Does anybody else feel as though they are quite literally

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>>36358199
I don't know about losing my mind, but my mind has been going downhill ever since after high-school.

Ya, been having extreme anxiety over the week while trying to figure out what separates intrusive thoughts from regular ones.

>>36358199

now I'm only getting more powerful

yeah definitely. turned 19 two months ago and i've been having all kinds of weird thoughts. i think ive been starting to hallucinate as well which is stressful.

>>36358199
I remember when
I remember when I lost my mind...

>>36358199
Yes. It's very unsettling and has given me anxiety these past few months. Sometimes I'm out for a walk or listening to music and get thoughts, or really feelings that are almost "unholy".... I don't know how to explain it. It's like a hallucination, but not visual or audio, but more emotional.

I can ignore the feelings and steer myself away from those thought patterns but it's always there, waiting to consume me, waiting to suck me up, at least it feels

Please help, I want it to be gone

>>36358306
But did you find it?

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>>36358199
I used to have an iw of 110 noe I'm only at 104. I feel scared bros

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>>36358199
Nice dubs OP. I've been slowly losing my mind for a while now. I constantly find myself stopping and trying to take an assessment of what mental facilities I have left. But I never remember how I was doing in the past so I can't even tell anymore how much sanity I've lost by now.

>>36358336
Make a notebook and review it every week

>>36358325
IQ scores fluctuate all the time, depending on mood, hunger, sleep or lack thereof, or just feeling off

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>>36358378
But what should I even write down? I can barely make a coherent assessment of my own emotions. I've thought about turning to family for help but I regret the one time I did that because I cried in front of my mom and she's let me forget it. I haven't cried in 6 years. I'm either going to become an ethereal being who doesn't even register mortal emotions, or I'll completely go insane.

>>36358658
If I were you I would try reading for fun. If you can, go to a library and find some interesting stuff to read.

I've begun to hallucinate daily, very minor little corner of the eye sorts of things. I used to be able to write, and enjoyed it, but now I don't think I can and it horrifies me. I can't even write a page long personal statement

>>36358658
Write a list of your cognitive functions, an assessment of how you feel, and then give yourself some space to ramble and throw up all your brain mess onto the paper. Also see a therapist

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>>36358199

Yes. I believe it's due to the fact that most, if not all of /r9k/ users have some type of mental disability or disorder. Mental disabilities/disorders are degenerative without proper treatment. Since /r9k/ refuses to go outside, interact with others, even over the phone to make appointments you are making yourself degenerate. So it's very true that you OP, may be "losing your mind"

>>36358306
Gnarls barkley originaliniorinolio

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>>36358378
Well I have been sleeping for only about 4 hours a night for the past 2 years. Maybe you are right. The wagekek life is destroying me