>the girl of your dreams is out there right now
Why aren't you looking for her, /r9k/?
Why give up on something so precious?
Because she's a dumb roastie whore
There are no women in my future, I will die a virgin and I look forward to it.
Fat Momiji is the girl of my dreams.
if i met the girl of my dreams she would friendzone me
>>36413636
I already told you. I'll be 29 soon and am still a kv.
>>36413636
Too bad she doesn't exists
The girl of my dreams remains in my dreams
>>36413735
So I take it you gave up?
Why not keep fighting and take a risk at happiness?
>he still dreams
The girl of my dreams would look for me OP, so I don't have to.
>>36413781
Because I'm short, ugly and diseased. If you took away all my health problems, maybe I could put all my time and energy into finding a lover. But unless something changes, survival is the best I can do.
>>36413808
I'm sure she is.
Are you allowing her to find you, though?
>>36413820
She'll bump into me on the train or at uni anyday now, I can feel it.
>>36413636
Used to think that too, when I wa 14. And then the 80s went by and the 90s and the 00s and the 10s.....
>>36413856
Maybe she's shy and waiting for to speak up first.
Neither of you are completely sure what the other looks like, after all.
She left me 8 years ago
I've pretty much accepted I'm gonna be alone from now on.
>>36413872
My dream gf would overcome her shyness to talk to me.
I hope.
I'm too shy to go talk to her >_<
>>36413636
>the girl of your dreams is out there right now
Bullshit. My dream girl isn't exist. Real girls can go kill themselves
I found her. I didn't even ask for a relationship because honestly I was happy enough just being her friend and didn't want to ruin it and make it awkward.
But even though I didn't demand anything and just wanted to be there as a friend to make her happy and have fun together, I got dumped the fuck out and told that I'm worthless for no reason at all other than "I got bored of you", then excluded from our friend group and eventually ghosted by almost all the people I had made friends with.
So yeah, fuck you OP, that was the only time in 22 years I've "found" someone and I doubt it'll happen again because I'm a depressive suicidal NEET now.
>>36413984
>22
>giving up
You fucking little bitch faggot.
You're pathetic.
>>36413920
MMMMMmmmMMM
oringanoino
>>36413809
Just die already, you worthless excuse of a being.
>>36414093
That's not the only thing that's happened in my life. Finding that person was about the only time I actually felt happy instead of just hoping that I would be happy in the future. My life until now is more or less wasted and I'd have to waste 2-3 years more feeling like shit to even begin to solve it (not that it even seems it's solvable). By then all of my "young" years would be wasted. I don't have any little happiness to keep me going either.
I'm just not willing to put through with it anymore, you can do it if you want but I want out, it's not like I'm needed in the world and no one's forcing me to stay either, if anything everything points to doing it as the right choice.
Fuck you this thread was pointless yesterday as well as today. Let me die in peace.
>>36414185
>he's going full emo
In ten years from now, you'll think this about yourself, as you find yourself in a much better place in life:
>>36414093
>She's probably massaging some Chad's asshole at night
Based. Thank you America for this liberal paradise.
>>36414182
Well if I stop taking immunosuppressants, during my next remicade IV I might go into cardiac arrest.
>>36414197
>adopts 18th centery pov about women.
OK. You're playing yourself.
>>36414211
Get busy living or get busy dying.
Clearly, you've chosen the latter already. So stop taking that shit and die already, you fucking coward.
>>36414226
21st century pov aint worth shit. They want both privileges and equality. Schopenhauer was right.
>>36414201
What are you even doing in here, you seem like a fucking normie. If I'm alive in 10 years I'd probably be one of those fucking neckbeard NEETs that still live in their mother's basement, I'm already in that path and I don't want that. I have absolutely no will to live, I've already been very close to killing myself. Every time I get a little bit closer to doing it.
You can keep eating shit if you want it, personally I'm sick of everything being just a string of failure after failure. I don't wanna be alive, almost no one cares about me being alive either, and the people that do would be better off without me, because I am a burden. Everyone wins.
>>36414253
They're the same as us. The only thing that separates us from them is the amount of testosterone.
>>36414296
WEHHH FEEL SORRY FOR ME WEHHH
I'm really sorry you're not going through life on easy mode. I'm sorry that you're not willing to fight for it.
I'm sorry that you're a coward.
>>36414347
Go get fucked normie, you sound like the one who's had it easy mode. If I'm giving up it's because I already tried and it went to shit, so don't you give me that shit. Go make a facebook status about it if you're so triggered.
I don't fucking care what you think, if you don't agree with me then be happy that I'm not long for this world. I'm not replying to some retarded airhead like you anymore, so have fun talking to yourself.
