How can some of you robots deal with having no self worth at all, and loads of mental issues?
Lately, I've come to the realization that I almost certainly have Dependent Personality Disorder, and don't exactly know what to do with that information except accept that sometime in the future, I'm gonna end up being someone's whipping boy, wholeheartedly believe I deserve it, and never try to remove them from my life. I'm currently dating an autistic girl who can barely function, so I feel like I'm actually being useful to someone, and have panic attacks if I don't think I'm doing enough.
I'm on antidepressants already, but that only makes it so I don't think about killing myself. I know my family has an extensive history with severe personality issues, and this could probably just get worse in the future.
I really need some advice as to what I can do at this point in time
Tell me about this autistic girl
>>36387058
Kys normie...no gf
what do you mean "how do you deal with it"
there's no alternative. to not deal with it would be to die, and that's lame.
>>36387073
Her IQ is something like 90 and constantly complains about how almost everything is too hard for her to do. She can't even hold utensils because she says they hurt, and just eats with her hands. She drools a lot, can't go into loud/crowded places, and is just now, as an adult, learning how to cook and use the microwave. I mean, I love it because I get to do everything for her, so I get to be useful to someone, but I know she'll eventually get sick of me because I'm extremely clingy and overprotective.
>>36387110
I'm just looking for something like a way to ignore all of this. It's all I think about anymore, and I'm always wallowing in self pity and hatred.