have any of you become robots AFTER you'd had a girlfriend

For some it's not so black and white. I've always been awkward but managed to get two girlfriends in highschool, somehow. They only lasted a week each though and now I'm 24 and a virgin.

>have any of you become robots AFTER you'd had a girlfriend sometime in your life?

Me

>why can't you just recuperate?

"Why can't you just talk to people? Be urself bro!"

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>>36327541
I'm just curious really.

I mean, maybe it's because I want to have some hope, but I believe that actually having one would give me enough confidence to fix my life.
which is why I want to know what to expect, if things go south

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>>36327497
> have any of you become robots AFTER you'd had a girlfriend sometime in your life?

> is it possible?
ye

> why can't you just recuperate?

I bet you've had a time in your life, when you weren't a basement dweller either
say: childhood

If I said "go back to being a child" could you?

the only actual girlfriend I had was one I'd had on and off in elementary and middle school, back when I was a cool, funny kid.
When I moved away for highschool though, I lost it all and spiralled and never tried again.

>have any of you become robots AFTER you'd had a girlfriend sometime in your life?

yes, had 2 gfs of a year+ each

is it possible? and if it is, why can't you just recuperate?

>started balding at 17, became self-aware and no longer would embarrass myself to become popular, hard time talking to normies

I had a girlfriend for 2 weeks when I was 12, so yeah sure.

>>36327497

Yeah, but it was a rough two year period after.

>Broke up with GF at 28
>Found 4chan months after
>Slowly became a non eyecontact autist
>Lose job at 29
>Confidence hits an all time low
>Decide I should visit my parents to recoup
>Dog of 19 years dies
>Literally killed what emotional connection I had with the world

I just dgaf anymore

>>36327497
>be normie
>get girlfriend
>break up eventually
>find /pol/

haven't found a girl since. I wonder why.

I was sort of normal in high school. Got okay grades, never did homework though. I even had a girlfriend for a few years and things were going okay on the surface. We went to football games together, went to prom, did pretty much all the normal things high school couples do.

But she knew. She could tell I was a deadbeat go-nowhere nobody. And to her credit she tried to push me in the right direction. However she was going behind my back and had a 2nd cell phone used to talk to another guy. I knew of him but never met him. Eventually a mutual friend told me the truth and I being the beta bitch I was just wanted to work things out. She broke up with me and I think eventually ended up getting married to him. She made the right choice ultimately because I've been a dropout neet ever since high school. I never leave the house and am in a constant state of anxiety. Some nights I'm just counting down the days till I die, hoping I don't wake up in the morning. I'd like to believe that theres still hope for me but I know everyday that passes I do nothing to better myself and have no reason to believe I ever will.

I had a gf in college. We broke up, I dropped out of college, and I've been a NEET for 6 years.

I'm 26 and I still fap to the only gf I ever had when I was 20.

>>36327497
this thread is RIGHT up my ally

>17-24 i was a chad
>fucked all kinds of girls including first gf who took my virginity
>2nd gf at 23
>realized i was becoming a complacent faggot over the course of the relationship
>cucked her before she cucked me
>used her stacy powers to turn all my friends and her friends against me
>lost my entire social network
>haven't gone out in months now

i dont really care. robots are more interesting people. im also extremely misanthropic and never initiate any social interaction. if people call me up and invite me somewhere i might go but i don't bother myself.

>>36328699

Yeah but you're the sort of faggot who deserves it and worse

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>>36328594
>>36328684

have you actualy done "it"before breaking up ?

>>36328723
why's that? (besides you being resentful)

Because she faked a pregnancy scare. I don't trust people anymore and the possibility of pregnancy scares the absolute crap out of me.

>>36328748
yeah ahd sex a handful of times. It was always awkward experiences. It was always obvious I was totally out of my element and was taking no initiative. I loved making out but fucking was just my awkwardly propping my body up above hers and mashing my 5 inch dick into her pussy.