That's horse shit
>>36413636
"the girl of my dreams" either doesnt exist or can get someone much much better than me. Why even post this garbage.
It's the same as telling me to go buy a lottery ticket every day because you're totally going to win! Of course not.
>>36414464
>you sound like the one who's had it easy mode.
>mfw
I lost my virginity to a prostitute when I was 25.
I've been miserable for longer than you've been alive, boy.
But that was my wake-up call and I did everything I possibly could to get that coveted title of 'normie'.
Now I'm 30, recently single after a relationship of four years and I've returned to this Romanian matroska quarry to see if anything has changed.
It hasn't. I only see people like you.
Or rather, I see myself, how I once was. I had given up as well.
But I am a normie now, yeah. I may be alone again, but I also know that fighting for something is part of the deal of being alive. It's not going to be easy, but I know it's going to be worth it.
Coward.
>>36414239
Living as in playing a game whose rules put me at a huge disadvantage or dying because you don't want to acknowledge that the game is unfair because you think you're on the winning side and what I'm saying annoys you?
You realize that this kind of logic creates a lot of criminals and school shooters? "Just shut up and accept this shit or go die in a fire" - of course people are going to create a third option for themselves that involves breaking the rules.
>>36414696
>Living as in playing a game whose rules put me at a huge disadvantage
Yeah, what about it? You said it yourself, life is unfair, you fucking coward, but that's no reason to give up on it.
The difference between me and you is that I decide not to be defeated by it and push on regardless of the struggles I have to endure.
I've made it. I beat the odds.
But you are weak and have no will, and if you choose misery, you deserve your misery.
Worthless piece of shit.
>>36414696
Where do you even get the notion from that life should be fair to begin with?
Wake up from your fantasy, you goddamn child.
>>36413636
I don't even have a girl of my dreams, I don't have dreams with people who aren't me in them.
Because I hate women and I don't want a gf.
>>36414863
You say that but if I somehow decided that I've had enough of your bullshit and started selling drugs or something you'd whine about me being a meanie and not playing by the rules.
>>36414880
I never said life should be fair, I said that maybe it's not worth living when the rules in place are stacked against you. Playing by the rules as an ugly diseased man in the west is pretty much "work work work work work and die miserably without even getting so much as a hug".
>>36414203
>blaming the country and everyone else for their shortcomings and failures
Keep on being irrelevant
>>36414968
Quite the opposite, and I don't even know where you got that conclusion from: if you become a drugdealer and found success and happiness in that, by all means go for it. I would applaud that above being a mopey little faggot on a taiwanese cartoon sweatshop. It's self-defeat that disgusts me.
You are all a mirror of how I used to be. You are my regret. You embody all my failures.
I hate you all so so so much.
>"work work work work work and die miserably without even getting so much as a hug".
So you can see into the future too now?
Just remember that the future is determined by your actions right now. No more, no less.
But if you give up, then we can both predict it easily enough, coward.
I just decided that she isn't. I am a genetic dead end.
I mean every girl I meet with morals is a serious Christian who wouldn't give me a chance if I don't believe in God. Every girl who isn't religious or isn't serious about it is like some kind of disgusting hedonist with substance abuse issues.
I'm just gonna play vidya and then maybe some hopefully have myself put down
>>36413983
Your dream girl is the kong?
>>36413636
Because I can't walk 200m without getting exhausted and girls are boring and dumb.
why should I look for her, why can't she look for me
>>36413636
> the girl of my dreams
Put down the crack pipe
>>36416167
She is, but how could she possibly find you? World's a big place.
>>36416115
why are you so fat then?
Isn't there at some point that you go like, wow goddamn, I'm fat as fuck.
Why not change?
>>36416329
The girl of my dreams would do whatever it takes against all odds to come find me and save me. How you gonna respond to that? DEFEATED
>>36416367
Oh man, you've defeated me. Got me good.
>yfw you've 'won'.
>>36416345
It's not as easy as you may think. It's like any other addiction but just with food and overeating. I was gonna try a few weeks ago but I had this thing coming back (pilonidal cyst) which I want to get rid of permanently first as it will only make me suffer more if I'm gonna exercise. Not only my fault either since one part is on my parents for spoiling me as a kid and letting me eat candy whenever I want, buying me candy all the time and letting me eat how much I want. I'd say it's a 50/50 blame but I'm gonna try to fix it soon by swimming and walking for 20 minutes each day.
Atleast it's a start.
>>36416466
Exercise don't mean shit if you don't also adjust your diet.
But I'll be rooting for you, man. You deserve a good life.
>your threads are a perfect excuse to dump a few chapters of vanilla
>you post when I go to work
Whelp.