found soulmate, she loves me but I feel incapable of loving her

>>36413899
Tldr kys pls

>>36413899
Be greatful for what you have you may never do better. If you are attracted to this girl and you get along you should not stop yourself doing what comes naturally just because of your own insecurities

>>36413899
Reject her. I did the same to a girl a week ago or so.
You'll want to die but you'll get over it.
Keep your pride and sanity anon.

Lol whiney cunt what makes you think its your choice?? Your oneitis has no intention of settling on you

>>36413929
Take this guy's advice and stay a khhv forever

>>36413899
>her and him eating dinner together and its just so surreal that at the exact same time I literally didn't even have clothes to wear.
And she also seemed like she was having a good time. She was smiling and being happy. It kills my fucking soul every time I see it.
I hadn't been happy like she was that day for years and years. I contemplated suicide for a long time and drank heavily, I almost died from health complications too, but she obviously doesn't know any of this.


I haven't even talked to her at all, it just felt like it was way too good to be true from the very beginning. And it obviously is. I just wanted one girl who is perfect for me to be with me exclusively, is that much to ask for?

Life is so incredibly unfair, the only way to make it fair would be if I took the lives of the people responsible for this. There is no way I could possibly re-create what she already has experienced for the first time, the magic is all gone for her, I would be the only one really experiencing things.

If there had been another way, but there really isn't such a thing as a time machine.


I wish I hadn't been born. I just want to disappear for ever.

>>36413967
For fuck sake dude, calm the fuck down.

Just forget about this slut...it'll take time...a LONG time, but it's what you have to do.

I've done it before and I'm still getting over her 2 years later

>>36413967
Motherfucker you don't have to live up to anything at the end of the day you can take what's yours ie her pussy and leave if you are as close as you say you are just stop being such a faggot

Look, man. I've never been in a situation even close to this. Well, I was infatuated with a girl's looks once, so much that I asked her out. But that's probably not what you're feeling.

I have already decided that I will not take a woman unless she is virgin. It just won't happen otherwise. I won't let it. Does this exclude me from the vast majority of succubus my age? Yes.

It is a defence mechanism, sure, and I admit that. But I also only have one (1) life to live. Why would I waste it doing the same thing most other people do? If I either wait for a decent girl OR die completely alone, I will have done something most other haven't.

My honour is not the biggest part of me, but I do care and I use it to justify my virgin status sometimes.

In short, if I was in your situation, no matter how attractive or well you two "click" I would let her go.

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>>36413934
you're pretty bad at projecting, she actually really likes me due to the things we have in common, the other people she had been with previously haven't been that good looking, one of them might have been wealthy but that was essentially it from what I have gathered.

We could totally have started a family and been married for a long time if it hadn't been for me not accepting the fact that other guys had my oneitis as their fuck doll.

There are prettier girls out there, that would also do me, but its the fact that I legitimately like her a lot that makes me act in a different way. I've even as much as suspected that she set one or two girls up for me to ''practice'', but she doesn't understand that I don't really want to just fuck them like she has been fucked, I don't even think I'm capable. Or at least not in this context, not in the way that she expects me to. She really doesn't understand at all that it wouldn't be the same.

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End it all. That way you can be truly sure you won't have to ever lust after anyone again and you get the added bonus of eternal slumber.

Dude fuck is wrong with you?
Past is the past, it was just one 19yr old, I also can't understand this obsession with older men but it's just a woman instinct. She could be fucking 5 men but it was only one guy.
If anything helps I was at the same position as you. Really liked this girl, she was obsessed with me, dumped her bf for me but she did a mistake; she thought it would be hot if she will tell me how they fucked on the table etc. And he was some 22 yr fat slob local DJ!
So I pulled my autistic card, stopped texting her and starting to look for a virgin. Eventually found her, lost my virgin card, fucked couple of girls and that's it. I am somehow fullfilled, the girl wants to get back with me, and I can go with all my soul as I know I fucked more than her.
Call me stupid but sometimes you have to follow your instinct

>>36414339
He has standards, I presume.

