.
Sorry that happened to you, anon.
The inevitability of artificial intelligence and the consequent extinction of humanity.
>>36730668
It's a very long story,, and I don't feel like typing it out. Maybe someday.
She wasn't very attractive. I figured why the hell not, though? When I went to put on a condom she stopped me. After arguing with her about it, I ended up with blue balls and a strong suspicion.
A few months later I see her again (we lived about 5 hours apart and she was a friend of a friend). I confronted her about it, and she confessed that she was trying to have a kid, she wouldn't say why though, even when pressed.
I then prevented her suicide later that night and refused her repeated sexual advances. I retarded? You just told me you are trying to get pregnant and don't care about my opinion on the topic, and you think I'm gonna put my weiner anywhere near you?
Last I heard she was in a mental hospital on the other side of the country. This was all 6 years ago now.
That's the short short version of how I almost lost my virginity.
>>36735182
Oh my fucking God
Literally oh my fucking God
I am beyond done
>>36735286
ok Sam, calm down
>>36735214
Thanks. It wasn't a good day. Earlier my mom got in touch with me to say that our dog was getting sick and they are going to have him put down soon. The old bastard made it to 17. Later, this happened... I decided to cry over the dog instead of the girl. At least he was loyal.
>>36735453
Which Sam are you talking about? I don't get it.
Accountability. We can't blame the jews and blacks for everything
>>36735486
sam harris lol he talks about that concept all the time, my bad, just a shit joke
>>36735474
my god... I just realized that my life is a country song...
>>36727470
My parents telling me that I have to be nice with everyone instead of looking to eat the world and being ambitious.
>>36727470
>What was the Black Pill that irreverisbly changed your life, r9k?
Your life trajectory is pretty much set before you have been born and thereafter you have three opportunities to redeem yourself: kindergarden, as a 12-13 year old, and then when you turn 18-19.
If you haven't fixed your trajectory by the time you hit 20, you never will.
t. 30-year old
>>36735182
;_;
n-no
I really want this to be a made up story
but the terrifying reality is that even if this story is made up, it still happens all the time.
>>36735486
lurk more redditfag. origini
>>36735583
i think this is true but not as a concrete rule...it's more like, if you don't hit some kind of focused stride directly out of high school, you're always going to be clawing your way back up a mountain, and the reality is that 99% of people will just give up when faced with that task.
>>36735593
>I really want
you to kill yourself
>>36735671
>the reality is that 99% of people will just give up when faced with that task
Yeah but I don't know any heroes. I sure as shit am not one.
your entire perspective of reality on a base level is formed in large part by the way you were treated by people around you when you were young and conclusions you drew about the world and other people as a child, you could subconsciously cling to certain beliefs that seem entirely normal but are really just imprinted insanity from your crazy uncle giving you bad advice one time or something.
in order to better yourself you have to analyze and tear down the window that is your perspective and reassemble reality minus as much of that personal crud as humanly possible
>>36727470
Seeing chad literally raping a drunk girl and then the drunk girl saying next week that she totally wanted it and that it wasn't rape
I mean, she couldn't even get up, chad took to her dorm and fucked her
your personality and genetics are sort of like stats in an RPG where maximizing your build is the only way to be effective at high-tier content: being born with the traits that your average robot has is like dumping all of your points into shitty attributes and there is no re-rolling
>The reality that you think you know is a construct that is absolutely subject to shattering.
That was a while ago and a lot more dramatic, though.
biggest black pill to swallow is that the vast majority of people are functional and normal or at the very least are capable of LARPing as a functional and normal person, and robots are truly the fucked up ones.
>>36727470
That no matter what i do, or how impartial i am, minorities are going to hate me for being white. So i might as well do whatever the fuck i want.
>>36727470
losing the last person I truly loved to heroin
>>36737356
Are you a virgin? If not, you should leave.
Genetics are primary is success, hard work is secondary.
Society is stratified by genetic ability.
Achievements in any job are mediated by g, the general intelligence factor, which is 80% heritable.
Looks are extremely important to relationship success.
Happiness and wealth are partly heritable. (40%)
That death is ultimate and you could die of sudden heart failure at any moment.
>>36737578
Don't you dare post Kant next to your horribly stupid opinions.
That most people if not all people have a demon inside them. Whether they realize it or not.
Also some life is completely meaningless.
>>36737840
Nothing I said is "opinion". Everything I stated is backed by scientific studies.
>Most variance in performance explained by things other than practice
http://journal.frontiersin.org/article/10.3389/fpsyg.2014.00751/full
>g factor is best predictor of job success, especially for complex jobs
https://80000hours.org/2013/05/intelligence-matters-more-than-you-think-for-career-success/
>IQ (and g) is highly heritable
Research in the field of behavioral genetics has established that the construct of g is highly heritable.
Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/G_factor_(psychometrics)
>Looks are important to relationships. More so than personality
http://www.livescience.com/58607-mens-looks-may-matter-more-than-personality.html
>Happiness is partially heritable(33%)
https://papers.ssrn.com/sol3/papers.cfm?abstract_id=1553633
The last one is income, but I'll leave that one to you.
>>36738142
Is that movie any good?he asked originally
>>36738625
yeah soundtrack is good and the movie is depressing as fuck
solid 8.5/10
bit cheesy at the start but give it a chance
>>36738647
Thanks anon, I give it a shot
>>36735182
>some random normie fell for the pussy meme
wow holy shit you're pathetic
i am the person to blame for my own problems
>>36735381
Ya did good bot.