OCD General

> compulsively overtaking people walking at ANY pace in front of me (also known as the 'virgin walk'
> washing my hands after I eat anything, even if I use cutlery, now my skin is dry as fuck and feels like sandpaper.
> Way too much focus on using specific fingers to touch anything when I know some of my fingers are dirty.

>>36677410
got damn it I didn't close THE FUCKING PARENTHESES

>>36677410
>now my skin is dry as fuck and feels like sandpaper
I know that feel. I live in Georgia so the air is humid this time of year, but during the winter my hands start to bleed from getting so dry and cuts form on my knuckles. It hurts to move my fingers during the winter

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>my neck has been fucked for the past year, sounds like a gravel mixer when I turn it, feels like it needs to crack constantly, because I won't stop wrenching it around after one time where I felt I needed to crack it but couldn't
>have to touch the corners of anything that's a sharp corner, feel like it's gonna stab my eye
>have to touch things evenly on both sides of my body
>have to repeat certain phrases to feel safe
>hop into bed, immediately unsure if I set alarms/wrote stuff down/put everything in its right place for the next day, ponder for like 20 minutes whether I should just risk it and sleep or get up and fix it all even though I know that I've checked it all once or twice and know it's all there

j u s t

>>36677304
Pure-O reporting in. Fighting it only makes it stronger. Every day I pray for a swift death. It never fucking ends. I keep telling it no, but it feeds from that.

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>>36677529
>grab a Pepsi from the fridge, close the door and go to my room
>start wondering if I closed the door all the way
>start pondering if I should just go and check or stay in my chair
>fuck it I'll just go and check
>open and close the fridge door again
>start to go back to my room
>did I close the door all the way that time or will all my food spoil overnight
It never ends does it?

>>36677597
Dude just get meds lmao

>>36677761
I'm already on everything from abilify to zyprexa. The ocd will reign supreme every time.