>>36414405
He is a complete khv autist who has developed unreal fantasies by fapping too much at porn, I presume

>>36413899
she was your plan A but you werent her plan A

remember that

>>36413899
Would it help you to think of her as a victim? At 14 she was too young to consent. She got taken advantage of, It doesn't count as sex.

That said, If you can't be with a woman who has been with other men before, you will almost certainly did alone. Therapy could help you get over it Idk.

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>>36413899
anon... I know that feel all to well

can I die yet?

Then let her have the love of someone who will not hate her and resent her. Don't go out with her. I'm sure she'll move on, you probably won't and will regret it but for her sake don't go out with her. Settle with someone you don't like much somewhere down the line because they're pure.

You're going to reject this woman because she was taken advantage of in her early teens?

You're whack buddy, don't fuck up shit with your oneitis because you're insecure about her messed up past.
You'll regret it if you do.

>>36414605
I realise this is b8 but come on. What is he honest difference between a 14 year old whore and a 30 year old one? Not much in my book. Girls "mature" faster because their peak maturity is way lower than the average guy'a. She knew full well at 14 what she was doing. He was a rich guy and she wanted some new jewlery. She knew the hole betwen her legs could get her that.

Like the other dude said; op is not choice A, even though he's saved himself.

Once a whore, always a whore.

>>36414428
>hey look at me
>I fucked girls after stooping to lows I didn't think were possible
>I'm fine having given up my purity because I did
>lol just accept normies because I did and I feel great
>fucking virgins, they'll never learn

Wait so OP is mad because his oneitis made the desicion to enjoy a normal teenage upbringing and experiment with relationships and dating instead of becoming a fucking nun and putting on a figurative chastity belt for some hypothetical future boyfriend she didn't even know existed and might not have ever shown up?

Really OP?

>>36414722
Dude you're nuts. At 14 I was still climbing trees, swimming in the local river and playing hide and seek.

I will never understand your obsession with virgin girlfriends. Especially, if you dump, or cheat on them like >>36414339

So much for purity.

OP you retarded, you have a chance with an attractive woman, but you reject her, because you think she is tainted. You deserve to die alone, you faggot.

>>36414882

>BUT MUH PURE VIRGIN GF FANTASY

OP is an unreasonable autistic idiot.

Alright, read me out OP
>Implying this is not bait
>Implying she feels the same about you (regarding actual attraction)

I think ypu should let go the past. She was pretty much 14 at that time. You never know, it could be she now regrets her actions in her past. If my dear-loving mother taught me something, it is that love knows no boundaries. Perhaps, if you really love her, you can work it out if what you say is true.

Also, try to do your own research. Ask her things that hint at it, or perhaps even ask her her opinion regarding people who want a virgin soulmate.

>>36413899
If you really love her you should ultimately not judge her for that.

You do need to realise your insecurities are ruining this. Focus on what she does now, not on her past.

Fuck and leave.

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>>36414428
I have standards because I actually have the luxury of choosing between grilles.

I wouldn't have made this thread if I had been an ugly autist with only her as choice, then I wouldn't even have had a choice at all.

Either way, there's still a girl I was raised with since high school and we only cut contact after I turned 13 and had to leave, but she was completely innocent and not an old guy chaser what so ever. She crushed on me but I have always been weird among girls. I remember one time I even kept her from picking up smoking due to how I reacted after I saw her smoking a cig one time.

I'm sure that if I met her again today she'd be interested, not that I consider myself to be hot shit, but she really had a crush on me and she was like one of the best looking girls in my class.

Again, I do have choices, but I really fucking like this girl and its tearing me apart. I don't want to be with her thinking about those times where she had so much fun partying with guys while I was going through the worst period of my life. It is so incredibly unfair that it is laughable to me.

I'm sorry, really, I could totally have seen myself with her in a very serious relationship but I can't get over that. Call me stupid all you want but I feel like rejecting my dream girl simply because I like her too much to live with that fact.

