Have you reflected on a point in your past where not everything

There wasn't a single part of my life where I didn't feel miserable. I was an unhappy kid who grew into an unhappy teen who grew into an unhappy adult.

I think 18-19 was the turning point for me. It gradually went downhill with mental problems and alienating people from that point. What sucks is I was so fucking successful socially. I was like a magnet on people, then everything withered I to nothing.

probably before puberty. maybe when i was like 10-11

I cant imagine being happy before than.

I was actually attractive and well liked by peers until 19-20

That'd be too long ago

Only thing I'd recall was the dread about grades and what my parents would think about my future back then.

I look better just could use some arm muscle that's all

>>36616617
Yep, OP here, I was stronger back then. Was doing boxing and gym at the same time.

Remeber looking at facebook, lots of pretty girls that I knew and that motivated me......I don't get what happened.