How do you live with depression?

>>36692694
i dont
i just continue to exist

>>36692694
fantasize about killing myself nearly 24/7 to cope

also lots of weed

The living part is the problem.

>>36692694
by not caring I let it fester so badly that when people I know die, I don't even stop what i'm doing when i hear about it or even bother going to their funeral

>>36692694
Extremely painfully. Either fantasizing about suicide, or about a deus ex machina that one day will suddenly solve my biggest problems.

I dont think I'm depressed. I have a total lack of emotion now, I don't feel sad, I dont feel anything anymore. I don't really care. I just am. I only feel emptier, but that's just how it works, right?

>>36692694
For me I do many small tasks that need to be done, like go grocery shopping, cleaning my apartment, taking out the trash etc.

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>>36692882
i feel like this for about 10 years now

>>36692694

Usually untill your suicidal thoughts turn into suicidal actions.

>>36692882
that's still depression

Personally... sex (might be tricky for some on here), drugs (opiates are my choice) and alcohol

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Evolutionary_approaches_to_depression

>>36692709
Filthy peasant, real men go hard mode no drugs/alcohol

>>36692694
only the late 80s and early 2000s make me happy

i sit in my apartment all day reliving better times by myself because no one else shares interests

I keep hoping for the world as we know it to end.