>>36414991
This

I read before that whenever robots find themselves in a relationship, they tend to push away people they love just because of their insecurities. OP, please, do not screw this up.

>>36413899
your oneitis is a slut
drop her and move on
the sooner you do it the sooner you'll get over her
it won't work anyway you would just postpone inevitable and waste your and her time

>>36415029
The amount of fucking cuckolds in this thread, man...

Some people don't want used goods..Why can't you faggots understand that?

I ran away from the love of my life and still think about her every day...Because she had a kid & a load of baggage to go with it.

For some people, it just isn't worth it.

>>36413899
Forced drama bullshit. Sounds like some shit a beta faggot anime MC would say.

>>36414527
I know she was a victim, I completely support her endlessly and that's just the way it is because I like her as much as I do. And I am perfectly able to see the situation from her point of view too, I was also sort of frisky around adults as a kid, except I'm male and its way different for males. But with all that said, she still lost a part of her that would have been pure ecstasy to experience together with me since we both agree that we're meant to be.

But still. It wasn't like an accident either, its not like it only just happened once and she regret it afterwards. That's the worst part about it, even if she had been manipulated to an extent, at the end of the day she still is the one to choose what she does and who she hangs with.

She was opportunistic and chose to go out with a guy that had wealth and older age, and he also hung around other underage girls which he also invited to his home.

The entire thing is so despicable to me that I want to go out and kill people for what they've done. It's why I think that it won't function. I just can't keep my brain from rotating those thoughts around in my mind, I can't.

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>>36414722
>op is not choice A, even though he's saved himself.
You don't seem to understand the situation entirely. I would have been choice A if we had been in contact with eachother from childhood. The only thing that kept us from being together was simply the fact that we didn't know eachother and had never met.

Otherwise, the way she treats me makes me feel as if she'd definitely have been with me from an early stage, I'm not entirely sure she had the best selection to pick from since her current boyfriend is actually not an attractive guy, he likely has a smaller penis than me and he's not exactly wealthy either.

She obviously recognizes me as superior to her boyfriend and she's even gone as far as using him to try and make me jealous just so that I would put my foot down and react to her advances.

But I'm hesitating, and its with good reason.

>>36415311
You are so insecure it's almost comedy. Any relationship that might arise from this you will tear apart with your neurotocism I can guarantee you with absolute certainty.

>>36415215
>She was opportunistic and chose to go out with a guy that had wealth and older age
It was her conscious decision to go for it.
Do you really think she suddenly stopped being gold digging whore?

>>36415349
You're having a tough time understanding what good looking people go through, sorry if your projections don't add up to reality.

>>36415355
She's signaling as if she wants to change.

Like, she sometimes goes on the topic of how pedos are disgusting people and recently she had been watching a programme about pedos getting caught as a means of talking about something that we both supposedly share the view of.

But then, I don't even like discussing the topic. I don't even want the thoughts to enter my head at all. Nothing good could possibly stem from it if not some form of physical confrontation which I'd be happy to undergo but the feelings I have for this girl is too strong so a couple of punches with name calling isn't going to undo the nasty shit that happened back then.

>>36415611
But again, yeah, I can't say I know her apart from what she's been trying to project onto me. It could be fake for all I know, maybe she just really wants to fuck and that's that, even though it really doesn't seem that way given that she's stuck around for so long without having any form of physical contact with me so far and still doesn't give up on me.

I'm going to give up on her, though. It's way easy being her living the normie life while I have had zero enjoyment in mine compared to hers and her exes'

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>>36415611
>She's signaling
i guess it settles everything

don't be stupid
what else is she supposed to say?
it's like ex porn star saying porn is digusting and degrading
this people need to live with past and seek a way to cope
but it doesn't change much

>>36415689
That's also part of why I don't want to be with her.

I understand how women are submissive creatures and how early relationships like that define a person, she had huge parts of her life influenced by some faggot rich kid born with a golden spoon up his ass and the other half by some mediocre as fuck loser who she's currently with, but I don't want them incorporated in her, I wanted a version of her that hadn't been so strongly influenced by their ways.

