>Why don't you do anything?
>Why won't you work?
>because life is not fulfilling enough for me to suffer this much to prolong it.
I haven't said it.
I don't have anyone to say it to.
I just found the words now.
I uhm.
I don't think they are capable of processing this.
Their low points while they cannot be measured it quality.
An undeniable truth.
You cannot peer into the emotions of a brain.
They can be in quantity
They are wired much differently than me
I say me not us.
I speak only for myself until I am agreed with.
They have proven they cannot comprehend.
How could they?
Having a meal makes me irascible.
Its a quick set of cyclical logic.
I don't have an appetite mostly.
I must eat to survive, to avoid pain.
I do not want pain.
Eat, eating prolongs survival.
Survival prolongs pain.
To eat to avoid pain, creates pain.
Pain creates anger.
I chew scrambled eggs slowly with a scowl like a cantankerous old fool.
People see this.
Why is he angry at breakfast?
How could they know?
How could any of them fucking comprehend?
I don't want to prolong this.
I don't want benzos, Xanax, zoloft any of this shit to make me forget the natural state I exist in is hellish
I don't want to exist any more it is inherently tiring, and there is no where to rest.
I certainly dont want to exist on the crutch of a capsule keeping me numb and alive.
>>36381102
>Having a meal makes me irascible.
wtf
>>36381939
Yes.
The logic.
It infuriates me
>>36381102
You are right. I agree with you. They must be wired much differently than us.
>>36382630
Uncanny valley post
>>36381102
what do you ya get when you force people to live life though they don't want too? /r9k/
>>36384308
I just want to burn it doen.
Beun it doen to de gueoun