>be me
>18
>borderline autistic, diagnosed with anxiety disorder and clinical depression
>take Prozac to stop feeling like shit all the time, now I'm just feeling empty and scared
>don't really have any friends since I'm scared that one day they'll reject me, just like when I was a kid
>fucking hate high school, don't listen in class, but somehow get pretty good grades
>only thing I do during the weekend is watching anime, playing the vidya, and masturbating to fucked up hentai
>start getting into politics
>national socialism.jpg
>feel even more sad that I'll never be able to live in nazi Germany, fighting the commies alongside the wehrmacht
>one day at the library (I spend most of my time there, since I'm alone) a qt smiles at me
>somehow manages to smile back
>she sits next to me and ask me what I'm reading
>Oh fuck
>Mein fucking kamf
>she notices
>she then screams that I'm a fucking nazi and that she's jewish
>EVERYONE looks at me
>start to think about how Hitler would react in this situation
>stand up
>tell her that she's a fucking rat who lives on the back of the working class
>mfw
I got a week of suspension, anyone knows some good hentai or vidya ?
>>36483771
Hear that boys and girls? It looks like its tiiiiiiiiime tooooo KILL YOUR FUCKING SELF
>>36483809
So, any suggestion for hentai or vidya ? Or at leasr some tips for when I'll come back ? I almost tried to become an hero and I don't have the balls to do it.
You could try Civ 5 or Civ 6 and reenact WW2 or something, at least that's what I do sometimes.
For anime there's the saga of tanya the evil, which takes place in an alternate world in a WW1/WW2 setting, but with some magic.
It's easy peasy just drink bleach or sniff carbon monoxide
>>36483771
Kek, breddy gud anon thanx for the laff
>>36483916
Thanks anon, I'm already playing Hearts of iron 4, but I'll look into civ 6. And I'll definitly watch this anime
>>36483771
Arma 3 on sale %50 on steam I was thinking of getting it myself.
pic unrelated
>>36483771
>borderline autistic, diagnosed with anxiety disorder and clinical depression
>feel even more sad that I'll never be able to live in nazi Germany, fighting the commies alongside the wehrmacht
TOP
FUCKING
KEK
Please be real.
If you knew anything at all about Nazi Germany you'd know you'd be one of the first to get Typhoid
>>36484028
You should get it, I'm 200 hours in and it's really good. The modding community makes the game 10000 times better.
>18
>I got a week of suspension
hhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm really makes you think don't it
>>36484034
Well, one of the main cause of my depression is due to the fact that I don't have any goal in life, Autism wasn't such a common thing back then. So I would have been a good soldier for the wehrmacht. And I never said that I would survive the war, I'd be proud to die for something that I believe in, it's way better than living an empty life and dying alone in a rotting body.
>>36484080
It's my last year in high school and I'm in suspension because it's the end of the year and they don't want to expel me, because they would have to deal with me for another year, Plus, I'll get in more trouble with the girl and her family that's for sure
>>36483771
National socialism will never die! Our numbers are few, yet in the face of this, we will stand together! Our volk will never die and our spirit will never perish.
Heil Hitler
>>36484243
Sieg fur unser Volk. Thanks for the support mate, I really appreciate it
>>36484062
Can I play solo stuff? I really don't want another multiplayer game
>>36484199
You'd be one of those poor bastards drafted near the end when Germany didn't have anyone left.
>>36483771
>and then everyone applauded
kys mai man
>>36484346
Yeah, you can download lots of mission/campaign and you can play alone or with bots. I mostly play alone myself, and it's even better than multiplayer, since you don't have to deal with all the mods compatibility.
>>36484386
>everyone looked at me with pure hate in their eyes, I've never felt so alone and despised in my life
>>36484442
Maybe because you're following the wrong ideology?
True socialism is all about putting every man on equal ground. Really, it'd be the perfect way to prove that whites are superior. I mean if everyone starts with the same opportunities and whites are consistently more productive and contribute more through labor and cultural efforts, then that's evidence for white supremacy.
National Socialism is skewing data toward a desired outcome. Prove it in a "vacuum."
t. Statistician (in one more semester)
>>36484533
How are the statistics classes friendo?
t.majoring to be actuary
i dont think hitler would approve of hentai or vidya desu
>>36484579
At this point, I want to die. They're very informative, but Jesus Christ, they're also repetitive. Worth it, though.
Get that STEM money.
>>36484586
Shhh, you'll trigger all the "white pure non-degenerate national socialists"
>>36483867
have you ever played warthunder?
>>36483867
>Nazi autistic kid kills himself
And nothing of value was lost
>>36484533
Interesting, I'll read more into it before a form an opinion on it. Thanks for the advice anon. But the thing that really convinced to be a national socialist was to help my own people. Don't get me wrong, I don't wish the others any harms, in fact, if every society was more homogeneous they would be way more successful. I just want my homeland to be for my people.
Alt-right autistic nazis like you are usually homosexuals so any trap hentai would be good so you can start to accept yourself
>>36484586
We are all degenerate in our own ways, but I'd like to see a future where my children won't be affected by these things.
>>36484757
I agree, most of them are gays. But traps and dicks in general aren't my thing
>>36484757
>Tfw already grew out of trap phase
>>36483972
> Hearts of iron 4
Fucking gross
>>36483771
Why didnt you give a excuse to her