If I were to choose to be with her I'd be taking her exe's influences along with her, and I'm so completely opposed to that.


I want a her that doesn't exist, therefore I almost feel like the rational thing to do is to just sit by and watch her physical manifestation rather than to consumate.

>>36415756
>I want a her that doesn't exist, therefore I almost feel like the rational thing to do is to just sit by and watch her physical manifestation rather than to consumate.
sounds like a plan
don't fix yourself on a one girl, it's not worth it
there's plenty of fish in the sea

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>>36413899
Dude drop the bitch. Looks aren't what you should be focusing on for a relationship. This isn't the 50s or Victorian era anymore. There is no REWARD for getting an attractive woman. There used to be a reward because for the most part they were virgins, and dolled themselves up every day for everyone.
Now in the contemporary era, attractive women are used or sell themselves to older, richer or attractive men while they are in their prime. They will never get a chance to do that as they get older since the adult stigma and responsibility falls upon them.

They will fuck as much as they want, for what they want when they want. Then they will find someone like you who's average but stable/secure. They'll be your first and spout soulmate garbage. They'll steal your emotional bond from when you lose your virginity the first time. And you'll become so attached afterwards you won't leave her when she eventually cheats on you.

It's all a game to attractive women nowadays. What I suggest is you have respect for yourself and look for someone who is a great person to be with. Not an object to fuck and trophy. There is nothing more rewarding than finding a woman (preferably a vigin) who will be faithful to you and where you can tell others that you'll never leave each other or how successful your marriage is.

Oh boy trust me nothing makes attractive women more angry, insecure and jealous when they see two average people perfectly happy and committed to each other. They will never be happy. They threw away their happiness to play a stupid game.

Love someone as a person, you'll see the difference. Don't be that old couple where the old woman is screaming at her husband for not bagging right.
Don't get stuck with a woman who can't even do what a woman should be able to.

And lastly, you don't need to tell anyone but your SO that you're a virgin. Lie to everyone else if you have to.

>>36415510
lmao don't try to pull the "ur jus uglee xDDD" card with me cuckboy.

>>36413899
You're a fucking idiot and I can't take you seriously.
>oh no the girl I like isn't a virgin :(
So what? It doesn't matter. These days it's kind of expected that your SO isn't a virgin. If you can't get past that then you're just a big man child who doesn't know how to deal with small insignificant problems. Seriously consider killing yourself.

>>36416479
>WHHA WHAA WHAAA
dumb roastie

>>36416479
>>36416479
I am not looking for a virgin here.

It is just the fact that she actually had sex before the age of 18, literally her entire life has just been orbiting around males. I would even go as far as saying that she's very dependable. I don't think she would have been able to handle the type of life that I have lead my entire life, I don't even think she is able to grasp the concept. She implies that I am immature, because I don't throw myself at women without hesitation, but the real truth here is that she's the immature one despite having moved out and living a normie life, she just replaced her parents with random guys on the street. She's not independent what so ever, even though she'd like to make herself out to. Most women are like this, they love to pretend being independent and strong also not influenced easily by others, but the truth is that they're the exact opposite of that. Anyway, I hate the people she was with a fuckton, and she carries part of them inside of her person, therefore I am not capable of liking her as much as I could have.

>>36416596
So, again, its not about being a virgin, its just that mindsets change completely when they've been sexually active from such a young age.

I'm sure she loves being dominated in bed and such things. I'd have to live with that after the fact that she was fucked rough by some fucking loser creep way before I even realized she existed as a person. It's just way too late, the ship has sailed a long time ago, she tried to make up for it but the truth is that there's nothing that can make up for that at all, not even if she remained faithful to me despite letting me fuck other girls, I am willing to say no to that. Because that's not what I set out for when I first saw her. She looked so innocent and pure, sweet, I was envisioning a future in her because I saw her as a canvas. But she's far from that. And I realize that to her, this is what she sees me as, and I could give her that and compromise on my part just for her. But that would be insane, I wouldn't do that not even for love. And I become much more aware of that when I see her smiling while eating dinner with a disgusting asian in 2012.