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>>36328699

stop using us to sate your boredom Chad
we're not your playthings

Not possible. One cannot be a robot if one has had a gf. You are doomed to be a failed normie, at best a cyborg. A true robot will never have a gf

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>be autist sperg my entire life
>have gf freshman year of highschool who is chubby daddy issues girl i met in community theater
>lose virginity to her
>go through horrid breakup with her, severe depression, get psych evaluation, diagnosed, put on meds
>get chubby mental problems goth gf in sophomore year
>in serious relationship with her, fugg a lot
>in relationship for several years, she moves across country and we have LDR for final stretch of relationship
>visit her once
>during LDR phase I cheat on her with gf of a friend because he had moved and she was in LDR with him so we were friends with benefits
>years after this, chubby goth gf learns of it, between that, strain of the distance and other factors, we break up
>have 2 hook ups in the years after this
>it's been almost 4 years since i got out of chubby goth gf relationship
>last hookup was summer of 2014
>hookups only happen because i am blessed with height and chad aesthetic genetics, otherwise being a fucking literally autistic aspergers awkward cringey faggot
>was NEET for several years with brief periods of employment
>be depressed, awkward, unable to relate to anyone, weeaboo, geek cringey autist
>now MGTOW have a waifu and have sworn off 3DPD, disgusted at 3D porn and women.

AMA?

>>36328822
i hate to say it bud but im on here almost everyday, mostly lurking.

>>36328748

Benis in bagina, yeah. I knew it was my last chance and I was able to take it. I'm sure I would be more neurotic if I was a virgin, but you don't become a shutin of 6+ years by being a normie.

>>36328594
lol holy shit what a snake bitch.

>2 phones
>in fucking high school

wow man. these roasters are getting extra toasty

>>36328699
what do you have to do to become... Chad?
did it come natural to you?

>>36328969
Believe me I was pissed about it eventually. Initially I just wanted to salvage the relationship. She should've ended things sooner and been honest with me but whatever. It is what it is.

>>36328978
hate to confirm the realities here, but i was really attractive 8/10 (still am i guess). i rarely initiated social interactions and piggybacked off extroverted people who associated with me due to the halo effect. left to my own devices im extremely asocial and scared to call someone up to invite them somewhere. basically i know how to do everything except the openers in the social world. when i was in hs girls who liked me would tell their friends and their friends would tell me to just invite them over after school. they'd come over, we'd awkwardly shuffle our feet for 5 minutes and then have sex.

i know real chads and they're extremely socially savvy. they know how to organize and execute a fun time from start to finish, they know how to move girls from one location to another, and how to keep the energy and sexual tension high. I could never do that.

>Been shy and wierd one forever
>Withdraw from seeing anyone but the occasional shopping clerk at odd hours or official at appointments for a long time
>detachment sets in, I start to note slight social phobias etc.
>ignore it for a long time, it gets worse
>It starts getting so bad that I feel even just basic functioning in society gets dicey
>say enough is enough and force myself outside
>"oh look, world's still shit but in another flavor"
>do walks, lifting, start an education

And here we go. I can order a fucking burger again without getting the shakes, and by now I might even be able to peek at a cute womans eyes without my eardrums producing internal white noise from my own bloodpressure. One step after the other and all that.
If I even bother with relationships again, I'll decide on after I can chat someone up well enough that she at least touches me by her own volition. And that is just not really a primary objective yet

Well, I was already a robot before I got a gf so I'm not sure it applies to me but sure I'll try to write down my experiences.

>get out of high school
>no money for college
>become NEET for a year
>meet girl
>fall for her
>become her "best friend" (aka her beta orbiter)
>eventually get heartbroken
>become majorly depressed to the point I tried to kill myself but the belt broke while I tried to hang myself on the door, wouldn't say it was because of her specifically, but it played a part
>couldn't even get out of bed, had no motivation to even play videogames, watch TV or even masturbate
>meet other girl online, she lived near me
>you could say I used her as a "rebound" and she probably did the same with me as well, we started "dating" for two weeks or something
>broke up with me at an anime convention because I wasn't "man enough" for her or some bullshit (incidentally, she was a fatass), turns out she'd been talking up some guys on the side and just needed confirmation from one of them to trade me for him
>parents found cuts on my arms
>went to psychiatrist, he gave me meds
>basically the same ordeal as above, couldn't get out of bed, didn't feel motivation to do anything, lost a lot of weight, but no longer had any need to kill myself

It continued like that until I went to uni. I would say I'm "fine" now and I honestly don't care about women anymore, even when I'm getting some attention from them. I guess those two terrible experiences back-to-back left such a sour taste in my mouth that women in general leave me disgusted enough to destroy any interest I may still have in getting a girlfriend.