Is there something wrong with me r9k
Today just barely thinking of what Aya said to me brings me close to a breakdown
I can't help but cry. I feel better if I try to forget who I am and how worthless my being is.
I hate waking up with these feelings.
my psychiatrist said he can't diagnose me with anything. What should I do to stop the panic attacks
Stop making these threads, they are only aggravating the situation.
What do you mean your psychiatrist said he can't diagnose you with anything?
>>36709108
Posting on an imageboard with no identity makes me feel better instead of trying to bother people on my friends list
>What do you mean your psychiatrist said he can't diagnose you with anything?
He can't find anything to diagnose me with
>>36709159
>He can't find anything to diagnose me with
Either you aren't being honest with him or your psychiatrist is a moron, consider finding someone different to go to.
>>36709064
bumping for Rem
can i be your friend, OP? It's ok if you say no.
>>36709064
>Is there something wrong with me r9k
yes, you haven't killed yourself yet
>>36709197
I went to another one also
but she can't diagnose me with anything either
but did put me on prozac as a trial
>>36709229
sure, Rem#1843
>>36709237
im sorry
Im too scared to mess it up
and too weak to bear the pain
I need a gun
>>36709064
I really don't know but I think if you got proper closure from Aya that could help
in the thread last night it looked like he was being pretty cold and didn't give you a proper goodbye, maybe it would help if you could get one somehow idkprobably don't try to message him tho
also it's always possible he might want to re add you some day
>>36709283
thanks
but dont be nice to me
or bring up any of that
its going to make me cry
>>36709310
:(
I think you'll slowly start to forget about Aya and not care about all this as much, there isn't gonna be a solution to stop feeling this way instantly, you just have to wait
>>36709345
I hope it ends soon
nobody can help me
i hate having these mental spells of mine
they are killing me
whenever i lay on the bed i remember crying from yesterday
so i just got rid it
>>36709395
going to therapy is a good first step
pls don't kys, it really isn't worth it just because of some dummy on the internet
I know how hard this can be but trust me it isn't forever
>>36709445
its the internet
but we are still people
I think hes right
thats why I want to die
im sorry
i dont want to really keep saying these things over again in my discord
but its painful
>>36709527
if talking with Aya made you feel like you're worthless he really wasn't a good friend
Having him out of your life for good is the best thing that could've happened, even if it doesn't seem like it
I doubt he meant it if he said you were worthless, it was probably just in the heat of the moment if he was annoyed or something
and there are a lot of anons that seem to really care about you, so you aren't worthless to them
If anything worries you, stop thinking about it.
If anyone bothers you, stop talking to them.
Sometimes, facing your problems head on is the wrong way to fix them. Running away is fine.