She used to go to his house with her underage friend, and they dressed skimpy.

I can't let that go.

>>36416671
>I'd have to live with that after the fact that she was fucked rough by some fucking loser creep

You realise you're also another loser creep though right?
Who knows, maybe you guys will end up in a relationship, and you'll gradually erode it with your latent neuroticism, and then the next guy she's with will have to look back on you and say "I have to live with that after the fact that she was fucked rough by some fucking loser creep".

>>36416828
great post

faggotbloxxx

>>36416671
>>36416596
Clearly not OP if all he responds to is bait
Fake thread time to go

http://vocaroo.com/i/s04AFhxRACd2

>>36414917
>because you think she is tainted
But she is.

I've been alone all my fucking life would it really be that hard to have met someone who didn't fuck around during preteens?

I mean, this was SO close to me just going all out fucking romantic comedy tier for the rest of my life but its not gonna happen after all.

Life is just sad this way.

>>36414933
This. OP, you're completely retarded and going to regret this for the rest of your life.

>>36415108
>Thinks a child is the same as having sex 4 years ago.

Enjoy dying alone.

>>36417057
well I'm sorry if you've never liked a girl enough to feel like half of your being belongs with said person, you clearly do not understand how I feel at all and despite me wanting this so fucking bad. She has been wronged by those around her, and they've in turn wronged me by proxy. If murder had been legal then things would have been so much easier.

>>36413899
Do you truly want to tie yourself to a sexually outrageous slut? I thought not, so let her go. Find someone who values honor and integrity.

>>36417119
Yeah you're autistic or clearly unstable. This is actually for the better, she sounds at least relatively mentally stable, so it wouldn't have worked out between you two anyways.

>>36417032
You know you're tainted too though right?
You're tainted by arrogance, narcissism, indecisiveness and a distinct lack of spine.

>>36417178
thanks for the diagnosis doc, hope you didn't put all of your effort into writing that post.

>>36417182
But my flesh is clean, no matter what.

With her its vice versa, she appears, acts and sounds clean, but she is very much not, and she wants to forget that fact.

>>36417235
>"My flesh is clean"
>being this autistic

>>36417244
damn you calling me autistic made me realize that you are so right about everything and that I shouldn't at all care about the fact that the girl of my dreams spread her legs to land on a dick several times with people who don't deserve half of it but only got to experience it because they had the opportunity to get drunk around underage girls and taking that of which they hold dearest, their innocence

It's sad that there are so many fucking normies on /r9k/ nowadays. Enjoy your sad degenerate lives with other used up sluts, going through break ups after break ups and divorces after divorces "because it's normal" until you ultimately regret your decisions on your deathbeds.

>>36417235
>my flesh is clean

Yeah, dude, you know semen doesn't remain within the body indefinitely and that every cell within the body has turned over by 8 years?
That and they probably used condoms. You really are autistic huh.

>>36417321
>I shouldn't at all care about the fact that the girl of my dreams spread her legs to land on a dick several times with people who don't deserve half of it but only got to experience it

Oh what, and you totally do deserve it though right? Because you're like, such a catch?

Get over yourself OP, you're a mess and the worst kind of person to get into a relationship with. If she's smart she'll run for the hills because somebody like you will suck the life out of her.

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>>36413899

I have been in the same situation

It will kill you inside if you feel like this now and will cause relationship problems and seriously affect your mental health

you will forget for a bit an be happy but the thought will always be with you and creep back up to the surface causing sleepless nights

Just avoid

>>36417321
>taking that of which they hold dearest, their innocence
You really are autistic. Innocence = ignorance. If you place it so high on a pedestal why don't you go find a genuinely retarded girl to wife. They remain innocent no matter what happens to them. Problem solved.

