What are you supposed to do when you realize that you'll never be happy
I don't know, I'm thinking about that recently. I think I can't change myself because I've been years trying it and it doesn't work. It even gets worst.
I still think that with time things can change but I'm starting to lose hope.
Try to simplify your life, be a decent and good person and try to enjoy the few things you like.
Wait it out, or check out early. I'm not sure what i'll do, but i've got about a year and a half to decide
personally I take solace in the fact that my life isn't actual hell, and at least I get to look at cool shit online
meditation is also good for "resetting" the waves of depression that show up every now again
after long enough, life stops being happy/unhappy, life becomes motion and repose.
Accept that you will never have a girlfriend or any friends and society will always think you're weird, and then spend all your free time pursuing activities that interest you
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Honestly there isn't any point.
Life already has very little going for it, and when you finally realize you'll never achieve your own happiness you basically realize there's absolutely no point to living.
There's also no point in killing yourself either.
At this point you just live.
You live out your meaningless existence of unhappiness until you die and anyone that possibly could forgets about you.