>Be me, 19 in NY with my mom and stepdad. Bio dad is in Italy, hear him once a month
>Mom wants to talk to me about my childhood
>I hate my dad because of it
Let me share, Anons. Before I die, I want this to remain as a memory of me.
>Age 6 months, Dad in late 30s, Mom early 20s
>Dad decides to bring us with him in Africa as he works for various Humanitarian organisations
>Zimbabwe, Angola, Sudan, Tanzania
>Malaria 4 times, allergic to all medicines
>Congo
>Typhoid Fever
>MOTHERFUCKING TYPHOID FEVER AT AGE 2 AND A HALF
>Allergic but survived, Mom and Dad start clashing if we should keep going before I die
>Sudan
>Marburg Fever, the equivalent of Ebola
>Quarantined in home country, essentially showed all symptoms of Ebola
>Age 6 now
>We go in Sri Lanka for a year
>Dad gets fired for the millionth time as he clashes with other employers and employess because he doesn't agree with their tactics
>Mom tired of Dad's behavior
>Go back to home country, get divorced
>Ages 7-12 I live a normal life in Italy
Yes yes inb4 normie rooo get out
>At that time I still didn't know anything about all of this so I still respected my Dad while he kept traveling alone now
>Age 12. Italy is suffering from economical crisis
>Found out Dad had Liver Cancer
>Mom decides to move to NY because "muh opportunities"
Bonus: For those 5-6 years in Italy, Dad was so mad at Mom he decided to not give any money required by the state to support me as a child
>"One more thing Anon"
>"Remember how he had Liver Cancer? It was from HCV he eveloped in Congo"
>Get tested twice
>Positive
>I have less than 3 months, cirrhosis symptoms already showing up
Thanks r9k, b, int, s4s, and adv. You guys made me feel like I belonged. In a broken life, you guys were more of a family than anybody I ever met. See you on the other side fags
>>36411205
I'm sorry, you wop guinea dago.
>>36411205
Wait you have hep C? Isn't there a cure for that? Or just a liver transplant
>>36411284
Treatment is still getting tested, based on soundwaves and it's about 120k+ at the moment. Transplant is just fucking impossible with my current body proportions and the effectiveness of my immunity system.
There's a vaccine getting tested in Courtenay, one of the researchers said I can be taken in this program. I looked up their previous papers and apparently the chimpanzees they tested it on had a 53% mortality rate
Keep in mind I have Genotype 3, the rarest one, which means it's also harder trying to get any resources for testings
>>36411205
I love you anon.
originalegano
>>36411346
Does your name start with P?
Organic
Deepest oceans of despair
This vast and somber
Charcoal night of space
Have you given up yet?
What hope lingers in the crevasses and corners of your soul?
I know you
You haven't given up yet
You are brave in this darkness, Saint Saturn
Sometimes the bravest thing of all is to hope
>>36411205
Sorry mate, sounds like you had no chance in life with those parents.
Every story like this reminds of what not to do when my kid is born. Yes yes normie etc. I'm 35 and married but I spent my entire college and university years on 4chan and I often think if boomers had the internet they would've behaved differently.
Good luck my dude.
>>36411449
The real challenge in being a parent isn't knowing what to do, but knowing what to not do.
Good luck with your future family if you decide to get one, I just hope you're responsible and wise enough.
>>36411391
>Song name is Atropos
>Name of the goddess of inevitable death
thanks anon
>>36411205
Rip anon, was remembered.
>>36411369
no, it starts with B
sry
oreganoli
>>36411540
Atroposfag here
It's a misleading title.
Even though you think your death is inevitable, and all the odds are stacked against you, you need to keep trying.
Just have hope.
Please have hope.
It's the only thing you have left.
>>36411205
Fuck that's heavy man. I'm sorry this has happened to you anon. I wish there were a way to take your sickness so you could live.
>>36411638
I've always been a man of numbers and science. In fact, I'm a maniac of structural biology.
There's a correlation between analytical skill and depression. The more you stary analyzing situations, the more you start to see the unsolvable issues of the situation which make you feel impotent and worthless.
i've reached that point. It's hard to stay positive when the logical thing to say is "gg end", but thanks for trying
>>36411733
I understand, anon. There's nothing I can do to change your mind, and I don't know if I'll ever be in your shoes to see how you see.
And it may be normie-tier advice, but I'm hoping for you. Praying for you.
Good night, anon
>>36411589
Ok I'm gonna ask for 1 last hint because I'm too tired to care
My first name is Nicholas, glasses, curly hair
If you don't know me then thanks for the meme love
>>36411792
I don't know you. You sound cute though. I hope the rest of your life has happiness and joy in it, as much as is possible for a robot.
>>36411638
Hope is the greatest insult of life.
>>36411974
If I had no hope for surviving this I would've killed myself. However death reduces the chances of your life getting better by 100%.
>inb4 normie advice kys
>>36411974
I know, anon.
But it can also be the greatest compliment
>>36411205
>>36411333
anon I'm confused why you say you're incurable? the existing drugs work pretty well and are cheap if you go to india for treatment
if you got nothing to lose you got everything to win. show death your middle finger and try everything to beat it. at worst you die, at best you publish a book about your struggle and live off normies who buy it
>>36412164
>Trusting pooskin pills
>>36412214
>My Struggle
I'm not Hitler