>>36417796
these projections

keep them comin bruv

love it when people underestimate me

>>36414933
>>36414917
>>36415349
>>36416479
>>36417057
Cuck normie faggots need to GTFO

OP is in the right

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Yes, let her go. Know that she's doing this out of pity and she's deluded into believing she loves you when in fact she doesn't. It would be less painful for you and much better for her, just think about it, she probably has a beta that is 2% better than you orbiting her. What makes you believe you deserve her?

>>36417903
Oh it's not a projection at all, you legitimately have a personality defect that renders you incapable of functioning in a regular society.

>>36413899

Choose your battles OP

>>36417784
After a certain of getting cumed on point women inherit some DNA from male sperm , and may pass it off to tgier offspring

>>36413899
having a oneitis is gay, it makes you do irrational things

enjoying some time with a person doesn't mean you have to stay with them forever

>>36417947
Our faces look alike.

We're attractive in the same way. Even our body shapes are similar.

I haven't even needed to go through the effort of impressing her with how I look, it happened on the first day we were in the same room, she literally pretended to stumble behind me just to get my attention.

It has progressed further from then on, where she was mostly the one in charge of advances, and since then she's realized that I'm actually quite good at English, which she sucks at, and while her being good at math I'm terrible. She's not solely doing this out of pity, she legitimately wants my company and its pretty obvious. All of this and she still hasn't even seen my 8 inch penis and I don't really want her to either because then she will just consider me a piece of meat.

None of the sour grape projection machines in here will believe me but this is legitimately what happened. She's essentially sticking an arm out for me, and with how things usually go in her life, she even started showing up to school in a skirt and no panties, then insisted on walking in front of me while walking up the stairs.

She's amazing but her life is just so different from mine. It feels like I strayed completely from what should have been expected of me as a normie, but perhaps its one of the reasons why she likes me so much too.

And that is also where we differ, it feels sometimes as if she likes me more than I like her simply because she uses me as sort of an example as to how to be, rather than the way she has lived her life thus far with the degenerates she hangs around with and have for some time.

She wants novelty. Her first boyfriend was fucking Korean, I'm also myself of a 'novelty' race, also hence why I stop to ponder if she really likes me or if she just wants something different. But what about when she starts getting bored with me?

>>36418107
Yeah, no. I studied biochemistry and human physiology in college and that is absolutely not how it works. I already know you're referring to that retarded, nonsensical meme image that states that sperm somehow makes it's way up to the brain following sex and somehow manages to remain there indefinitely. What you're describing about is the literal mechanism of cancer you colossal fool.

>>36417894
wow this post really feels like it was written by a woman

if you're not a woman, consider turning gay

>>36413899
Well lad if this isn't bait and you really have improved why settle for a used up roastie? You'll never be happy.

Women like that didn't want you at your lowest while should you take them at their lowest? You improved, she slutted it up.

>>36413899
You're delusional, insane, possessive, obsessed with an ideal you've projected onto this girl and now you're losing it because she doesn't fit your fantasy. Seek help.

>>36418368
>ideal

No m8, ideal would have been asking for a virgin.

Not once have I implied that I wanted a virgin in this thread. You're simple minded and barely read the thread before replying.

>>36413899
You're a giant faggot, and the fact that you think liken this means she will lose attraction to you in no time. Don't worry about it, let yourself take its course and when she inevitably leaves you will either get over it or kill yourself, your choice.

>>36418426
>and the fact that you think liken this means she will lose attraction to you in no time
damn, you're right

if she didn't lose her attraction to me back when I failed at hitting on her on a bench half a year ago (and this was like the last time I've spoken to her directly) then she will definitely lose it now where she knows much more about me than she did before.

Thanks for reading.

break up with her. this relationship wont last. ive been there. dont worry, eventually youll find another girl and compromise and this wont matter because life is just that disgusting. real reasons to be in a relationship
>enjoy each others company
>want to spend time with each other
>shared interests, values, similar goals
fake reasons
>completing you
>stops you being alone
>if she leaves you have nothing
>(neurotic abstraction)
relationships are simple. this one is rotted.

