Why?
Its been almost a year.
I'm not going to go back into orbit, why won't she stop torturing me?
>>36326120
Trust no thot, anon. If you're afraid of her torturing you, cut her out of your life completely and block her. If you think she's worth it then go ahead but just don't let her control you. It sucks, I know.
>>36326267
Thanks for responding to my crying.
I've tried, and tbdesu I haven't acknowledged a single one of her contacts since September (she's tried to goad me 5 or 6 times.) I'm a broken man though, and I can't bring myself to not read what she's saying, even though there isn't anything she can say.
She was the only girl I ever let myself believe cared about me, even though it was never close to true. I'm a laughably immature and incompetent sperg in my mid-20s and I can't deal with people like her, because I'm wholly unable to defend myself against the emotional warfare. What I'm doing now is killing me anyway, though.
I don't know what I'm hoping to "figure out" with this public diary entry, but it never stops racing around my head.
>>36326477
That's shitty. Some of the best advice I've been given is that you need to just cut the complicated/toxic people out of your life and things will be a lot better. It helped with my depression a lot. Good luck anon :)
>>36326611
Yes, thats what you gotta do
OP, I hate to say this but yeah, you're just another one on the list at this point. I was in your spot, do what this anon said >>36326611
>>36326120
going through this exact same thing, anon. right when i think im improving, shell text/snapchat me. it completely ruins my day, but i get off from ignoring her. i wont respond to her, but i dont have it in me to block her.
why do they do this?