>be at hospital visiting grandpa
>learn how to take care of him when he gets out
>three doctors have a meeting with grandma
>let her know he's being discharged monday
>qt doctor keeps staring at me during meetingshe probably thought I was fucking ugly but whatever
>>36568904
Fucking terrible. My mother died yesterday after a one year struggle against cancer although she was only 46. I can't do anything except crying
>>36569544
I'm real sorry to hear that anon. Hope you feel better soon
>>36569658
Thanks for the kind words but I don't think I'll be better soon. I'm really bad at moving on
>>36569544
That saddens me to hear, but just think what she would want you to do. I know its easier said than done, but she would want you to move on and not feel bad. She wants you to live and love life. Get off of 4chan and go enjoy this beautiful earth we live it, discover some of its wonders and sights!
At school pooping. My poop schedule is off today.
>>36569738
I've had that train of thought as well. Only made me feel worse because I'm not doing it. One of the last things she said to me was that she hasn't given up on me and I really want to honor that by doing something with my life. Back to crying I guess
>work for custom order woodworking company
>mind my shit when boss shows up with a 7/10qt
>is a practicant
>supposed to show her around
>tfw you're socially autistic
>think fuck it and try not to sperg out
>Show her my current project and let her try some simpler stuff
>she's actually into it
>ease up and end up having pretty chill conversations with her
Will see her again tomorrow. Can't wait, hope this is my train out of here.
>>36569544
What the fuck do you care? Mothers are nothing but whores who got knocked up and had maternal instincts take over their slut instincts for a few years.
Even insects give birth. She did nothing special for you and likely failed you in every way if you're here.
I'd faintly smile if my mother died of horrible cancer and never mention it again.
>wake up to my mother urging me to go get a job
>After along argument i see that theres no convincing her that i can't get a job
>Go to local coffe shop and stay there for a couple of hours
>Friend calls me needing a lift home
>Give him a lift, go home, mom is there
>Tell here I've applied to few companies and shit
>Go to sleep
>7pm
>Ask friend if hes going to hang out
>Nahfuckyou.png
Thats what i get for helping others huh?
>>36569544
At least you can still cry, that makes you human.