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>>36418137
Don't get deluded anon, listen, you're hurting yourself. Of fucking COURSE not every woman wants chad, but she probably just wants a friend or God don't allow, a Fuckbuddy, or maybe just maybe she likes you
But listen senpai, do you see yourself yourself spending your whole life with her?
>>36418113
>it makes you do irrational things
This by 100000%, i didn't realize all the stupid things I did trying to impress "her" until years later

>>36418425
No, you are obsessed with the idea that she's your soulmate, that she was meant for you. But someone got to her first and tainted her. Now you will never fulfill your fantasy. Seek. Help.

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>>36418464
This entire thread is you trying to convince yourself that what every single person is telling you is wrong because you want to keep up a half baked delusion of true love or whatever other faggot shit this is.

Trust me when I say that I and a huge amount of other people here telling you this shit are telling you it because they know exactly what it feels like and have felt it multiple times over. It's delusion, anon, pure fantasy, it does not reflect any reality whatsoever. You'll find out in time, and I hope you can handle it when you do. Your current level of investment is evidently unhealthy and when she does end it all on a whim as women tend to do I fear you will not mentally be prepared.

>>36418562
>This entire thread is you trying to convince yourself that what every single person is telling you is wrong
Your post started out shit, I agreed with half of the people in this thread, you're just looking to talk shit online.

>>36418464
>knows much more about me than she did before

Pretty much, actually. Are you retarded anon? There's a reason why women's pussies get wet at the sight of new and strange dick. The more a women knows about you the more boring and plain you become. Women like excitement and mystery because it makes them horny.

>>36418614
You're proving my point further with how defensive you are. I'm on your side anon, you just don't get it yet. You will though, everyone always comes back around, they just need a little push.

>>36418558
>No, you are obsessed with the idea that she's your soulmate
Read the thread, literally she has been calling the shots on advances from the beginning, no respectable woman would do this to someone that they dislike.

She even sometimes sits by herself and expects me to come talk to her but it never happens.

I wish you could have seen the situation in real life, it sounds surreal but it is absolutely true. She thinks we're soulmates too, she laughs at every little dumb shit I say and she feels inclined to agree with me on a variety of topics even though it might not originally have been her stance. That's also what gets to me, she had probably acted this same way towards other guys, it doesn't feel very genuine. I, on the other hand, am genuine since I've never had such experiences in my life and I don't even know what to do really. She feels as if she has to try and get me out of the box and she has visibly tried several times already, including once where she literally fake cried and went home expecting me to apologize the next day JUST SO I WOULD TALK TO HER

and I didn't

Antics such as these would normally be reserved to ugly girls towards guys out of their league, but in this case she knows I like her tons so she keeps doing it.

Besides, our genes were made to collide, I have great teeth and her teeth aren't that great, but other than that she is overall great genetic material just like me.

And even the people who study with us all are perfectly aware of the situation, they even help trying to get us together because they agree that we'd make a great couple.

But yeah, I can't live with it.

>>36418664
>Women like excitement and mystery because it makes them horny.
oh wow pro woman god, please tell me more about how to lure in women because I sure am having such a hard time

>>36418759
>but other than that she is overall great genetic material just like me
>just like me

lmao your delusion is unparalleled. idgaf about what you look like irl but your mind is clearly fucked.

>>36418781
Post a picture of yourself. We will see how truly mentally ill you are based on your appearance and your own opinion of yourself

>>36418966
shit I thought earlier you had told me that I was insecure and stuff, why are you switching up now that I seem confident?

lmao r9k - lose - lose

gj

>>36419043
You're no confident at all, you're delusional and that delusion very clearly stems from a repressed insecurity. Learn the difference cuck.

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>>36419018
I didn't make this thread to get approval from you at all, I'm way past that point and I couldn't give less of a shit about what you think I look like, I get plenty of approval from the opposite sex regularly.

I remember one incident where even my mother pointed out the fact that some random blonde girl was violently throwing her hair into the air every time she walked pass our table, she did this 3 times at least and she noticed on the last time because it was so incredibly obvious that she was doing it towards me that she even stared at me in the eyes while doing it.

