I HAVE A CONFESSION

Anon's first manly inpulse

I had a demolition man tier vr experience of just holding this woman's sad drained form.

Smelling her hair, squeezing her soft body, tenderly rubbing her shoulders.

Usually this thing makes me uncomfortable but my mine loopholed it into a causation. Like applying something out of generosity, not romance.

Maybe its because ive never been the...target of someone's needs before in a way like that.

Is this how normalfags feel about intimacy?


Is this how you feel?
What you crave?

This is alien to me.
And kind of distracting.

I dont like it

>>36609200
I didnt want to say it.
But it would truth in saying the emotion felt fatherly.

She seemed like a lost kid in a way.

But even for an adult.
Being in a foreign country at risk of being stranded in a confusing loud and fast place is terrifying when you're alone and inequipped.

She went from being nervously perplexed to on the verge of tears in like 4 seconds.

My first emotion was wtf did I just walk into, like having a doll made of wet pasta thrown in my lap.

Has this ever happened to any else as emotionally bald?

No one on the planet actually knows just how emphatically atrophied I am

I won't know how bad it is until I see someone die right in front of me.

That is the test

If I feel nothing to the extent I have to "think" about my reaction, I will know.

Great.
It has mutated.

I now picture lesser people sad and helpless while I fight an urge to smell and protect them.

I am going to fucking murder whatever coded my programming.

>>36609455
>If I actually had a positive interaction with women, then maybe I wouldn't be here, but I have always known I was ugly, ever since elementary school. I have a fucking imaginary girlfriend. Let that shit sink in.

I dont know what your post is
I can only salvage my interpretation.

I never kissed anyone.
But for some reason I can recall the smell of the feeling of what (almost) being kissed is like.

That is cryptic.

Uh.

It smells like a girls breath but through her nose.

You smell her nose breath.

I can't explain it.

I don't think I want to

>>36609525
I was in the index and I posted in the wrong thread.

You can look here >>36609223 for context

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>>36609577
>I posted in the wrong thread.

>>36609459
>I am going to fucking murder whatever coded my programming.
haha now the murdering tendencies are taking over, good, good
just as coded

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>>36609128
Sexual arousal? If so welcome to one of the most damaging fetish's possible, enjoy your stay

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Jesus Christ, reading these posts is a mindfuck. Who the types like that? Is OP foreign, crazy, or actually retarded?

Place your bets folks.

>>36609128
Congrats, you just woke up to the bullshit "robot" persona you've been pretending to be.

Turns out you were human like the rest of us after all.

Don't that suck lemons, little man.

>>36609769
>not slightly insane after decades of maladjustment
why don't you tell us why you think you deserve to go to hell. we all know it, but it would be fascinating to hear your perspective too

>>36609271
Why are your paragraphs in stanza's and shit?

>>36609713
i talked to a girl on okcupid one time who wanted me to make her cry because it was the only way she could get off. but i didn't know what to say, so i just said stuff like "your nose is too big".

many men do experience arousal when faced with a crying woman, i think it's something to do with just how vulnerable she is in that moment, it's very intimate

i had a conversation about this once with some drunk normies at a party and several of the men admitted to popping a boner when their girlfriend was crying about something

>>36609713
No.
No brok sloots.

This was a woman.
Probably one of a good amount of mirth in a exponentially worsening situation who really needed some help in a city of assholes

>>36609832
>>36609769
>too strange for /new9k/

I miss the gentleman times.
I wasnt seen as eccentric then.

Why do people accuse my sober thoughts as off putting?
Please, are you capable of articulating an analysis so that I might understand what is so odd?

>>36609789
>"robot" persona
I am not a robot

>>36610035
You forgot that a successful OP post on /r9k/ uses greentext.
Still interesting story, wannabe consensual-rapist.

>>36610092
>wannabe consensual-rapist.
This is mno.