I'm sorry, but I'm a gold skinned sex beast from the south and the girls that I happen to be around are very much fond of such traits, luckily. I don't even have sex but some people assume that I fuck tons just because of how I look.


You can keep the butthurt train rolling, I'll keep adding fuel to the fire because I am fairly certain about my looks. And that's completely without mentioning the fact that I'm actually rather good at languages (no, not in the subpar wannabe-language kid way) and chicks dig that too.

>>36419197
>gold skinned

So you're a sand nigger. Got it.

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>>36419407
Latino.
Argentine-Brazilian

Nobody likes sandniggers.

>>36413899
Wow, people are so conservative, it blows my mind. I actually left my oneitis/soulmate because I wanted to have sex with more than one person in my lifetime.

>>36419431
You're a fucking wetback and you're bragging like that's a positive? Christ man.

>>36419491
I've never heard any female complain about me or the way I look.

And I mean literally for the entirety of my life, I haven't been insulted on the looks department. Can you say the same?

You are a fag OP

Hey man there is just one thing you have to remember when choosing a girl to spend the rest of your life with "No Hymen No Diamond" that's how I chose to dedicate myself to my current gf and I plan on marrying her.

>>36419524
>can you say the same?

Oh I most certainly can, because I'm a woman myself.
My only potential flaw was my nose which I never liked but everybody told me was fine, but went ahead and got it fixed in 2013 anyway. Went up a whole 2 points because of that thing.

>>36414944
The girl does not love OP and never will. She probably slept with like 20 men and one nigger. OP is a cuck

>>36413899
>Am I a retard for contemplating friendzoning my oneitis because she has been with other men during her time as an underage?

Yes, yes you are, and I didn't even read the rest. Didn't need to.

>>36419605
I used to be somewhat nervous about my nose, but as I grew older it became perfectly normal.

Also, some of those One Direction kids have huge fucked up noses, it feels almost as if people don't care about noses that much if they really can consider people like them with wide as fuck disproportionate noses to pass unnoticed, almost.

>>36419660
As a woman it's not really taken as lightly if we have a specifically fucked up feature or two. My kind of nose was the Roman variety with the hump into the centre, and on a man it probably would have looked distinguished, but one me it made my face look harsh and cruel. Now I have a button nose and it's a hell of a lot more inviting.

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>>36417947
Wise words. OP does not understand that this girl has lost her value and has sustained no dignity.

If she was getting dolled up for a guy at 14, why didn't he marry her?

>>36419736
Good for you but at the same time remember your genetics and don't go out dating some guy with a massive nose, you'll end up fucking yourself.

As I always say, cosmetic surgery can sometimes be a double-edged sword if the person in question forgets about genetics.

>>36419816
My partner of a decade already has a wide nose but considering the problem was that mine was too long and thin it's probably just even out in any potential kids we spawn. That or if our child dislikes their features I would not be opposed to them getting surgery as soon as they were of a legal and responsible age. Surgery is truly the great equaliser.

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>>36419897
>My partner of a decade already has a wide nose but considering the problem was that mine was too long and thin it's probably just even out in any potential kids we spawn

hah thats pretty funny you should say that, my father actually had a long and thin nose while my mother had a somewhat wider and shorter nose and my nose came out just right (in the middle, not too long or thin, not too short or fat)

It might just work out, guess you'll have to wait and see what happens, but if you know what you're doing (kek) then your kids nose should be fine.

>>36418531
>do you see yourself yourself spending your whole life with her?
The worst part is that I actually fell in love with her pretty hard after she claimed that her parents are sort of racists after gaining knowledge of me being somewhat conservative to impress me. And she really did.

>>36420089
DON'T fall for her games. She's probably talking to someone else right now and not about you. She probably only thinks about you when she's with you but when she's alone she thinks about someone else.
Either that or you're stretching things and try to find any little detail to say "uggu she loves me"

Are you white, op?